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179: The Research of Melinda Leslie: Part 7

In this series of posts, I present the ground-breaking research of Melinda Leslie, a brave woman who investigates what she calls the re-abductions of ET abductees by a secret arm of our intelligence community. She’s written a comprehensive presentation of her work that she gives at UFO conventions around the country, and she has given me permission to republish it here in its entirety. (It’s also available at her website for a modest fee.) Because Melinda’s work touches on so much of what I’ve experienced directly, and on what has been communicated to me by Harold’s chorus of Grays, I’ve also added my comments that appear below her text in bold-italic type. Ms. Leslie has not reviewed my comments and they do not necessarily reflect her views.

Reprinted From: “The Covert-Ops’ Reverse-Engineering of Extraterrestrial Abductees” © 2010 Melinda Leslie

Which Abductees Came Forward First?

[For Abductee/Experiencers who think that the military might be involved in their lives, I recommend reading what others like us have written about their encounters with Majestic. Search the internet for the names below to find what they’ve published. Leah Haley’s book, Lost Was the Key, was the first book I read on the subject back in the mid 1990s, and it helped me greatly just to know that I wasn’t the only UFO contactee under surveillance by my government. – cw]

Known Military involvement cases and examples:

Christa Tilton: Taken to an underground base

Leah Haley: Direct confrontation in airport, Home under surveillance, Interrogation after drop off by aliens

Betty Andreason Luca: Helicopter and phone harassment

Whitley Strieber: Break-ins to his home, Threats and warning

Pam Hamilton: Daytime break-in and taken to underground base

Licia Davidson: Extensive helicopter harassment & surveillance,           Medical report of being drugged, Direct face-to-face confrontations, Electronic phone voice

Karla Turner: Phone voice breaking in and commenting on her & client’s conversation

Cassie Turner: Interrogations

Debbie Jordan Kauble: Alien implant removed

Diane Johnson: Driven in a van and saw installation she was being taken to

Kay Wilson

Angela Thompson Smith

Michael Bershad

Kim Carlsberg

Steve Neil

Beth Collings

Anna Jamerson

M. Johnson

Larry Warren

Shelly Thompson

What Are Their Experiences?

Leah Haley remembered being taken by a helicopter to a military base where she was interrogated concerning her alleged alien abduction experiences:

“. . . I was struggling with them as I was coming off the helicopter. I don’t understand why they’re taking me in there. I felt a sudden chill. It’s cold. There’s a man on each side of me holding my arms tightly. They’re taking me into a building . . . I see men seated along the left side of a conference room table. The man in the blue uniform is standing to my right. A man decorated with military pins is standing at the opposite end of the table and somebody is giving me a shot in the right arm. It feels like a tetanus shot. The guys in uniform are still holding me tightly . . . They force me into a chair . . . I am just feeling dizzy . . . the man from the helicopter says; “here she is. She’s a cocky little bitch.” Then somebody on the other side of the room said; ‘Well, we’ll just take care of that! . . . Somebody from behind me put a jacket around my shoulders . . . “

Interestingly, Leah Haley recalled a similar brainwashing scenario as myself. She also has no memory of what they asked her before. Leah goes on to say; “. . . there’s a man talking to me. He is telling me I haven’t seen anything. He is not very nice. I don’t see him because I’m so dizzy. I’m leaning my head over. First he was on the other side of the room, but now he comes close to me and sort of props himself up against the table. He said, ‘You didn’t see a spaceship’ . . . They are angry . . . ‘It’s none of your damn business . . . You hadn’t seen anything . . . You don’t know anything.’ There is a lady with a blue uniform in the room. She brought in a tape recorder. She laid it on the end of the table at the other end of the room . . .”

The husband of the late Dr. Karla Turner, Casey Turner, also recalled an abduction where he was drugged, taken to a military underground facility and interrogated by a military officer. Inside the underground area he saw large man-made storage tanks, with a building constructed into the side of the tunnel or a big cavern. Casey was escorted by men through doors into a waiting area, where he saw lots of people.

Casey believes that they interrogated and drugged these people too. He remembered the following: “. . . They are all sitting there, sort of in a daze, like they’ve been drugged. Just waiting for somebody to come and take them away . . . I keep getting the feeling that there’s a military officer who’s real angry . . . Real impatient . . . I don’t have a face to connect with it, but there’s a military officer that I’m not cooperating with . . . yeah, I am not cooperating and they’re real perplexed . . . I’m not cooperating with them . . . I’m not in the state of mind they want me to be in . . . I get the feeling they want to know, maybe they’re trying to find out what it is we know . . . I see a military dress uniform . . . Green military dress uniform . . . I can tell gray hair, clean-shaven . . . I’m escorted by the guard out of the room. We turn left, we turn right and go for some distance.”

“. . . There are doors, they aren’t paneled, just steel doors . . . Now I’m in a small room where I see only three pieces of furniture, just a metal chair, straight-backed, and I’m sitting in the chair. And a desk, plain military-type with nothing on top. With an officer standing behind it. He’s got a chair, but he’s not sitting in it. The guard stands outside and shuts the door. It’s just me and this officer guy. Like he’s in charge. And I don’t like him, so I won’t answer his questions . . . I’m fighting, I’m rebelling . . . I can hear him yelling . . . ‘Tell me, Tell me . . .’ That’s all I can remember . . . “

What is the Evidence

The evidence for ET abductions in general:

  • Punctures to the skin [Yes – cw]
  • Bruises [Ditto – cw]
  • Cuts [Yes – cw]
  • Hair Loss [ Just what comes with old age – cw]
  • X-rays
  • Needle Marks [Several times – cw]
  • Scars that appear overnight
  • Scoop marks & others [Yes – cw]
  • Rashes in strange patterns [Yes – cw]
  • Burn marks on body [Yes, “nighttime sunburns” (radiation burns) – cw]
  • Implants removed [Yes – cw]
  • Gynecological problems [Not my kind of problem – cw]
  • Urological problems [Yes – cw]
  • Landing traces with soil samples or burn marks on the ground [I live in an apartment – cw]
  • Lie detector tests [No, but I’d be willing to take one – cw]
  • Documented missing time [Yes – cw]
  • Witnesses to the experience [Yes – cw]
  • Mass group abduction of more than one abductee at a time [Yