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179: The Research of Melinda Leslie: Part 7

In this series of posts, I present the ground-breaking research of Melinda Leslie, a brave woman who investigates what she calls the re-abductions of ET abductees by a secret arm of our intelligence community. She’s written a comprehensive presentation of her work that she gives at UFO conventions around the country, and she has given me permission to republish it here in its entirety. (It’s also available at her website for a modest fee.) Because Melinda’s work touches on so much of what I’ve experienced directly, and on what has been communicated to me by Harold’s chorus of Grays, I’ve also added my comments that appear below her text in bold-italic type. Ms. Leslie has not reviewed my comments and they do not necessarily reflect her views.

Reprinted From: “The Covert-Ops’ Reverse-Engineering of Extraterrestrial Abductees” © 2010 Melinda Leslie

Which Abductees Came Forward First?

[For Abductee/Experiencers who think that the military might be involved in their lives, I recommend reading what others like us have written about their encounters with Majestic. Search the internet for the names below to find what they’ve published. Leah Haley’s book, Lost Was the Key, was the first book I read on the subject back in the mid 1990s, and it helped me greatly just to know that I wasn’t the only UFO contactee under surveillance by my government. – cw]

Known Military involvement cases and examples:

Christa Tilton: Taken to an underground base

Leah Haley: Direct confrontation in airport, Home under surveillance, Interrogation after drop off by aliens

Betty Andreason Luca: Helicopter and phone harassment

Whitley Strieber: Break-ins to his home, Threats and warning

Pam Hamilton: Daytime break-in and taken to underground base

Licia Davidson: Extensive helicopter harassment & surveillance,           Medical report of being drugged, Direct face-to-face confrontations, Electronic phone voice

Karla Turner: Phone voice breaking in and commenting on her & client’s conversation

Cassie Turner: Interrogations

Debbie Jordan Kauble: Alien implant removed

Diane Johnson: Driven in a van and saw installation she was being taken to

Kay Wilson

Angela Thompson Smith

Michael Bershad

Kim Carlsberg

Steve Neil

Beth Collings

Anna Jamerson

M. Johnson

Larry Warren

Shelly Thompson

What Are Their Experiences?

Leah Haley remembered being taken by a helicopter to a military base where she was interrogated concerning her alleged alien abduction experiences:

“. . . I was struggling with them as I was coming off the helicopter. I don’t understand why they’re taking me in there. I felt a sudden chill. It’s cold. There’s a man on each side of me holding my arms tightly. They’re taking me into a building . . . I see men seated along the left side of a conference room table. The man in the blue uniform is standing to my right. A man decorated with military pins is standing at the opposite end of the table and somebody is giving me a shot in the right arm. It feels like a tetanus shot. The guys in uniform are still holding me tightly . . . They force me into a chair . . . I am just feeling dizzy . . . the man from the helicopter says; “here she is. She’s a cocky little bitch.” Then somebody on the other side of the room said; ‘Well, we’ll just take care of that! . . . Somebody from behind me put a jacket around my shoulders . . . “

Interestingly, Leah Haley recalled a similar brainwashing scenario as myself. She also has no memory of what they asked her before. Leah goes on to say; “. . . there’s a man talking to me. He is telling me I haven’t seen anything. He is not very nice. I don’t see him because I’m so dizzy. I’m leaning my head over. First he was on the other side of the room, but now he comes close to me and sort of props himself up against the table. He said, ‘You didn’t see a spaceship’ . . . They are angry . . . ‘It’s none of your damn business . . . You hadn’t seen anything . . . You don’t know anything.’ There is a lady with a blue uniform in the room. She brought in a tape recorder. She laid it on the end of the table at the other end of the room . . .”

The husband of the late Dr. Karla Turner, Casey Turner, also recalled an abduction where he was drugged, taken to a military underground facility and interrogated by a military officer. Inside the underground area he saw large man-made storage tanks, with a building constructed into the side of the tunnel or a big cavern. Casey was escorted by men through doors into a waiting area, where he saw lots of people.

Casey believes that they interrogated and drugged these people too. He remembered the following: “. . . They are all sitting there, sort of in a daze, like they’ve been drugged. Just waiting for somebody to come and take them away . . . I keep getting the feeling that there’s a military officer who’s real angry . . . Real impatient . . . I don’t have a face to connect with it, but there’s a military officer that I’m not cooperating with . . . yeah, I am not cooperating and they’re real perplexed . . . I’m not cooperating with them . . . I’m not in the state of mind they want me to be in . . . I get the feeling they want to know, maybe they’re trying to find out what it is we know . . . I see a military dress uniform . . . Green military dress uniform . . . I can tell gray hair, clean-shaven . . . I’m escorted by the guard out of the room. We turn left, we turn right and go for some distance.”

“. . . There are doors, they aren’t paneled, just steel doors . . . Now I’m in a small room where I see only three pieces of furniture, just a metal chair, straight-backed, and I’m sitting in the chair. And a desk, plain military-type with nothing on top. With an officer standing behind it. He’s got a chair, but he’s not sitting in it. The guard stands outside and shuts the door. It’s just me and this officer guy. Like he’s in charge. And I don’t like him, so I won’t answer his questions . . . I’m fighting, I’m rebelling . . . I can hear him yelling . . . ‘Tell me, Tell me . . .’ That’s all I can remember . . . “

What is the Evidence

The evidence for ET abductions in general:

  • Punctures to the skin [Yes – cw]
  • Bruises [Ditto – cw]
  • Cuts [Yes – cw]
  • Hair Loss [ Just what comes with old age – cw]
  • X-rays
  • Needle Marks [Several times – cw]
  • Scars that appear overnight
  • Scoop marks & others [Yes – cw]
  • Rashes in strange patterns [Yes – cw]
  • Burn marks on body [Yes, “nighttime sunburns” (radiation burns) – cw]
  • Implants removed [Yes – cw]
  • Gynecological problems [Not my kind of problem – cw]
  • Urological problems [Yes – cw]
  • Landing traces with soil samples or burn marks on the ground [I live in an apartment – cw]
  • Lie detector tests [No, but I’d be willing to take one – cw]
  • Documented missing time [Yes – cw]
  • Witnesses to the experience [Yes – cw]
  • Mass group abduction of more than one abductee at a time [Yes – cw]
  • Collaborating stories of abductees who have never met and are unaware of each other’s experiences, or of any similar accounts in the research data [I’ve had two such incidents – cw]

The evidence for covert-ops involvement:

  • Bruises after experience [Much evidence of “rough handling” – cw]
  • Physical symptoms [Yes, knees and thumb wrenched. I now have to wear braces to bed. – cw]
  • Telephone interruptions
  • Mail tampering
  • Followed in car [Yes – cw]
  • Agents taking photos [Yes – cw]
  • Break-in with photos or documents missing {Break-ins with various items missing – cw]
  • Direct in-person confrontations [Yes – cw]
  • Eyewitnesses to re-abductions and harassment/surveillance [Yes – cw]
  • Photos of helicopter fly-bys [Fly-by, but no photos. Was also followed by a drone helicopter. – cw]
  • Drugged with medical lab tests [Drugged in the middle of the night several times, but no lab tests were conducted. – cw]
  • Being watched and/or followed [Several times – cw]
  • Seeing installation location you were taken to and later verifying its existence
  • Matching story to underground base research as confirmation of where one was taken
  • “Insiders” confirmation

More evidence for covert-ops involvement

  • Being befriended by “insiders” who offer assistance

– From Diary of an Abduction by Angela Thompson Smith, Ph.D.: “The individual is befriended by, socializes with, or is even romantic with a “minder” who has links with the government or military, especially with any of the intelligence agencies, military medical units, or government medical contractors. More often a male befriends a female, although same [sex?] minders have been known. The minder may offer massages, or similar, to the individuals they are minding. If a romantic liaison occurs, the minder enters a sexual relationship with the abductee early in the relationship.”

  • Another abductee was told by their “minder” that they were involved in ufology to “derail the train.” This is very similar to some comments that were made to me by the same type of individuals.
  • Abductees share “attaching” of military or intelligence people who are suddenly involved in the abductee’s everyday life thought seemingly normal situations. The abductees often give these individuals nick-names. Some examples: “X,” “Bulldog,” and “Destiny Man.”
  • These events serve as confirmation of validation for the abductee’s covert-ops experiences. I call these confirmations “milab moments.”
  • Abductees are seeing the same covert people involved repeatedly in their experiences:

– “the red haired captain,” “the red haired doctor,” or “the interrogator with red hair,” and “the older man with the silver hair.”

  • Artifacts are left behind by whoever is performing the abductions:

– Missed security stickers being found on tampered mail, implant devices, medical equipment, containers, medical devices.

– One abductee used the artifacts they found to trace these activities to various government contractors employed in medical research.

– Another Abductee researched and tied various mind-control inventions to some of her abductors and to some intel “minders.”

  • Many abductees seem to fall under some form of financial attack after other methods fail to silence or deter them from the subject.

– These financial difficulties appear to be timed and increase in severity in direct relationship to the degree the abductee’s case is investigated or they attempt to go public. This causes many abductees to pull out and claim, “It’s not worth it.” When the abductee backs off, the problems mysteriously go away, reinforcing a fear of coming forward. I have seen the effectiveness of this in too many cases to be by chance.

What is the Evidence for My Experiences?

[Just want to be clear. This is evidence of Ms. Leslie’s experiences, not mine. – cw]

The evidence for my experiences:

  • Vapor monitor verified as accurate
  • Helicopters with witnesses(Once while online with another abductee)

  • Phone interruptions(Witnessed Licia’s electronic voice responding to us)
  • Red hair interrogator also seen by others
  • Military uniforms seen and later verified as existing
  • Bruises with photos
  • Equipment and technology seen verified as existing
  • Medical surgical procedures performed were verified as known procedures
  • Location of bade and its description verified by four “insiders”
  • Alpha-numeric insignia seen, verified by “insider”
  • Unique gun seen, also verified

Supported by “insiders” who confirmed various parts:

  • Vance Davis – procedures used, location seen, red hair guy and uniform details
  • Bill Uhouse – specific technology seen that matches something he was briefed on that he said there is no way [he] could have known, except unless [he] had experienced it.
  • Bob Dean – certain language used and procedures
  • Bill Holden – specific underground location seen
  • Un-named – procedures, specific location, weapon see, red hair guy and technology items
  • Un-named – via a confrontation and threat he confirmed the experiences of another covert-ops abductee as well as myself
  • Un-named – technology and procedures, all standard
  • Un-named – Specific location and procedures

(To be continued)

178: The Research of Melinda Leslie: Part 6

In this series of posts, I present the ground-breaking research of Melinda Leslie, a brave woman who investigates what she calls the re-abductions of ET abductees by a secret arm of our intelligence community. She’s written a comprehensive presentation of her work that she gives at UFO conventions around the country, and she has given me permission to republish it here in its entirety. (It’s also available at her website for a modest fee.) Because Melinda’s work touches on so much of what I’ve experienced directly, and on what has been communicated to me by Harold’s chorus of Grays, I’ve also added my comments that appear below her text in bold-italic type. Ms. Leslie has not reviewed my comments and they do not necessarily reflect her views.

Reprinted From: “The Covert-Ops’ Reverse-Engineering of Extraterrestrial Abductees” © 2010 Melinda Leslie

What Do Abduction Researchers Say?

JOHN E. MACK, M.D. (1929 – 2004)

Professor of Psychiatry at Harvard Medical School

Abduction Researcher and Director of PEER

The late Dr. John E. Mack from an interview by Melinda Leslie:

“. . . I have cases I’m working with particularly in some depth where military involvement has been very important, disturbing, ongoing, and complicated. I have others that have seen military people, as well . . . The person feels they’re being menaced in day-to-day life by black helicopters, MIBs, men in uniform, and people in dark cars . . . this is not like a regular abduction . . . It does not have the same Interdimensional feel . . . abductees are transported to some underground place . . . There is some relationship, some kind of communication and collaboration between certain extraterrestrial beings in this underground place and the military people. The abductees are in some kind of intermediary role between these (covert-ops) types and the beings . . .”


Psychologist since 1961 and hypnotherapist since 1967.

Has worked with over 600 cases of alien abduction.

Told me he had “half-dozen-cases of military re-abduction” and “half-dozen-cases where aliens and military were seen together.”

[Again, I was told that any ETs seen working with the military are Majestic’s clones, created using DNA recovered from downed ET craft. – cw]

His cases with harassment number in the 200s. These include phone interruptions, black helicopters, being followed, and face-to-face confrontations.

His cases feel unanimously that the reason why they were taken or selected by the military was for their paranormal abilities.

One of his cases was told during an interrogation, “You won’t remember this or you’ll hurt yourself.” (More comments matching this to come.)

He referred cases to me, which I have interviewed.

He told me that he feels I “need to be in the open” for my protection.

[In a conversation I had with Melinda when I first met her, she confided that two of her close friends were “frightened out of the business (of re-abduction research)” by Majestic’s threats and harassment. – cw]

He said the way to end all this is “to allow the cover-up to be uncovered.”

[I’ve written in my book and on this blog (Post #119), that I’m against disclosure. I do NOT want an end to the UFO cover-up. I fear that when it ends the ETs will be portrayed as Space Invaders by the government, with Abductee/Experiencers unfortunate victims of alien mind control, who are to be put into detention camps “for their own protection.” Can you hear me, Dr. Greer? – cw]


I support much of his core “Threat” theory. I’ve spoken to him regarding this subject and we agree to disagree. What he generally believes:

From his book, The Threat:

“Abductees mistake human-like alien hybrids dressed in military uniforms for US military personnel and that these aliens bring abductees to examine and interrogate them.” Therefore, according to him, there is no evidence that the military is involved in abductions. (So this also explains all the harassment evidence as well?)

From the 1998 MUFON Symposium:

“Only abductees which are not well known claim they have military experiences.” (Never mind that it was the best known abductees like Debby Jordan, Leah Haley, Kay Wilson, Anna Jamerson, Beth Collings and Karla Turner who were the very first to bring this subject to the public’s attention and NOT the researchers!)

I feel David Jacobs is misinterpreting some of the strongest evidence in support of his own theory. If his theory regarding aliens as a possible “threat” is correct, and if the number of abductees are anywhere near what the researchers claim them to be . . .

Wouldn’t those who run the intelligence apparatus have figured this out, just as he has? If abduction are a threat to the degree that he claims, then abductions would be a matter of National Security.

Wouldn’t the intelligence apparatus, using one of its working arms such as the military, have an interest in studying that threat?

If abductions, are a question of National Security, wouldn’t abductees be a part of that same question? How better to study this matter than to monitor, surveillance, and interrogate those involved? While it may be very difficult to monitor, surveillance and interrogate any aliens, it’s not difficult to do so with abductees! Also taking into consideration that plausible deniability is already in place and nobody would believe them.

The evidence for military involvement validates his theory!


Has worked with over 70 abduction cases.

Says he has only one military re-abduction case, that of Debbie Jordan. (Melinda is aware he has a few more he’s not counting)

He says he has about 200 accounts of MIBs in his cases! And many cases with various forms of harassment and surveillance.

Melinda has worked with cases that were clients of Budd’s and that never mention their covert-ops experiences to him, therefore he has more cases that he’s unaware of   (How often do abductees fail to mention their experiences? How many more cases would the researchers have if they did? This may be due in part because these experiences are often remembered consciously and a regression isn’t needed, and also because the abductees often say that when it comes to the researchers “oh, they wouldn’t understand” and thus remain reluctant to share with them.

Budd’s warning on the subject, “Still a small percentage of the cases.” Therefore he remains cautious to get into the covert-ops involvement subject, even though some of his star cases are people who have been very public about their military experiences. He does not wish to confused or further complicate the subject and feels that it is a small enough percentage of the total cases to not have to address it.

He once said, “Abductions lay at the heart of the whole UFO scenario.” He also agrees there is a massive government cover-up of the UFO subject and was once a supporter of the Coalition for Honesty in Government (Bob Dean’s organization) as well as the disclosure efforts of famous UFO documentary Producer James Fox.

If abductions lay at the heart of the UFO subject, and the UFO subject is being covered up, then wouldn’t abductions lay at the heart of the cover-up?

Budd now says regarding a covert-ops involvement: “They’d have to be interested!

From Diary of an Abduction by Angela Thompson Smith, Ph.D.

Angela’s story of what happened to her while staying with Budd in his home in Manhattan:

“During the night I dreamt that someone was doing something with my left foot. I was thinking, “I’m glad I washed my feet.” The next afternoon, I noticed that I had a small lump on my left shin surrounded by a small, reddish, circular area. The hard lump is still there today, although the redness has disappeared. Budd regressed me to the “dream” surrounding the lump. In the regression, I remembered waking up in the night to find someone sitting at the end of my bed; my left foot was being manipulated and then lowered onto . . . a human thigh. A piece of curved metal was placed over my left shin and the area felf numb “as if part of it wasn’t there.” Then I felt, rather than heard, a “pop,” and a little thing was implanted into the front of my leg.

Budd told me that I am the seventeenth person to have something like this happen while staying at his home. One man felt his leg drop from being held and the drop woke him up. Others have seen guys in Budd’s studio. Budd thinks these events are staged by the grays to let him know that they are aware of his activities and to keep track of his visitors. However, in my regression, the person who implanted the device was not a gray, but a human person!

Who Else is Doing This Research?


Authors of the breakout book on this subject titled MILABS: Military Mind Control & Alien Abduction.

[Here’s a link to some comments about the book. – cw]

From an article Helmut wrote for the MUFON Journal:

Helmut believes that cases in which an abductee reports that he/she was also abducted by the military are very important for two reasons:

“If the UFO community has evidence that a covert military/intelligence task force is involved in the UFO abduction phenomenon, we would then know that this phenomenon represents a matter of National Security.

“Military involvement could be evidence that they use abductees for mind control experiments, or that they monitor and kidnap abductees for information-gathering purposes during or after an abduction.”

From a MUFON Journal Article on MILABs by Hermut Lammer

“Recently, some UFO abductees have alleged that they were also being kidnapped by military/intelligence personnel and taken to hospitals and/or underground military facilities. Few of the popular books on the subject of UFO abductions mention these experiences. Especially disconcerting is the fact that abductees recall seeing military/intelligence personnel working side by side with alien beings in these secret facilities. The presence of human military and/or civilian personnel inhabiting the same physical reality as the alien beings exceeds both the mind sets of the skeptic and the open-minded researcher alike by several orders of magnitude. The skeptics would rather believe that stories of aliens and military personnel in underground facilities are a fabrication, designed to elicit attention from conspiracy believers or hallucinations in general. Researchers in the field of mind control suggest that these cases are evidence that the whole UFO abduction phenomenon is staged by the intelligence community as a cover for their illegal experiments. The open-minded researchers who fight for a reputation in abduction research ignore these stories, since they represent only a minor fraction in their files.

[As I said earlier, I was told by Harold’s Grays that any aliens seen working with the military are Majestic’s clones, created from bodies recovered from downed UFOs. They are under the complete control of their human handlers and should not be confused with real ETs. Read the story of Dr. Carol Rusin. She was a protégé of the late Dr. Wernher von Braun and charged by him with working to prevent the militarization of Space. Von Braun was the man who led our space program from it’s creation after WWII to our landing on the Moon. She says he told her several times that there would be a time in the future when the military-industrial complex would fake an invasion from space to further their agenda. He emphasized to her that although there are many different aliens currently visiting earth, “none of them are hostile.” – cw]

 KARLA TURNER (1947 – 1996)

Alien Abduction Researcher

Author and MILAB Research Pioneer

The late Dr. Turner from an interview by Melinda Leslie & Randy Koppang:

“. . . It wasn’t until November 1988, when Casey (husband) was taken by the military that we knew for sure how far military personnel would go. The minute he began to realize what was happening, and we (communicated with) someone in the UFO community by phone, we began having phone interference, mail tampering. The first times we met with Ufologists, we were followed by the same car, two different times, two months apart. We began to have helicopter overflights, all times of the day and night, different types (of them). We lived in our house for five years and never had helicopters before then. It became the standard. I mean, I’d have nine a day! So we knew there was a human element involved. First, we thought they were monitoring. But once we made phone connections, we began having all this human-type activity; surveillance and a number of other things that are in the book . . .”


Worked with 30 ET abductees and half his cases have harassment of some form.

He had 6 cases of military re-abduction.

Had his own harassment: His and another researcher’s voices were played back on both their own answering machines from a conversation they had regarding covert-ops involvement, which took place while they were standing out in the open in a parking lot. Somebody wanted them both to know their conversation had been recorded.

In cases with interrogation abductees were questioned about the following:

– What knowledge was obtained and was it technical or paranormal?

– What groups of ETs are the abductee involved with?

– Does the abductee know any classified information?

– What are the ET’s motives?

The military seem to perceive people who’ve had contact as a threat or risk and therefore need to evaluate and/or maintain control over them.


Abduction researcher for 26 years

Director of ICAR (International Community for Alien Research)

ICAR has over 8,800 ET abduction cases in its files

Joe and his wife Linda are both covert-ops abductees with multiple experiences and one involving a “mass abduction” with military

Has over 800 cases with harassment & surveillance (10% of cases)

Has over 450 cases of re-abduction (with a military presence)

Half of those cases involve being “handed-off” by ETs to human military

[These are cases where Majestic’s cloned ETs are used to confuse the issue. – cw]

Has 7 cases of mass military abduction of 100s of abductees.

Cases claim they are taken equally for genetics, tech, medical, & psi

Has 50-75 internatioal covert-ops cases (in allied nations mostly)

Most alarming finding was covert-ops interest in a “future pandemic”

[I was distressed to read this because of something I haven’t as yet reported to my readers. My psychic friend Harold, who channels a “chorus” of ETs, has over a number of years been repeatedly shown several possible futures for Earth and mankind. Although not as frequent a vision as before, it is still occasionally presented to him. Here is a synopsis. Bear in mind that according to the Grays this is only one of several possible future scenarios.

A lethal, man made pathogen is released to greatly depopulate the planet. It’s genetically engineered to target adults. (The medical definition of an adult is when a person’s hormones stabilize after the “teenage years,” when he or she comes out of puberty.) Those adults who survive the plague have a “genetic marker” (their words) that distinguishes them. – cw]

High number of cases being taken to: Eglin AF Base in FL., Fort Louis in WA, and Norfolk Naval Base in VA.


Covert-ops abductee with breakout website with MILAB info:

AlienJigsaw.com and author of multiple books that include convert-ops involvement experiences and evidence.

MUFON’s Abduction Transcription Project, 1995:

Dan Wright found that experiences, strikingly similar to those recalled by MILABs, were also in the Project, for example:

A hanger with UFO-like craft(s)

One of more cubicle-like rooms within a large underground facility

Military officers with name tags and identifiers removed from uniforms

The use of drugs to elicit responses from subjects

Berating subject to relate what he/she was told/shown by the aliens

Brainwashing the subject to believe the interrogation did not happen

As of Feb. 2010, MUFON is involved in a new abduction study which will include abductees’ accounts of covert-ops involvement

Many abduction researchers have RE-AB cases, but fail to acknowledge them in their writings or presentations.   This reluctance is greatly influenced by their misperception of the subject. My though tis that many abduction researchers have become so careful to not undermine any credibility they’ve sweat blood to achieve, that it becomes easier for them to ignore or downplay the controversial subject of covert-ops involvement.

Instead of seeing these experiences and the evidence for them as evidence in support of all their research efforts, instead of seeing it as the evidence that they are right, that abductions are absolutely real, ETs are here, and technology is used, they see it as something that complicates and possibly undermines their main thesis; that abductees have experiences with ETs. But, in so doing, they forfeit a major piece of evidence in favor of their thesis being correct, rather than risk leading people to consider that a human involvement might somehow diminish an ET one. I can’t help but wonder if this is due in great paret to their misperception having led to a military in-lieu-of ETs concept instead of what the experiences show; that it’s a military because of ETs concept.

(To be continued)

177: The Research of Melinda Leslie: Part 5

In this series of posts, I present the ground-breaking research of Melinda Leslie, a brave woman who investigates what she calls the re-abductions of ET abductees by a secret arm of our intelligence community. She’s written a comprehensive presentation of her work that she gives at UFO conventions around the country, and she has given me permission to republish it here in its entirety. (It’s also available at her website for a modest fee.) Because Melinda’s work touches on so much of what I’ve experienced directly, and on what has been communicated to me by Harold’s chorus of Grays, I’ve also added my comments that appear below her text in bold-italic type. Ms. Leslie has not reviewed my comments and they do not necessarily reflect her views.

Reprinted From: “The Covert-Ops’ Reverse-Engineering of Extraterrestrial Abductees” © 2010 Melinda Leslie

Why is This Happening?

  • Why spend so much time and money on the involvement with the abductees? The Technology again!
  • From all the crash retrievals alone (over 75 documented cases) we know that they are pursing the technology (let alone what so many “insiders” have shared about technology programs).

[Those documented cases are itemized in Ryan Wood’s book, “MAJIC Eyes Only.” – cw]

  • Wouldn’t they be asking, “How does this technology work?
  • And, put that together with what I’ve explained regarding the sheer number of abductees and wouldn’t they also be asking, “Could some of these abductees know something?
  • They also would have figured out long ago that it takes psi abilities to operate the alien technology. That there is a direct “mental interface” with the technology and that it reads your thoughts. (More on this later.)
  • Wouldn’t they be trying to get the upper hand on the technology in an attempt to interact with or meet the aliens on some level, to understand them. Or, might they be attempting to just hold their own, to somewhat “level the playing field” as much as possible.

There are 4 categories of information the covert-ops ET information management people are looking for as reported from the RE-AB experience:

  • ET Motives and Agenda
  • ET and Abductee Genetics
  • ET and Abductee Psi Abilities
  • ET technology and its Operation

What is the Reverse-Engineering Program?

Acclaimed researcher Richard Dolan explained it best in the following lecture description titled After the Retrievals: The covert Program to Replicate Alien Technology:

“Obtaining a UFO is one thing, but what next? Clearly, such exotic technology has to have [a] home within deeply secret places where scientists can study it. Such a program would be nearly as old as UFO secrecy itself, although most researchers overlook this crucial piece of the puzzle. Today, there is enough information to construct an outline of the program to replicate alien technology over the last 50 years. This program involves intense secrecy, privatization, gravity research, and more. The evidence is strong that real breakthroughs have been made and that applications are being used covertly, such as within a secret space program. Secrecy about these programs and technological breakthroughs must be maintained because revelations could unravel the entire structure of secrecy. This includes not only the truth about extraterrestrials, but of the labyrinth of illegal black infrastructure that has become entrenched as a true state within a state.”

What does the covert-ops ET information management people want to reverse-engineer from abductees?

  1. What makes us an abductee, and why are the ETs interested in us?
  2. What is it about our genetics that interests the ETs? Have any genetic enhancements been made to us?
  3. What do we know about ET motives, or about an ET agenda?
  4. What mind control procedures can they learn, develop or practice from us or on us?
  5. What are our psi (paranormal) abilities? Have they been enhanced?
  6. How do we do ET psi like telepathy and psychokenesis?
  7. What are our mental abilities? Have they been enhanced?
  8. What have the ETs told, shown, or taught us?
  9. What do we know about ET technology like propulsion systems, navigation, or weapons?
  10. How do we operate ET technology, and can we operate a piece handed to us?
  11. What types of training procedures can the humans develop from what we know?
  12. What medical info can they develop from what we know or from our physical bodies, or what can they practice on us?
  13. How do we proceed and/or retain ET information? How do we adapt to ETs?
  14. How do we adapt to living with our experiences?
  15. What can they duplicate and apply to our human technology or to our personnel?

What Are They Reverse-Engineering?

The previous questions come directly from the abductees’ accounts of what the interrogators asked during the re-abduction scenarios. They make logical sense when you follow a crash-retrieval and reverse engineering developmental curve. First, there were the retrieved ET craft, then there were the retrieved components (technology) from those craft, and then there were the pilots and operators (technicians). These individuals would otherwise be known as the personnel. It is logical when you develop the hardware, you’re left with asking who’s going to operate it and how are they going to do it? Logical, right?

Certainly those involved with the management [of] covert-ops thought to consider the personal accounts of those with first-hand, hands-on ET tech experience, i.e. those who may have operated it, worked its components, navigated, or flown it. Of course they would have! Let’s suppose that crash retrievals are about having ET technology, and reverse engineering it is about having human technicians that do what ET technicians do, or mimic it. Then reverse-engineering crashed, shot down, or retrieved alien craft is not just about having ET hardware, but about having human techs that do what an ET tech does.

Reverse engineering the abductee is not about learning how to abduct people (oops . . . well okay . . . so maybe it is to some degree . . . hence all the practice and development of mind control procedures, but really that’s secondary, a spin off, a bi-product if you will, albeit a rather convenient one), but reverse engineering the abductee is more about having personnel that are able to do what abductees are able to do.

[I can certainly attest to the fact that mind-control protocols were used on me. Again I refer to Post #150 and Post #151, “An Unsettling Discovery, Parts 1 & 2.” – cw]

No wonder my research has come across the use of abductees in military and covert-ops training procedures. Not because they plan on using the abductees in some future scenario, but to develop training procedures vis-à-vis the abductees. Abductees would be much too big of a risk to be used directly. We are way too unreliable, prone to go public at any minute, too talkative, would insist on that pesky disclosure thing, and (usually) don’t have the military or covert-ops training needed. Face it, we’re just not “yes” men! But, what we do have can possibly be taught to these kinds of individuals. It appears they’re trying regardless.

If reverse engineering the craft is about the technology, then reverse engineering the abductee is about the personnel!

Or, better yet, it’s about the personnel AND the technology. Because when the covert-ops personnel question the abductees, they get both technical information and operational information.

Another way to look at it: You need a hybrid person to operate a hybrid technology. (No wonder there’s also a covert interest in abductees’ genetics!) Or, maybe a little more accurately, you need a hybrid-functioning person to operate a hybrid-functioning technology.

[Abductee/Experiencers are being cloned by Majestic. A good friend of mine has seen a man several times at a coffee bar in my neighborhood who may in fact be my clone. He appears to be a younger version of me and sports a short “military style” haircut. I suspect he’s part of my surveillance team. – cw]

Why Are They Developing the Technology?

In the covert-ops efforts to get their hands on ET technology they gather and reverse-engineer craft, and just like they gather craft they also gather and reverse-engineer abductees. It appears they are doing this for the exact same reasons: the development of advanced technologies, back-engineering of ET craft, information on the ETs themselves, and control over every aspect of these issues/ I have deduced that their push for technology may exist for the following three reasons.

  1. Militarism – The old military mindset may be at work and would certainly apply if the covert-ops community thinks the ETs may be a threat. Whether preparing for a “hot war” or a “cold war” with ETs, it justifies a whole lot of black project spending.   Even if they are only preparing for some possible future scenario that could be seen as justification enough for a military buildup in the form of ET-tech.

[UFO related projects are so secret I doubt that their funding would be included (in any appreciable way) in the regular “Black Budget” that has to be approved by the Senate Committee on Intelligence. They are funded by other means. Back in the 1980s, for example, during the meltdown of the Savings and Loan institutions there was a “one-day” news story (reported on KGO Radio in San Francisco) that a good third of the S&L losses were thought to have been funneled to the CIA. I never heard anything further after that one broadcast. – cw]

  1. Politics – They may be attempting to be level the playing field and hold their own with the ETs, or working towards eventually joining as partners in a “galactic community.”

[We shoot down their flying craft at every opportunity, and then expect to be welcomed as “partners in a galactic community?” Not likely. – cw]

  1. Economy – The bottom line may be the bottom line.       ET technology would be potentially lucrative in preparation for commerce and trade with ETs, as well as in the military –industrial complex’s development and application for more mundane uses, let alone the economic potential for advancement of military technologies and any development of breakthrough ET-related technologies. I heard an insider say that “ET technology is an infinite source of wealth” for those managing the information and their secret programs.

[Again, we are in a shooting war with the ETs and normal relations, including interstellar “commerce and trade,” is not part of Majestic’s current agenda. – cw]

(To be continued)

176: The Research of Melinda Leslie: Part 4

In this series of posts, I present the ground-breaking research of Melinda Leslie, a brave woman who investigates what she calls the re-abductions of ET abductees by a secret arm of our intelligence community. She’s written a comprehensive presentation of her work that she gives at UFO conventions around the country, and she has given me permission to republish it here in its entirety. (It’s also available at her website for a modest fee.) Because Melinda’s work touches on so much of what I’ve experienced directly, and on what has been communicated to me by Harold’s chorus of Grays, I’ve also added my comments that appear below her text in bold-italic type. Ms. Leslie has not reviewed my comments and they do not necessarily reflect her views.

Reprinted From: “The Covert-Ops’ Reverse-Engineering of Extraterrestrial Abductees” © 2010 Melinda Leslie

What Are My Experiences?

[Just want to be clear. These are descriptions of Ms. Leslie’s experiences, not mine. – cw]

I have the basic “standard” and “normal” ET abduction experiences and the following military involvement experiences:

  • Harassment & Surveillance experiences

                  Helicopter incidents, phone incidents, threats, influenced to harm self.

  • Military re-abductions and alien/military combined experiences
    1. Early 1990 – 2 roommates witnessed “military men” shouting orders to me in the middle of the night. I have no memory or this.
    2. July 27, 1990 – Missing time while driving with 2 friends, taken by ETs with a man in naval uniform present monitoring the procedures.
    3. July 21, 1993 – Gynecological medical procedures performed by humans in an underground facility Haz-Mat clean-room environment.
    4. Nov. 23, 1993 – Flown on human built triangular ship, miscommunication screw-up, drugs administered and interrogated about ET technology.
    5. Mid 1990s – Experience with a friend while traveling in Sedona Arizona. Car stopped by military personnel and I was escorted away from my friend.
    6. Late 1990s – Interrogation and threatened with a gun put to my head in military style tent on a military base located in California desert.
    7. Aug. 20 2000 – Abducted with friend out of her apartment and taken to underground base.       Both of us were interrogated, threatened, and saw reptilian with military. Photo evidence of break in to home.

In November of 1993 I was abducted, drugged, and taken by two men in camouflage to an underground facility. In this experience I was also flown on a triangle shaped craft and left standing alone in a large empty hanger.

I have undergone extensive hypnosis regressions concerning this event. When I was discovered being alone in the hanger, by what appeared to be one of the pilots of the triangle craft that flew me, he walked up to me and said, “You’re not supposed to be here.” . . . “What are you still doing here? . . . and then he yelled at me, “Why are you still here?!!!”

This pilot then escorted me out of the hanger, which backed into an underground tunnel, and out into the tunnel, which appeared to be an underground road. The pilot was cussing under his breath the entire time and looking around for someone who could explain why I was left alone. It appears that someone was supposed to have been there waiting for me and was not. In the tunnel, we were met by 3 military guards, 2 guys in lab coats, and an older gentleman in a green full dress military Naval uniform who came walking from way down this road.

According to Helmut Lammer, and I agree with him, this experience shows that not all the military personnel on the base had the “need to know” concerning what was going on. And that there was some sort of communication breakdown that caused the confusion. Or, it may have been made to appear that way.

After the pilot was rebuked and released, I was escorted into a room off the tunnel by the 3 guards, the man in full uniform and the 2 guys in lab coats. Inside there was a conference table and chairs. One of the guards quickly grabbed one of the chairs, sliding it across the linoleum floor, swung it around, and very forcibly pointed for me to sit in it. The man in full uniform said, as if to apologize for the guard’s behavior, “Please won’t you sit down?” Then he said something to the guards and he and the older of the 2 men in lab coats exited the room, turned immediately and entered a door to a room with a two-way mirror window, just adjacent to the room we were in.

As I was sitting there in the chair with the 3 guards stand in “parade rest” around me, a red-haired man in khaki uniform entered the room from the other side. He excused the guards, who were referring to him as Captain, and they then left and only he and the younger man in the lab coat remained. The man in the lab coat gave me a shot in the arm. Also, he later had me drink a very bitter chalky tasting fluid.

I was very frightened as this red-hair Captain started to accuse me of having done something wrong. Like the screw-up I witnessed had somehow been my fault. He pointed his finger at me and spoke very harshly. He kept looking in my eyes like he was expecting to see them change from the drugs taking effect. He turned to the guy in the lab coat who nodded to him. I could soon feel the drugs coming on. When this red-haired Captain spoke, it was like he was speaking in slow motion. When he moved his arms, I could see the movement of his arm. I knew I had just been heavily drugged.

I was having a hard time understanding what he was asking me. I was extremely confused and did not understand what he was accusing me of. I did not know what it was I had done wrong. I told him I didn’t do anything. I kept telling him that I didn’t know what he wanted. He accused me further of being uncooperative and threatened me. I pleaded with him to just ask me again.

At this point he signaled to the guy in the lab coat, who then turned and opened the door to the room. The guards came back in and grabbed me by the arms and escorted me out the door, across the room, and into another door. In a small dark room were standing a bunch of guards, big guys, who then pushed me around in what was a horrifying and frightening experience. They made me think I was going to die. I really thought they were going to kill me. I was knocked back onto the floor and I started to kick and scream and push them away. Eventually they picked me up, the door was opened, and in walked one of the previous guards, who then escorted me back to the interrogation room where the red-haired captain and the guy in the white lab coat were still waiting.

The red-haired man then asked me questions about the alien’s technology. Helmut Lammer said in his book that he does not believe that the alien hybrids in military uniforms described by David Jacobs would be interested in the experiences of humans, which were allegedly done by the creators of the hybrids! This, as Helmut points out, would be very strange, since the alien/hybrids should know more about the motives and technology of the alleged alien abductors than the abductees would.

[That would depend on who made the hybrid, the Grays or Majestic. I was told that any ETs seen working with the military are Majestic’s clones, created using DNA recovered from downed ET craft. Both sides also maintain their own separate hybrid program. Those beings created by Majestic (either as a hybrid or through cloning) are under their control, and are probably kept on a “short leash” and informed on a “need to know” basis only. – cw]

In my interrogation, they were most interested in information about the UFO technology as well as motives of the aliens. I was asked; “What have they asked you? Tell me about their technology. Tell me about the drive system, the drive mechanism. How do you know about it? How are you able to do it? Tell me about what they told you to do! What did they tell you? What did they ask you to do? Tell me, tell me, tell me.” He ended here with saying, “You know, you’re not theirs . . . you are ours! . . .”

This interrogation was very traumatic since I cannot recall that I answered his questions. My hypnotherapist calmed me down as I had begun crying due to that last remark. As Helmut pointed out, after this interrogation I was brainwashed; “You couldn’t tell me now even if you wanted to,” he said, “You can’t talk right now. You couldn’t tell me even if you tried. We fixed that. Don’t try! You won’t remember any of this, we fixed it!”

“You won’t remember this! It’s a bad dream. We are taking care of that! You will not remember! This will all be but a dream to you. You were never here. I don’t exist . . . None of this is happening.” His final words were, “and I will see you again.” As Helmut points out, I tried to resist the brainwashing procedure, although I was drugged. Helmut also says that historic mind-control experiments document procedures similar to my interrogation.

Helmut goes on to say that it is typical in these scenarios that the interrogated abductee can’t remember what he/she replies to the interrogator. Most remember some of the questions, but not the answers. He added that I found this experience very frustrating, and he’s right, I did!

Helmut adds from his extensive research into mind control practices: If MILAB abductees are programmed to spy for the military, the victim may switch between 2 personalities that have been created by the interrogators. And while one may understand some of the questions, it is the other personality that would be giving the answers. Thus, as a consequence, the abductee would have these memory gaps.

Helmut details many cases of this kind of “programmed to spy” information retrieval process with the abductees. As it turns out, to my total amazement, my experience was just an example of what many abductees are experiencing. It would appear that each of us is being used in some way to gather information during our abductions so that our interrogators can retrieve it at a later time. I had no understanding of what had happened to me until reading Helmut’s article, and I had absolutely no idea that this bazaar line of questioning was like anything any other abductee had ever experienced!

[When I read this part, it freaked me out! It certainly explains why I felt such deference for the people I let into my apartment that night in late 2008. (Again I refer to Post 150 and Post 151 “An Unsettling Discovery. Parts I & 2”) The splitting of a captured enemy agent’s personality by our intelligence community (in order to create a “double agent”) has long been suspected by conspiracy researchers. As I understand it, the procedure was developed for use on Soviet spies during the cold war. As frightening a thought as it may be to Abductee/Experiencers, it makes perfect sense that they would do the same thing to us. To purposely split the personality of another person, though, is to mess with the very core of their being. National security concerns be damned. The ends do not justify these means! – cw]

Why “RE-ABS” and not “MILABS”?

A brief history of MILABS

  • Helmut Lammer’s research – an acronym is born.

[MILAB stands for “Military Abduction.” – cw]

Why the name change?

  • Tim Binnall’s quote inspired me.

[Unfortunately Ms. Leslie didn’t include the quote in the written notes of her presentation. – cw]

  • Misidentification problems and incorrect assumptions.
  1. “All Abductions are military only, there are no aliens.”
  2. “It’s all mind control.”
  3. “All MILABs are false abductions.”

[There is a faction within the conspiracy community that contends that ALL reports of Alien Abduction are covers for CIA/military mind control projects. – cw]

  • The term MILAB fall short of including what is going on with the covert intelligence involvement & fails to address WHY it is!.

While RE-Abs does mean “re-abduction,” it also means R.E. – Abs

  • The reverse-engineering from abductees and/or reverse engineered abductees.

The new formula for a correct perception: Crash Retrievals + Reverse Engineering + Abductions = RE-ABS

  • There is a relationship between these separate areas of research.

No “Dereliction of Duty”

  • Globally, these guys are just doing their jobs!
  • It would be a complete “dereliction of duty” if they were not involved! That is, if their job is to protect and defend a nation.

– I’m not defending what they are doing, but why they might be doing it. What they are doing is absolutely criminal!

[I call what they’re doing absolutely evil! The root of all evil is the convection that “the end justifies the means.” That’s just an excuse, however, to pull out all the stops, to ignore all ethical/moral concerns. Evil can only exist when there are no self-imposed restraints. – cw]

  • Even if abductions are thought to only be something psychological, something happening psychologically to that many people (millions world wide) would still warrant intel agency attention!
  • It is the sheer numbers alone that would make this subject a matter of National Security!

Not to mention, which part of abductions they would be the most interesting in (willing to spend money on)? The Technology!

(To be continued)

175: The Research of Melinda Leslie: Part 3

In this series of posts, I present the ground-breaking research of Melinda Leslie, a brave woman who investigates what she calls the re-abductions of ET abductees by a secret arm of our intelligence community. She’s written a comprehensive presentation of her work that she gives at UFO conventions around the country, and she has given me permission to republish it here in its entirety. (It’s also available at her website for a modest fee.) Because Melinda’s work touches on so much of what I’ve experienced directly, and on what has been communicated to me by Harold’s chorus of Grays, I’ve also added my comments that appear below her text in bold-italic type. Ms. Leslie has not reviewed my comments and they do not necessarily reflect her views.

Reprinted From: “The Covert-Ops’ Reverse-Engineering of Extraterrestrial Abductees” © 2010 Melinda Leslie

It’s Not the Military!

For starters, this isn’t your usual “military” that’s doing this!

  • If abductions are real and happening anywhere near the scale suggested by the abduction researchers, and therefore more than likely a matter of National Security (or because of perceptions similar to that of Dave Jacob’s “threat” theory), then of course the intelligence community would be interested in the abductees.

[The intelligence community became officially “interested” in anything UFO related, including abductions, when the CIA took control of the gathering all UFO related information in the mid 1950s. Up until then the Air Force had that responsibility. – cw]

  • These may be covert intelligence agencies and not the military, or at least a very covert “black world” aspect of the military.

[Majestic resides at the very center of the CIA, which is the Mother of all intelligence agencies, worldwide. The U.S. intelligence agencies created afterwards, including the NSA and Home Land Security, serve to insulate the CIA (especially the inner core) and its black ops projects from any real scrutiny. It also allows the CIA to use outside resources, including other intelligence agencies and special units in the military, to carry out their grunt work. I also know from personal experience that much of the surveillance of Abductee/Experiencers is farmed out to “subcontractors” such as the Mafia, with which they have a longstanding relationship. – cw]

  • I am not slamming the military! Or, in the words of fellow researcher Helmut Lammer; “I do not mean the whole US military community, I mean only a small covert task force which is in the ‘need to know’ and operates in an Unacknowledged Special Access Program (USAP), financed by a black budget.       Therefore, I am not against the whole military and related agencies, but I think that the public has the right to know what is going on in USAPs.”
  • Before I move forward, I want to be very clear that my research data does not in any way point to a military in-lieu-of ET abduction thesis, but quite the contrary there is a military and/or intelligence community involvement because of ET experiences! Covert-ops involvement because of ET experiences! Covert-ops involvement exists because ET abductions are absolutely real and that is the only reason these agencies have any interest whatsoever in abductees!

[Melinda is referring to a faction of the conspiracy community that regards all ET abductions as being screen memories created by the CIA to hide their own mind control experiments. Screen memories undoubtedly are created by Majestic in some cases, probably to confuse the target as to who is doing what to whom. Respected conspiracy researcher Jim Keith discovered evidence that, at least in one case, children in rubber Gray costumes were used by black ops agents to create a false ET abduction memory. – cw]

  • And, their interest in abductees is predominately in what they may know regarding the ETs’ motives and what they know about ET technology.

[Even if the Abductee/Experiencer turns out to know nothing of such things, Majestic would still feel the need to control anyone in contact with ETs. – cw]

It’s Not the Military! (except for when it is . . .)

“Military on Military” cases involve ET abductees who’ve joined the military and then have military reabductions while they are serving:

  • Niara Isley – 3 months missing time and used in ET communication
  • Bruce Coe – 3 weeks missing time and used in ET communication
  • Ray Muntz – 2 years missing time and used in ET communication
  • Dan Sherman – used consciously in ET communication role
  • Larry Warren – missing time experience as part of his involvement in the Brentwaters story and subsequent covert-ops involvement as well
  • John Vasquez – abduction during ET related event and subsequently
  • Vance Davis – missing time and used for ET information
  • Andrew – abduction during ET related operation
  • James Bartley – abduction during ET related operation
  • Female (unnamed) – abduction during ET related operation
  • Alison N. & Military family member – abducted from multiple bases

 Who All are Doing This?

Covert-ops experiences happen internationally

International cases often involve military and intelligence personnel from the country where the experience occurred, US military & US agents. Often US personnel are seen in conjunction with foreign personel. The international cases I am currently aware of:

  • UK (England & Scotland) – 19
  • France – 4
  • Germany – 3
  • Italy – 4 also with French military
  • Saudi Arabia – 1
  • Iran – 3 – US military with subcontractors in all 3 cases
  • Marshal Islands, Micronesia – 1
  • Indonesia – 2
  • Australia – 16
  • Peru – 2
  • Puerto Rico – 2
  • China – 2
  • Russia – 3
  • Munich, West Germany 1
  • India – 6
  • Canada 9
  • Mexico – 9

 What Happens to the Abductees?

  • Being watched or being followed and home or work place under surveillance

[Been there, done that. See Post #54 “A Sinister Turn of Events & Eleven Years of Silence,” Post #92 “Surveillance & Monthly Break-Ins,” Post #96 “Discovered My Tail,” Post #97 “Outed the Mole,” Post #98 “My TV is Watching Me!” and Post #99 “The Second Camera.”  – cw]

  • Black helicopter surveillance or harassment

[Ditto, although in my case it was a white drone helicopter. See Post #148 “Followed by a Drone Helicopter.” – cw]

  • Threats made to the abductee, their family or friends

[No, thank God. – cw]

  • Phone interruptions and harassing, intimidating or even threatening phone calls

[Early on there were phone problems. – cw]

  • Email and/or snail mail tampering and computer hacking

[Read from my journal, Post 58 “Itchy Eyes & Computer Tampering,” then read Post #63 “Drugged” – cw]

  • In person direct face-to-face confrontations and warnings, and MIB (“Men in Black”) experiences.

[In my case it was a BIB, a “Blond in Black. See Post #102 “The Missing Pillowcase & the Beautiful Blond.” – cw]

  • Illegal break-ins to property, i.e. homes or vehicles

[Routinely. See Post #92 “Surveillance & Monthly Break-Ins.” – cw]

  • Abductions by ETs with human military personnel present or being “handed over” by ETs to military personnel
  • Abductions by human military with ETs present
  • Abductions by human military only without ETs present
  • Mind control procedures with intimidation, fear inducement, hypnosis, and drugs administered

[Oh yes! See Post #63 “Drugged,” Post #71 “The Physical Evidence – Puncture Marks,” and Post #100 “Blood & Guts in the Shower.” I also discovered that I was subjected to mind control protocols. See Post #150 and Post 151 ” “An Unsettling Discovery, Parts 1 & 2.”– cw]

  • Being “roughed up” or physically abused

[Much of the time. In fact, it’s a way I can tell them apart, visits by my ETs vs. those of Majestic. I have to wear knee braces to bed because they’re “wrenched” in the middle of the night if I don’t. Recently my left thumb was damaged in the same fashion. I have to wear a wrist brace now to immobilize it, until that heals. – cw]

  • Medical and genetic procedures, exploratory surgery, removal of possible alien fetuses, and possible cloning experiments

[Yes, see photos of my second scoop mark. When I received the first one, I was unemployed and didn’t have the money to buy a camera. Then refer to Post #4 “Audio Hallucinations, a Troubling Scar & Crystallized Blood” and Post #78 “I Don’t Remember Having Brain Surgery” for evidence of my unexplained surgeries. – cw]

  • Implants being removed or inserted by humans

[I also described my government implant in Post #78 – cw]

  • Testing and demonstration of psychic or paranormal abilities

[Again, without resorting to hypnosis, I wouldn’t know. – cw]

  • Involvement by intelligence “insiders” in the personal life of the abductee

[I’ve heard of this happening surreptitiously. As a result, I’m always cautious at first whenever someone new comes into my life. Let me take this opportunity to say something about people who confess to having PAST connections with the intelligence community. My step-father served in the Marine Corp. during WW II and whenever someone would refer to him as an “ex-Marine” he would correct them saying, “There is no such thing as an ex-Marine. Once you’ve gone through the training, you’re always a Marine.” I believe the same holds true with the various intelligence services. Once trained as a spook, it becomes a lifetime career. They can retire, but they can’t quit . . . much like the mafia. – cw]

(To be continued)

174: The Research of Melinda Leslie: Part 2

In this series of posts, I present the ground-breaking research of Melinda Leslie, a brave woman who investigates what she calls the re-abductions of ET abductees by a secret arm of our intelligence community. She’s written a comprehensive presentation of her work that she gives at UFO conventions around the country, and she has given me permission to republish it here in its entirety. (It’s also available at her website for a modest fee.) Because Melinda’s work touches on so much of what I’ve experienced directly, and on what has been communicated to me by Harold’s chorus of Grays, I’ve also added my comments that appear below her text in bold-italic type. Ms. Leslie has not reviewed my comments and they do not necessarily reflect her views.

Reprinted From: “The Covert-Ops’ Reverse-Engineering of Extraterrestrial Abductees” © 2010 Melinda Leslie

The Reverse-Engineering of ET Abductees

  • In what may ultimately prove to be some of the greatest evidence for the reality, importance and meaning of the UFO abduction scenario, extraterrestrial (ET) abductees are apparently being targeted by human covert-ops intelligence and/or military agencies.
  • If there is no such thing as ET abduction, then why is this happening to people who have nothing in their lives to warrant this kind of interest by human covert-ops agencies, other than that they claim to have experienced an ET abduction?
  • The experiences of harassment, surveillance and re-abductions suggests that there must be something very important about ET abduction and the abductees, or why all the time, energy, resources, and money being spent?

This research shows that a covert pursuit of developing extraterrestrial technologies, in combination with the military, economic and political gains that would be derived from such a pursuit, has resulted in making ET abductions a matter of National Security. Additionally, it provides immense insight into why an official disclosure of the UFO reality has not been forthcoming.

It would be a complete “dereliction of duty” if the National Security apparatus were not monitoring the abduction phenomenon, given the sheer numbers of people with abduction experiences worldwide, the totality of evidence for ET abductions, the advanced technology to be gained, and the implications of the very covert nature of abduction experiences.

This targeting, monitoring, and re-abduction of abductees by convert ops military and/or intelligence agencies may provide the strongest evidence for the reality of UFO abduction experiences.

[Melinda’s research points a spotlight at the dark underbelly of the UFO phenomenon, the involvement of government covert-ops agents in the re-abductions of ET “initiates.” (ET initiates are those Abductee/Experiencers who have been, or are being, taught the use of ET technology and/or given knowledge of ET plans and agendas. More on that, though, as Melinda’s presentation unfolds.) Her work gives credence to my story and the stories of others like me, who profess to be under the watchful eye of the government (or rather, a secret arm of the government) and harassed, even physically attacked, by its agents. – cw]

How Many ET Abductions are There?

The number of ET Abduction experiences is higher than you think and abductions have been going on longer than you know!

Many of the leading abduction researchers have upwards of 500 to 1,200 cases each, and growing. This includes international research.

  • Some worldwide abduction research and support organizations have cases in their files numbering over 10 thousand and more.
  • The abduction research community generally agrees that abductions may be happening to as much as 15% of the world’s population. The world’s population according to the US Census Bureau website, as of Feb. 2010 is over 6,801,350,000 people.
  • 15% of the world’s population is over 1,020,000,000 That’s one billion, twenty-million possible abductees!

[The logistics involved in monitoring over a billion people would is impossible given the present state of human technology, but for the ETs who can manipulate time (speed it up, slow it down, even stop and reverse it), such numbers wouldn’t present a problem. – cw]

  • Even if you take a more conservative view of 10% of the population you still have well over 680,000,000 people possibly being abducted?
  • Also, abductions go back in the genealogy of many abductee families 3 and 4 generations. I know of a family case going back 5 generations to the 1800’s where a great, grandmother wrote about it.

[My ET contacts (Harold’s chorus of Grays) have told me that they monitor family bloodlines back to their inception, the beginning of the human race. That’s why there are so many people involved in Alien Abduction. The original sampling at the beginning of time was probably small, but has grown to its present size because of the accumulative multiplying effect of the many generations that followed. – cw]

  • The Roper Poll conducted in 1991:
    • Question tacked on by Budd Hopkins, Prof. David Jacobs, and Ron Westrum with input by Dr. John Mack and Dr. John Carpenter.
    • According to the Roper organization the total respondents answering “yes” to the 5 key indicator questions used for determination was 2% of the sample. 2% of the 185,000,000 adult Americans represented in the poll’s sample is 3,700,000

[The poll was conducted in 1991, but published in 1992. If you Google it, be sure to include the year. Roper did another similar, but smaller Internet survey in 1999, but the earlier polling was done in “face to face” interviews in almost 6,000 homes across the country. – cw]

  • Abductions exist around the world! There are cases reported from everywhere; South America, Brazil, Russia, and all over Europe for example.
  • Anything happening to this many people, especially something taking place in such a covert manner as ET abductions, would have to be a matter of National Security!

When Did Covert-Ops Involvement Start?

In the same way that ET abductions are generational (going back in families) so too are covert-ops experiences:

  • I have adult cases that had covert-ops experiences when they were children and were taken by military along with their parents.
  • I have adult cases who discovered their parents had these types of experiences separately from them.
  • I have 4 cases where the abductees’ kids have experienced covert-ops experiences.       Some without their parents present!
  • Many of the cases have intelligence community connections going back on their family.       Many also include family members in aerospace, NASA, and covert or secret technology programs. Is there a connection?

[My father served in the OSS, the wartime intelligence agency of WWII – cw]

  • The experiences show that one of the prime reasons for the covert-ops involvement is for genetic study, so it makes sense to include families.

[That explains those ubiquitous “scoop marks” that many Abductee/Experiences find on various parts of their anatomy. They’re identical to what are called “punch biopsies” in Earthly medicine, which are a common way to collect DNA from a donor. It has long been thought that scoop marks are a sign of ET abduction. More likely that it’s done by Majestic’s doctors. Take a look at this photo of mine. – cw]

  • It has long been understood that genetics is a leading reason for ET abductions (i.e. production of hybrids), hence why a covert-ops interest.

[It’s not only the ETs. Majestic has their own ongoing hybrid program. See blog Post 155, Post 156 and Post 157, titled “The Original Human-Alien Hybrid Program. – cw]

Covert-ops abduction experiences go far back in abduction history and may exist in relatively high numbers:

  • From covert-ops involvement cases I’ve interviewed, and the cases of other researchers, data has emerged clearly showing these experiences going back in time to at least the early 1950’s if not prior.

[My personal “research” would push that back to at least 1946. – cw]

  • In a discussion with Kathieen Marden, co-author with Stanton Friedman of Captured: The Betty and Barney Hill UFO Experience, she explained that this case included the Hills having covert-ops involvement subsequent to their famous original 1961 abduction.       They experienced harassment, surveillance, a re-abduction of Barney, minder scenarios, and other elements typically found in my research. Researcher, Joe Montaldo, after listening to the original regression tapes of the Hills, made a controversial discovery that their initial experience may have happened in 2 parts over 2 day; one day an ET abduction and the other with military personal. Regardless, according to Kathleen, the Hills did have subsequent covert-ops involvement that continued long after the initial event!

[I think much of the history of modern human contact with ETs will have to be reexamined, in the light of Melinda’s research. – cw]

  • While reading Witness to Roswell by Don Schmitt and Tom Cary I noticed many profound similarities between the intimidation experiences described by many Roswell witnesses to abductees experiences. Covert-ops involvement with abductees is a current manifestation and continuation of an ongoing witness harassment and monitoring program that has existed throughout ufology history.       It’s business as usual!

Many abductees have experienced covert-ops involvement even if they don’t report it:

At a support meeting I mentioned my research and had assumed the group did not have many of these experiences or interest, but found out I was wrong. While sharing I noticed more than half of the 20 people present were nodding their heads hard in the affirmative and making facial expressions clearly implying they had experienced events similar to what I was describing. I was surprised by so many reactions. Additionally, the therapist leading this group had been unaware of the possible covert-ops experiences amongst their cases.

While attending a support group at a conference where various attendees share their experience, I noticed that some of these individuals were including covert-ops’ activities in their accounts. Struck by the number of people who were describing such events, I asked the group to raise their hands if they knew they had military involvement and 8 people did so. There were only 30 people present. Once again, I was surprised.

It’s important to note that these groups had a completely random sampling of abductees who had each experienced various forms of ET abduction and who were at different levels of acceptance of their ET experiences.

I can’t help but realize how surprised many abduction researchers, not to mention ufologists, would have been to see the number of responses. These random samplings represent a statistically bigger picture of covert-ops experiences. In the 2nd group, a total of 8 out of 30 abductees may have had involvement! This many cases would have staggering implications.

[The ratio of ET abductees who also have “covert-ops experiences” to the population of abductees at large is probably much higher than 8 to 30. There are undoubtedly those who don’t want to go public about their military harassment, as well as many who just haven’t yet become aware of their human abductors. In my own case, I’ve come to believe that “covert-ops agents” were coming into my bedroom in the middle of the night, even before I became aware of my ET visits in January of 1994. – cw]

Additionally, covert-ops abductees feel that other ET abductees and abduction researchers don’t understand the difficulty of living with these unique experiences. For example, covert-ops cases regularly express that their ET experiences are never as bad as their covert ones.

  • As expressed by one of my cases: “But out of all my experiences with varying alien beings, no experience has made me more angry than those that have involved the military.”
  • And as shared by another: “The aliens are never as bad as the military, the military are always much worse.”
  • Some of my cases have even asked the ETs for help, or feel they’ve received help from the ETs, in stopping their covert experiences.

[I don’t know if I could withstand Majestic’s continuing harassment, if it were not for the help I receive from my ETs. – cw]

(To be continued)

168: Conversations with ETs: Part 3 – Earth is a School

168: Conversations with ETs: Part 3 – Earth is a School

In my last installment in this series, I described how the Grays are higher beings charged with maintaining the mechanism of Reincarnation. They have been with mankind from the beginning of time, having made Homo Sapiens as a species of “shells”1 (their word) to receive the souls that they recycle. That’s why they know us so well. They created us, and the world on which we live.

Earth was seeded with life so that it could be used as a “school” where souls incarnate in order to gain the experience necessary to advance to higher orders of consciousness. There are many other planets that host sentient life, but none evidently with as large an emotional base as the human race. Harold was told that while other life forms may be capable of two or three emotional responses, they have nowhere near the broad range of feelings that we do. It is the wide range of emotions that we can draw on in any situation that allows us to have and exercise “free choice.” We have the ability to choose different ways to react and that creates multiple possibilities. Souls that want to take the “fast track” to consciousness rising elect to incarnate on Earth, but it’s not easy. Earth is a tough school and recognized as such throughout the galaxy. Only the most determined chose to be born here.

Because of the importance that higher beings place on Earth and its inhabitants, no hostile aliens are allowed to interfere in the affairs of men. There is a Star Trek like “Prime Directive” in place and it’s just not permitted. But what then to make of the stories of aliens seen working along side humans in underground bases? Harold and I put that question to his chorus of Grays. Any aliens seen working with humans were cloned, using bodies retrieved from UFO crash sites. They are soulless beings, not having gone through the reincarnation process, and are completely under the control of Majestic.2

Which leads me to restate what I’ve said before, but needs to be as widely understood as possible. There are NO hostile aliens visiting Earth. Any stories to the contrary are either out right pieces of disinformation or hysterical interpretations of the available evidence. No less a personage than Dr. Wernher von Braun, the man in charge of our space program up to and including Armstrong’s historic walk on the moon, said so!

Dr. Carol Rusin was von Braun’s protégé and she has stated in several interviews that he told her numerous times that the Military-Industrial complex has a phony list of four external threats to the United States that would be used to support their funding. The first, the Communist Threat, was already well under way at the time. The second was to be a Terrorist Threat, followed by an Asteroid Threat, and after that would come the threat of an alien invasion. While each of these “threats” was supposed to stimulate military spending, the Alien Threat was meant to also support their control of space. Von Braun had wanted her to work to ban space-based weapons so that international treaties against their use would be in place by the time the Alien Threat was scheduled to be brought into play. According to Dr. Rusin, he told her on several occasions that human contact with many different kinds of Extraterrestrials was already a reality, and that “none of them are hostile.”


1   The Grays have never used the word “container” when referring to the human body. That word was most likely coined by Majestic so that they could determine the source of any report that used it. Those that refer to “shells” are considered genuine, while those that use the word “container” are known to originate from one of their own disinformation sources.

2           Majestic obtained advanced genetic technology from the Grays in the 1940s as part of a cooperative effort to create a Human-Gray hybrid. The two sides had a falling out that resulted in the Roswell Incident and Majestic has been at war with UFOs and their occupants ever since. (See blog Post 155, Post 156 and Post 157, titled “The Original Human-Alien Hybrid Program.”)

159: Paranoia

A friend of mine once remarked in regard to my descriptions of Majestic’s harassment, “You talk like you’re paranoid, but you don’t act like you’re paranoid.” I took that as a compliment.

My American Heritage dictionary defines paranoia as “1. A psychotic disorder characterized by delusions of persecution or grandeur, often strenuously defended with apparent logic and reason. 2. Extreme, irrational distrust of others.”

Neither of these two definitions acknowledge the truth in what that famous and often quoted author, Anonymous, once said about paranoia, “Just because you’re paranoid doesn’t mean that they’re not out to get you.”

Many of the different forms of harassment that Majestic inflicts on certain individuals are meant to induce paranoia, or at least the appearance of such, in the subject. If you ACT crazy, people won’t listen to you. When Majestic agents smeared the inside of my shower curtain with blood and ground-up organic matter (blog post #94), or when they burned and twisted my religious pendants (blog post #89), they were trying to get me to react fearfully to an unknown force that would do such things to me in the middle of the night. If I acted paranoid, no one would believe me credible. And if Majestic was lucky, I might even attract the attention of the men in white coats with keys to the padded cell. I believe a significant number of people incarcerated in mental health institutions are not delusional, but Abductee/Experiencers who took a wrong turn.

I didn’t react as they had hoped, however. Instead of running down the highway yelling, “They’re here! They’re here!” like Kevin McCarthy in the classic 1956 science fiction film, Invasion of the Body Snatchers, I simply noted the incidents in my UFO journal and later included them in my book, ABDUCTED BY ALIENS. (I’m a Gemini, and therefore react more with my head than my heart.)

I also realized early in life that presentation counts for a lot. Whenever I appear in public as an Abductee/Experiencer, I dress business casual, meaning dark slacks, white shirt & tie, and sport coat. For some reason, people are more inclined to believe someone if they dress conservatively.

I’ve been told that I write well and convincingly and I believe the most effective way I can fight Majestic is through my writing. My book and my blog are my only effective weapons against them.

Let me close with what two famous people had to say about the paranoid.

“A paranoid is someone who knows a little of what’s going on.” – William S. Burroughs (American novelist and poet)

“Even a paranoid can have enemies.” – Henry A. Kissinger (member of the Illuminati)

152: A Former Astronaut Talks about Majestic

Former astronaut, Dr Brian O’Leary, on 18th September 1994 made the following declarations publicly at the International Forum on New Science in Fort Collins, Colorado. Dr O’Leary said that “For nearly 50 years, the secrecy apparatus within the United States Government has kept from the public UFO and alien contact information.”

 He flatly stated that “We have contact with alien cultures…”

 As for the non-disclosure of these facts, Dr. O’Leary said, “The suppression of UFO and other extraterrestrial intelligence information for at least 47 years is probably being orchestrated by an elite band of men in the CIA, NSA, DIA and their like. This small group appears able to keep these already-hard-to-believe secrets very well. …Those who have investigated this hydra-headed beast believe that the Cosmic Watergate of UFO, alien, mind-control, genetic engineering, free-energy, anti-gravity propulsion and other secrets will make Watergate or Irangate appear to be kindergarten exercises.”

— Nexus Magazine, Volume 3, #3 (April-May 1996)

150: An Unsettling Discovery (Part One)

A couple of months after the publication of Abducted by Aliens in September of 2008, I discovered a secret that revealed a disturbing and sinister aspect of my harassment by Majestic. Let me explain how it happened.

I wanted to determine on what nights Majestic agents would enter my apartment as I slept. Sometimes the best results are achieved with methods that are the least dependant on technology. A short length of dental floss was all I needed. The door to my apartment is secured with a typical “dead bolt” lock. There is a gap of about ¼ inch between the door and the door jam, where the bolt is exposed to view when it’s extended. I simply slid one end of the floss into the gap, so that it rested on top of the bolt. If anyone used a key to open the door the bolt would slide back, the floss would fall to the floor, and there would be no way that they could put it back before they left. As long as gravity was still a reality in this universe, I reasoned, I would know the next morning if the door had been opened in the middle of the night. My plan worked flawlessly, too well perhaps.

It wasn’t too long before I awoke to find the floss lying on the floor. The disturbing thing was that I “knew” that it was no longer in place, on top of the dead-bolt, even before I got close enough to see it. As I entered the hallway and started to approach the door, I got a memory flash of having opened the door in the middle of the night to let someone in, and thinking at the time that, if I did, the floss would fall to the floor. I also remembered that I quickly decided to deal with the floss later, because I needed to let “them” in, and that “they” were too important to be left waiting. I stood there and tried to remember who it was that must have knocked on my door and woke me up. I tried to fill in the blanks of that memory flash, but couldn’t remember anything after I unlocked the door. My memory turns to black, just after I see my hand turn back the dead bolt lock. Who I let in I do not know (at least not consciously), but I can certainly guess.

The implication, and it is disturbing to say the least, is that I’ve been “programmed” to cooperate with Majestic, the very people who’ve harassed and tormented me for well over a decade. As much genius as it is diabolical, I’ve been made to work against my own best interests, to in fact become a willing participant in the very protocols of mind control that are used against me.

Normally hypnosis can’t be used to make someone do something against their will. The subconscious mind, your ever watchful guardian, prevents it . . . unless, that is, it’s done in conjunction with the administering of certain drugs. In my book, I’ve described several instances when I’ve found puncture marks on the back of my hands, near a vein. On several occasions I’ve also woken up feeling drugged and disorientated, so much so that I couldn’t go to work. (Post 57, Post 60, Post 63, and Post 65.

To learn that I’m subject to government mind control was disconcerting to say the least. It took some time for me to get over that little shock, and it shook loose another memory fragment that my subconscious mind had kept suppressed.

{To be continued.}

148: Followed by a Drone Helicopter

About a week or so before my book went to press in September of 2008, I was followed a helicopter on my way to work. I was walking down the alley beside my apartment building that leads to the subway station a block away, where I catch the train each morning. The sound of the chopper was loud as I stepped outside and it hovered almost directly overhead. As I headed down the alleyway, it sounded like it was following. When I looked up, I saw that it was about four stories above the ground and just a little behind me. It traveled slowly matching my pace and when I stopped, it stopped. I stopped three different times to turn around and look up at it and each time it stopped and wouldn’t start moving again . . . until I did.

The message was clear. I was not to forget that they were watching me.

It was a small whirlybird. I thought at the time that it probably couldn’t hold more than one person. Although I tried, I couldn’t make out anyone seated behind the curved windshield in front. It was painted white without any markings, either on the body of the chopper or on its undercarriage.

When I got to the subway station at the end of the alleyway, it banked and flew away at a much greater speed than when it was pacing me.

147: Selling at the Expo, under Majestic’s Watchful Eye

At last, after two years of consistent effort, I was finally able to hold a finished copy of Abducted by Aliens in my hands. It was one of the most satisfying moments of my life.

I had just picked the books up from the printer and was on my way to the UFO Expo, an annual convention held at the Marriott Hotel in Santa Clara, California. My friend Harold, also an Abductee/Experiencer, was with me. I brought him along to help me man the sales table I had rented, and to share in the excitement of debuting my book to the public.

Majestic was there, waiting for us.

The first indication that we were under their watchful eye was when we checked into our room. There on our pillows were chocolate wafers that are sometimes offered as a welcoming gift by the finer hotels. The only thing was, this hotel had never offered any such amenity before, and a quick call to the desk confirmed that they had not changed their policy since the last time I had stayed there. Throughout the time we were there things we knew that we had unpacked showed up missing, but were later discovered to have been put back in their suitcases.

Perhaps the most telling incident was when we ordered extra towels from Housekeeping. When the guy showed up at our door to deliver them, he was shaking like a leaf as he handed them over. He didn’t even stick around for a tip, but instead darted off quickly after shoving the towels into Harold’s hands. He looked to be of Hispanic decent, perhaps undocumented, and we speculated that he might have felt “caught in the middle” while Majestic orchestrated things from down in the bowels of the hotel. It certainly would have been stressful for the hotel employees (documented or not) to have Homeland Security agents* mulling around their work spaces, and our delivery guy was obviously stressed out.

Even though Majestic was very much “in our face” thorough out the convention, as a new author it was a rousing success for me. In my conversations with the other sellers there, my book sold much better than any other title, even though sales were down in general because of the economic recession.


* Majestic (or whatever name it is currently using) is a super secret agency, unregulated by any congressional oversight committee. As such it must stay hidden in the background, so it will use the various intelligence agencies as cover for its operations.

139: APPENDIX – My Letter to the Mole

(From Pages 336 – 137 of Abducted by Aliens, by Chuck Weiss)

May 16, 1997

Dear Xxxxx:

I’m sorry we couldn’t meet face to face. I would have really preferred to say the things I have to say to you, in person. It would have been the honorable thing to do. Well, at least I tried.

Let me first apologize, if I’m wrong in my suspicions. I may very well be, and it can’t be confirmed one way or the other, but I would be remiss in my duties as facilitator of our UFO support group if I didn’t act on these suspicions. At any rate, I’m deeply sorry if I’m wrong. Only you can know for sure if I am. Well, here goes.

For the last several months, I have had the growing, uneasy feeling that you are more than what you present yourself to be. Call me paranoid if you like, but I have come to suspect that you are a government plant in our UFO group.

As interested as the government is in UFOs and UFO Contactees, it is only logical to assume that any UFO group that was advertised publicly would fall under its scrutiny. I knew this was a possibility when I passed out those flyers at the Whole Life Expo. After all, I know that I am personally under surveillance. (I’ve been able to verify that my apartment is routinely entered, usually around the middle of the month. Given that, I must assume that my phone is tapped and my apartment bugged, as well.) So it’s no great leap of faith to believe that our UFO group would also have a government mole. The only question was who.

To tell the truth, I wasn’t looking for a “spy,” when I came to suspect you. In fact, the only way I’ve been able to keep my equilibrium in the face of all this intrusion into my personal life, both alien and government, is to accept the fact that my life is an open book. Anyone with access is going to know everything about me. (I became used to this kind of scrutiny when I worked at the Pentagon with a top-secret clearance during the Vietnam War.) Although I fully expected our UFO group to be “infiltrated,” I didn’t want to dwell on it. I felt that there wasn’t much new that would likely be revealed at our meetings, that the government didn’t already know. My hope was that, by organizing a new support group, I might help others in coming to terms with their ET contact experiences. However, once I came to suspect someone of actually being the mole I thought our group was likely to have, I felt I had to do something. As I said, I think I would be acting irresponsible, as our group’s facilitator, if I didn’t.

Rather than anything you’ve done, it was your “inaction” that aroused my curiosity. You attend every meeting without fail, but you never contribute anything to the discussion. Outside of retelling your original story a couple of times, for those new to our group, you always keep silent. Regardless of the topic, you have never voiced an opinion on anything, even to just nod your head in agreement.

Occasionally, you’re even obvious in your disinterest. (Your attention wanders as you fidget in your seat. It looks, to anyone who is observant, that you often can’t wait for the meeting to end.) One then has to ask, “Why do you come to the meetings at all?” What

do you get out of them? I know that you attend other UFO-related meetings in the area so there are other outlets for you, if your interest in UFOs is genuine. Why do you keep coming to our meetings, if they bore you so much? The only answer, that I can come up with, is that you’re paid to do so. (I might add that I’m not the only one in our group to notice your odd behavior, although no one has told me that they suspect what I do.)

Believing, as I do, that your attendance at our UFO meetings is for reasons less than honorable, I must ask you not attend them. As I said, I sincerely apologize if I’m wrong. I may very well be. However, since there is no way to prove a negative, there is really nothing you can say to convince me that I am. And, since I don’t have any hard evidence to prove the positive, it would be irresponsible of me to voice my suspicions to anyone else. If anyone asks why you no longer come to the meetings, I’ll just answer that I believe your interests lie somewhere else. As far as I’m concerned, this matter can be just between us. That is, of course, if you remain silent as well. If, however, I hear that you’re telling people that I asked you to leave the group, then I will have every right to explain my suspicions to anyone who will listen.

I hope you’ll believe me when I say that I personally wish you well. I don’t harbor any ill feelings toward you. You were just doing your job.


Charles Weiss

136: Operation Paperclip: America’s Trojan Horse (Part Two)

(From Pages 325 – 327 of Abducted by Aliens, by Chuck Weiss)

Although the original Majestic-12 Committee was formed by Presidential order in 1947 and composed of prominent names from the military and academia of that time, it has undoubtedly evolved since then. In the beginning, the responsibility for gathering information on UFOs was naturally given to the newly created United States Air Force. It wasn’t long however, before the CIA took over the collection, storage and evaluation of all things having to do with UFOs or their occupants.

It was a logical decision to make. The CIA was then (as it is now) well versed in keeping secrets, clandestine activity being their specialty. Although the Air Force was well disciplined, too many people in the loop were viewing the whole affair as a scientific mystery to be openly investigated, instead of something to be covered up and studied in secret. Choice cases of UFO sightings were being funneled to Major Donald Keyhoe (USMC, Retired) and he was writing books on the subject. It had to stop. The transfer appears to have taken place between 1954 and 1956. At that point, though, who was really in control of the UFO situation, Majestic or the Agency, which now had exclusive access to the biggest secret ever?

Remember information is a valuable commodity, and information about the Alien presence on Earth is the most valuable of all. Not only did the CIA now have access to this information, they in fact controlled access for everyone else including the President, and even the Majestic-12 Committee. By the sheer fact that they alone received all new information on UFOs, raw from the field, meant that the Agency was now in a position to manipulate that information in any manner its secret inner core of Nazis chose, before it passed it along to others. That one act of securing all things UFO-related under the umbrella of the CIA made it the most powerful organization in the world.

To summarize a history that is well documented, after World War II hardcore Nazis were clandestinely let into America and allowed to take control of the OSS. When that wartime intelligence service morphed into the peacetime CIA, they took over that super-secret agency as well. The CIA, with its Nazi inner core, seized control of the UFO situation when it was given responsibility for the collection of all UFO-related information from the Air Force. Now at that point, it would have been natural to start replacing Committee members, as they retired one by one, with Company insiders.73 By now the Fourth Reich is undoubtedly in full control of Majestic and is continuing their secret global war against the Forces of Light. That war includes stealing elections worldwide, undermining real democratic governments when they do get elected, and subverting the will of the people wherever it’s directed against the interests of the Black Lodge.

Higher Beings from the Ethereal Plane have entered our reality to rally the Forces of Light by inducing a spiritual Awakening in millions of selected individuals. Frontal assaults on the Forces of Darkness have almost always been deflected, either by overt assassinations (like those of President John Kennedy, his brother Robert and Martin Luther King, Jr.), or covert sabotage of private aircraft (such as likely took the lives of UN Secretary Dag Hammarskjold, Panamanian President Omar Torrijos and US Senator Paul Wellstone). No, effective change must come from the grassroots and in overwhelming numbers.

There’s a new wrinkle though. Time may be running out. The new Aquarian Age is officially scheduled to begin on December 21, 2012.


73    The CIA was nicknamed “The Company” by its employees.

135: Operation Paperclip: America’s Trojan Horse (Part One)

(From Pages 321 – 325 of Abducted by Aliens, by Chuck Weiss)

With the defeat of Nazi Germany, and later the surrender of Imperial Japan, the real malevolence that those two regimes embodied was quickly forgotten. The good guys had won and the bad guys had lost, and that was that. What no one noticed was that a Trojan Horse had been “let through the gate,” allowing hardcore Nazis to enter the United States in direct violation of a Presidential order. The Forces of Darkness could now continue their war against the Forces of Light, staging their attacks from within the very country that had defeated them on the battlefield. It was now a clandestine war, to be fought in secret, but that was okay because those same Nazis were put in charge of America’s secrets!

The ink was hardly dry on Germany’s surrender papers when the Nazi Secret Service was imported wholly and intact into the Office of Strategic Services (OSS) by Allan Dulles. Dulles had just taken control of that wartime intelligence agency from “Wild” Bill Donavan after hostilities ended. Later, in 1947, it morphed into the CIA, keeping its secret Nazi connections intact.

Reinhard Gehlen was the SS General who had been in charge of Nazi Intelligence during the war, and it was he with whom Dulles negotiated. The two men trusted each other implicitly, so much so that their contract, according to Gehlen, was completely verbal, sealed with only a handshake, and nothing in writing. In an interview, Gehlen gave details of the agreement. Gehlen and his clandestine intelligence agents throughout Europe and the Soviet Union would continue their activities against the Communists. They would share the information they gathered with the Americans, but Gehlen’s organization “was to work not for or under the Americans, but jointly with the Americans.” His operation was to be financed completely by the Americans, and “not to be a part of occupation costs.” And finally, if at any time, in the opinion of Gehlen’s group, the interests of America should differ from “German” interests, it was to be understood that “the organization would consider the interests of Germany first.” For “German,” read “Nazi,” and for “Germany,” read “The Fourth Reich,” which was to rise from the ashes of the Third.

Gehlen wasn’t just the head of Nazi intelligence. After the war he was charged by the Nazi hierarchy, who by that time were directing operations from their new bases in South America, with protecting “Odessa,” an acronym for “Organization of Veterans of the SS.” The word “Odessa” has since come to mean “The Fourth Reich” and is comprised of the few original Nazis who might still be alive, their descendants, and new converts to the cause.

Dulles “sanitized” Gehlen and his agents of their Nazi past through a project called, “Operation Paperclip,” whereby personnel files that were tagged with a paperclip as the secret code were rewritten, and carefully retyped, to delete any mention of past Nazi connections. This was done in direct violation of an Executive Order issued by President Truman, which stipulated that all former members of the Nazi Party were to be barred admittance to the United States.

After the war, I suspect that the surviving monks of that Tibetan Black Lodge in Berlin were brought to the US by their Nazi patrons, as part of the same handshake deal negotiated between Dulles and Gehlen. Jim Keith believed that those black monks might account for some of the early descriptions of “Men in Black,” who were said to be Oriental-looking.68

From the beginning, the CIA was nothing more than a cover for Nazi activities. Historian Carl Ogleby wrote, “Thus, whatever the CIA was from the standpoint of the law, it remained from the standpoint of practical intelligence collection a front for a house of Nazi spies.”69 Gehlen’s intelligence gathering for the Americans consisted of feeding our military inflated reports of Russia’s threat to Western Europe. This ignited and sustained the Cold War, which Gehlen used as a cover for his activities on behalf of Odessa.70

Lest you consider that these were repentant “former” Nazis who had seen the error of their ways, consider Rudolf Hermann who, while assigned to Wright Field, would each day hold a roll call of his men while dressed in a brown uniform and lecture them openly about the necessity of remaining loyal to Hitler.71 The fact that he was allowed to make these speeches on a military base day after day, without censure, speaks volumes as to how protected these hardcore Nazis were, and I would argue that their second and third-generation descendants still are. (It should be noted that Wright Field, now known as Wright/Patterson Air Force Base, would later receive the wreckage from a saucer that crashed outside Roswell, New Mexico in 1947.)

In addition to Gehlen and his network of spies, hundreds of Nazis scientists were “given the paperclip,” and allowed to enter the United States to work on our fledgling rocket program, and later our race to the Moon against the Soviets. Not only was the CIA created with Nazis, so was NASA, our super space agency. And it didn’t stop there. According to Jim Keith, Nazis were also employed in founding the Voice of America, and Radio Liberty, as well as the US Army Historical Division. And to secure their secret dominance over America, hardcore Nazis were even used to fill top positions at the Pentagon and in private industry.72


 68    Jim Keith, Casebook on the Men in Black, Lilburn, GA: IllumiNet Press, 1997, p. 35.

69    Keith, Mind Control and UFOs: Casebook on Alternative 3, Kempton, IL: Adventures Unlimited Press, 1999, rpt. 2005, p. 47.

70    The Military-Industrial complex that Eisenhower warned us about also used these decades of heightened international tensions to gain and keep control of America’s economy.

71    Keith, Mind Control, p. 48.

72    Ibid., p. 48.

118: Advice to the Newly Awakened (Part Two)

(From Pages 254 – 257 of Abducted by Aliens, By Chuck Weiss)

One form of harassment, which at first you probably wouldn’t even recognize as such, appears as just a string of “bad luck.” Misfortune of course happens naturally, but in cases where it’s Majestic manipulating from behind the scenes, your personal crisis is meant to isolate you and keep you occupied with survival issues. That way you won’t have time to devote to things like attending UFO conventions or writing a book about your ET experiences.

Another form of harassment is what I call “Red Herrings.” I described an example of this earlier, when Majestic agents came into my apartment while I slept and disfigured a religious pendant of mine. I would lay it carefully on my night stand before retiring and on two occasions I awoke to find it charred and twisted. (I replaced it after the first time and they did it again.)   I realized later that it was meant to make me believe that the ETs, for whatever reason, were reacting violently to my religion. This kind of stunt can only work if the target isn’t yet aware of Majestic’s presence in their life. Once someone understands that they’re under government surveillance, then tactics like that can’t be made to work any longer and the harassment is bumped up a notch.

It will likely now be of the variety designed to make you act paranoid. If you’re talking about UFOs at all, Majestic will want you talking crazy. If you’re obviously agitated when you tell people the government is spying on you, you might sound crazy enough to attract the attention of the men in white coats and then there goes your credibility.

Examples of a low-level form of this type of harassment are the “clicks” that many people hear on their telephones when they suspect their conversations are being recorded. The truth is that Majestic wants you to hear those clicks and to know that they’re listening so you’ll talk “crazy” to your friends and family. It’s not that they’re working with antiquated mechanical equipment that makes noises. If they didn’t want you to know they’re there, you wouldn’t hear anything.

If for some reason you’re on their “special” list, then watch out. It can get ugly, but try and keep your cool nonetheless. If you find yourself under psychological attack, know that acting freaked-out is exactly what Majestic wants you to do. If instead you can remain calm and rational when you talk about your harassment, you’ll be fighting back in the most effective way possible. Whenever I attend UFO conventions or support groups, or in any way present myself as an UFO Experiencer in public, I dress in business attire. It’s amazing what being well dressed does for one’s credibility.

Many an Experiencer has had an “aha!” moment, when they thought they had put some pieces of the puzzle together, only to find out later that they didn’t really fit. If you think you know the answer, you probably don’t, at least not consciously. In other words, I recommend suspending judgment on most things. Stanton Friedman, noted UFO researcher and author, advises the same. He calls it his “Gray Box.” If he doesn’t know for sure, it goes into the Gray Box to await any further information on the subject.

Be open-minded, but be critical at the same time. There is much disinformation in UFOlogy. I’m inclined to believe Jim Keith when he said, “There are a number of accounts of the military attempting to infiltrate public UFO research organizations, apparently in an attempt to monitor and disinform the field, and to delude the public at large on the subject of UFOs. On a number of occasions the UFO field has been infiltrated by military intelligence personnel, and well-known UFO ‘researchers,’ possibly even the majority of the prominent ones, have loyalties that seem not to reside with the UFO research community or with the truth.” 36

During the late 1960s, there were so many FBI agents who had infiltrated the Black Panther Party that they were literally informing on each other! I’m sure that the UFO community receives the same overkill treatment from Majestic. They have an unlimited Black Budget from which to draw and can afford to fund any scheme their little, reptilian minds can hatch. (I’m sorry. Is my bias showing?)

I’m just saying be skeptical. Believe half of what you see, half again of what you hear; and put the rest in your Gray Box.


 36    Keith, p. 33.

117: Advice to the Newly Awakened (Part One)

(From Pages 250 – 254 of Abducted by Aliens, By Chuck Weiss)

Just like Neo in the movie Matrix, you’ve been “Awakened” from your familiar existence into a world of the fantastic. You can pretend it isn’t happening. Many do. Denial can be a good coping tool. If you feel that you can’t function in the everyday world and deal with a paradigm shift at the same time, then you might want to consider that as a course of action. Just put this craziness out of your mind. Think about something else, preferably work or some other such reality-grounding aspect of your life. Put on the blinders and concentrate on what’s in front of you. It’s okay, really. Take the blue capsule and go back to sleep.

But if you’re like me and cannot ignore something as big as the Alien presence on Earth, especially once you’ve discovered that you’re personally involved, then I truly feel sorry for you because I know what you’re in for. You swallowed the red capsule, and there’s no going back.

For many, their Awakening is a shattering experience.   It’s meant to be. Paradigms aren’t shifted easily. A paradigm is supposed to be something that you can rely on, like the ground under your feet. If it shifts unexpectedly, you can lose your balance and fall. When that happens, many Abductee/Experiencers react with bouts of depression, sometime clinically severe. Often these people seek psychiatric help and wind up in their local mental health system, misdiagnosed (usually with Bipolar Disorder) and taking psychotropic prescription medications. If you suspect that your depression, which might be cyclic in nature, is due to ET contact experiences (especially if you don’t have the corresponding “highs” that characterize true Bipolar Disorder), then I suggest that you don’t go down that road. It’s likely to be a dead end and it won’t be easy to turn around and go back, once you’re in the system. A diagnosis of mental illness can haunt you for a lifetime. Don’t go there if you don’t have to.

That is, of course, unless you’re feeling suicidal. If that’s the case, then by all means seek professional help. Once you’re feeling better you can decide what to do, but such thoughts are hard to shake off. Call 911 right away. Don’t delay!

That being said, how does one function in the everyday world and cope with the stress of ET contact, if not with “medications” of some kind? 35 First, I would suggest keeping a journal of your ET experiences. Putting it down on paper can be very therapeutic.   Writing it down helps to remind you later that it really did happen, that you aren’t crazy, and that it wasn’t a dream or hallucination. It will also protect the details of your experiences from a faulty memory, should you wish later to tell your story either verbally or in print.

But just keeping a journal isn’t likely to be enough. It’s just too hard to keep something like personal contact with Aliens to yourself. You will want to tell someone. You’ll most likely start with your family and friends, who may or may not be supportive. If they are, you’re very fortunate. Many are not and their rejection can add to the severity of any depressive episodes you might have.

The obvious place for an Abductee/Experiencer to look for a friendly ear to bend, or to hear the stories of others like themselves, is a UFO support group. If you’re lucky enough to live near a large metropolitan area, there might be one nearby that you can attend. If not, the sense of isolation can be hard to bear, especially when friends or family are unresponsive to your emotional need to share this new, fantastic part of your life.

As an aside, let me say that those who don’t have a local support group can now gain access to one on online. OPUS (Organization for Paranormal Understanding and Support) is registered with the IRS as a non-profit organization, formed for the public good. They maintain an email-based UFO support group, where each communication is shared with everyone in the group, and individuals can respond at will (or not). For information visit their website.   Go to the bottom of their home page and click on “Support.”

Before you join any support group, however, there are some things of which you should be aware. Do not assume that the facilitator of any support group will necessarily have your best interests in mind. Some are run by researchers who seem more interested in “picking your brain,” than providing any real emotional support to those who attend their meetings. I’ve met a couple who had reputations for using their influence over Experiencers to foster an almost cult-like following. Unfortunately, in UFOlogy not everyone is who they represent themselves to be.

If you do come out publicly, know that you will eventually come to the attention of Majestic and that a file will be opened with your name on it. How large that file becomes, and even the extent to which you will be harassed by Majestic, will depend largely on how successful you are in convincing others of the reality of the presence of ETs on Earth. If you don’t make waves, you’ll probably be left alone for the most part.

That’s not to say you won’t be monitored. Assume that everything you do or say is noted and recorded electronically, even when visiting the offices of professionals like doctors and dentists. That, unfortunately, is a given. But if you don’t write books or articles and don’t tell strangers of your experiences outside of support group meetings, which are always monitored by Majestic anyway, their agents will most likely stay in the background. Just know, though, that any privacy you think you have is only an illusion.

If, however, you are a credible person and you talk rationally to others about your contact experiences, then our secret government will consider you a threat and you will be targeted. It’s then that you’ll be marked for harassment, and Majestic’s overt intrusions into your life will begin. The nature of that harassment can take many forms. Some will be meant to mislead you, others to frighten you.


 35    I have an old VHS tape of a lecture by Budd Hopkins titled Hidden Memories: Are you a UFO Abductee? where he talked about how a disproportionate number of the members of his support group had addictions, either to cigarettes and/or alcohol, with excess consumption of the latter being an attempt to self-medicate.

106: Why Me?

(From Pages 222 – 224 of Abducted by Aliens, By Chuck Weiss)

There is an obvious question that every Abductee/Experiencer asks. When I first asked the question, it was because I was in awe to think that somehow I had attracted the attention of real-life Space Aliens. I naturally asked, “Why me?”

Some of my friends said that it was because I had agreed to be contacted before I was even born on Earth. That sounded too weird for me at the time, but because they were my friends, I simply deferred judgment on their explanation. And at any rate, that didn’t really answer the question. Later I learned that Abductions are generational and that my family line has probably been monitored since the dawn of time. Okay, but again, why? (Sometimes, I feel like a two-year-old, asking that question over and over.)

It’s been made plain to me that for some reason, I’m being given “special treatment” by the Grays; and I’m very grateful for their interventions. I know that I’m cooperating with them, and to some people that makes me a fifth-column subversive, under the mind control of Space Aliens and a traitor to my species.

Later I discovered that Aliens weren’t my only visitors in the night and that I had government intruders as well. Here, I thought I knew the answer to “Why me?” It’s Majestic’s job to keep tabs on the people who are in contact with ETs, I reasoned. That was understandable enough. But when things escalated from electronic monitoring and surveillance to harassment and psychological warfare, I suddenly didn’t have a ready answer to that question.

Why am I of so much concern to Majestic? Although there are some Experiencers who are harassed as often and as savagely as I (and some others, I’m told, even more so) most Abductee/Experiencers are only spied upon by their government, not attacked. So again I ask, “Why me?”

I used to think that it was because of my activism within the UFO community, and the fact that I had outed a mole in the support group I facilitated. When I quit UFOlogy for those nine years, the level of my harassment abated and I was able to forget at times that I was under constant scrutiny by human eyes. It became “in your face” again when I decided to resume work on this book, and it’s been that way ever since. I guess that’s part of the answer. They must consider me to be both articulate and credible enough to be a threat. I certainly hope so.

UFO researcher Melinda Leslie, who specializes in Abduction cases where there is also evidence of what she calls “military re-abductions,” believes the government is conducting debriefing sessions with Experiencers, often subsequent to their ET visits, in an attempt to gather information on anything Alien. She says that because the ET presence on Earth is considered to be the biggest national security issue there is, it’s quite understandable that the government does whatever it thinks necessary to keep tabs on what the Aliens are doing and the information they’re giving to selected people.

Fair enough, and that would explain those times I was drugged in the middle of the night, but there must be something else going on with me personally. Why resort to extreme measures in my case? Why the blood and guts on my shower curtain? Why scare my girlfriend so badly that she fled the state without telling me, or even her own family? Why rape me? Why am I the focus of these attacks by Majestic? Could it be that what makes me so special to the ETs is the same reason Majestic has singled me out for harsh treatment?

Why? Why? Why? It seems like everyone knows the answer to that question, except me.

103: Rape, the Ultimate Harassment

(From Pages 201 – 206 of Abducted by Aliens, By Chuck Weiss)

I was reluctant to write about this at first, but I know personally of three other Experiencers to whom this has happened, and I only know of one other person in UFOlogy who has ever written of her experience with this specialized form of psychological warfare. In the early morning hours of August 22, 2007, I was raped in my apartment in the middle of the night. I must tell you that I have been mercifully spared any memory of the actual event, but the evidence left behind was real and convincing. I’ll explain.

I had a restless night, like so many nights over so many years, and knew that something had happened. I wasn’t too concerned, however, and went about my routine, as I got ready to go to work. My anus felt inflamed and hurt a bit, but I didn’t have time to check and thought it was probably my hemorrhoids acting up again. (Sorry to be so graphic, but it’s hard not to when discussing the details of a rape.)

Work kept me busy and it wasn’t until I got home that I had the time to relax enough to attempt a bowel movement. My sphincter was much tighter than usual. After a while I was able to produce something, but what came out of me was not what I expected. The toilet tissue was covered with a clear jelly-like substance. As I sat there looking at the tissue and feeling how sore my anus was, it suddenly occurred to me what I was looking at . . . K-Y jelly!

At that point, I started to go into a full blown panic attack. My heart started beating faster and my breath quickened, as my head reeled with the thought that I had been raped. But as quickly as the panic hit me, another force, an outside force, took over and I suddenly felt extremely altered, perceptually. I felt like I was peaking on acid (yes, I took LSD in my youth) and I couldn’t concentrate on the simplest of thoughts. I struggled to gain control of my mental faculties, but finally had to give up and go to bed early. The next morning I woke up still feeling altered and I knew that trying to go to work was useless, so I didn’t and called in sick instead.

The whole day was spent in that altered mental state, and it wasn’t until the next morning that I could even attempt to do anything that required coherent thought. I was able to go back to work and function only because the papers on my desk kept me focused on my tasks; but whenever my mind would stray to thoughts of the rape and I would feel myself becoming agitated, I instantly felt myself altered again. A few trips to the bathroom throughout the day were necessary to collect myself and refocus.

For about a week or so afterwards, that altered state would hit me whenever I thought about what had been done to me. The degree of my mental impairment gradually lessened during those days, as my own sense of panic waned, until I was able to think about having been violated without too much emotional upset.

I’m convinced that the altered state of consciousness, which would come over me like a heavy blanket that protected me from my own thoughts, was an intervention by the ETs. They did this for me once before, when Majestic goons painted the inside of my shower curtain with blood and guts to try and unhinge me emotionally. I remember when I woke up that morning I was also in an altered state, but it wasn’t so strong as to limit my ability to function. I was up for an hour or more before I stepped into the shower and was altered all that time. When I pulled the curtain shut and first saw the grisly sight, I remember feeling detached and separated from what my body was doing, as my hands took the detachable showerhead from its mounting on the wall and washed it down. I felt like someone watching a movie, without any emotion, as I stared at the blood swirling down the drain.

In a way, their interceding in the same manner as they did before helped to confirm my suspicions. They responded to my distress, and did so very quickly, because they were waiting. They knew I would “freak out” when I discovered what had happened and they were there, ready to respond, when I did.

But why did Majestic rape me? I’m almost embarrassed to answer that question. I was raped because I just about asked for it. Another example of, “Watch what you say when you know you’re being bugged.” Let me explain.

A few weeks earlier my close friend, Harold, had been raped by Majestic. He was living with me at the time. I offered him and his partner, Phoenix, my floor to sleep on while they looked for a new apartment, after they lost the one they had had for years and suddenly found themselves homeless in the big city (long story). As I said earlier I know Harold to be a real psychic, his having proven that fact to me on several occasions. During those few months when we lived together, the two of us would sit up at late at night and use his natural ability to “remote view” to snoop into areas that greatly upset our government watchdogs at the time.

Harold remembers waking up, but not being able to move or open his eyes. (Although Phoenix and I were asleep nearby, we were unconscious.) He says he heard sounds in the room and smelled someone’s perfume or aftershave lotion. He felt the rape happen, with all the physical sensations, and then quickly lost consciousness afterwards. They didn’t use any K-Y jelly with him, though, and his anus bled the next morning. Harold is gay and says that he always bleeds from the rectum whenever he has “rough sex.”

I was incensed when he told me, and said something to the effect that if they ever did that to me, I would declare war and get back at them any way I could. Empty words, of course, and after I said them, I wished I hadn’t. I remember I had an uneasy feeling that I might have set something in motion that I would later regret. Evidently I did.

In addition to Harold, I personally know two women Experiencers who were apparently raped in the night while sleeping in their beds. One was able to handle it fairly well and not draw attention to herself, but the other was forcibly hospitalized after she became upset and started acting paranoid. If you say that you were raped in the park, that’s one thing, but to say that you were raped at home, with the doors and windows locked, and that you couldn’t move or see who it was, is quite another matter. In the first scenario you might get the help you need, but in the latter all you’ll get is a one-way ticket to the locked mental ward of your local county hospital.

Author and UFO Experiencer Leah A. Haley describes experiencing memory flashes of being raped by a Reptilian in her book, Unlocking Alien Closets: Abductions, Mind Control, and Spirituality. 25 She’s uncertain as to whether or not it was an actual event or a vivid dream, but later said that it might have been a screen memory created for her to disguise a real rape by human intruders. When she later researched the subject of rape in the context of psychological warfare, Ms. Haley learned that it’s used as a mind-control technique within the intelligence community to make the victim feel helpless and to destroy the will to resist.

In my case I was mercifully spared any memory of the event, so Majestic failed to get a response from me and I am not intimated. But I’m also very humbled when I think of how I was helped by my ET friends. I honestly don’t know if I could withstand these assaults from Majestic, if it wasn’t for their assistance.

25 Leah A. Haley, Unlocking Alien Closets: Abductions, Mind Control, and Spirituality, Murfreesboro, TN: Greenleaf Publications, 2003.

102: The Missing Pillowcase & the Beautiful Blond

(From Page 198 – 200 of Abducted by Aliens, By Chuck Weiss)

In May of 2006, Arian took me to task for not finishing my book about my ET experiences. She said that I had vegetated all that time and that I needed to get back to doing what I was born on Earth to accomplish, namely to help other Experiencers. I admitted that, although I didn’t know what my purpose in life was, she was right about the state of stagnation I had fallen into, and I vowed to end my self-imposed exile from the UFO community and to finish my manuscript, which finally became the book you’re now reading.

Since the conversation took place in my apartment, I knew Majestic was listening in and, sure enough, only four nights later when I went to bed I discovered their “calling card.” My pillowcase was missing. When I flung back the covers, my naked pillow stared up at me – a simple but obvious way to signal that Majestic had been there. They wanted to make it abundantly clear that they could get back in my face again, anytime they chose. This was their first warning. The second came ten days later, after a lot of furious writing in my journal.

I always have my lunch at the same eatery, a small establishment not too far from where I work that serves a hearty chicken chili. There is seating for a couple of dozen people outside with metal tables and chairs and, weather permitting, that is where I usually choose to sit and read while I eat.

On that day I had to take my lunch later than usual, so I had the place to myself as I took my seat outside where I could enjoy the fresh air. There was no one else in sight, as I scooted the chair back from the table and sat down. I took a bite of my chili and read a couple of pages of the book I had with me, before inserting a marker and putting it down to take another. As I looked up, I saw a beautiful young woman in business attire, with long flowing blond hair, wearing big dark sunglasses and sitting about thirty feet or so in front of me. She kept staring in my direction.

She wasn’t doing anything else. She didn’t have anything to eat in front of her. She wasn’t looking through any papers, like some business people do during lunch. She had no obvious purpose for being there. She was just staring. With her sunglasses, it was hard to determine if we were making eye contact, but there was nothing behind me of any interest for her to look at and I was the only one seated there. I returned to my book and as I continued to eat and read, she continued to stare.

When I had finished my lunch and the chapter I was reading, I started to leave. At the exact same moment that I stood up, she grabbed her purse and started walking briskly in the opposite direction of where I was headed. After a few seconds, I turned around to look at her again, just as she turned around to look at me! (We really did make eye contact then.) She quickly turned away and continued walking. I turned the corner of the building and waited a few seconds before I peered back around. She had stopped near one of the tables and was talking on her cell phone.

Now I’m always ready to look at a young, beautiful woman, but at 59 years of age I didn’t expect any to look at me. No, this wasn’t some missed opportunity in a middle-aged male fantasy. This was Majestic’s way of telling me that I had better watch my step.

I regret, though, that I didn’t come up from behind her and snatch that phone from her hands. How sweet that would have been! All the numbers stored inside would have been compromised and would have had to have been changed. She wouldn’t have called the police because, if she had, she would have had to reveal details in the report about herself, such as where she lived and where she worked.

But one never thinks to do such things at the time.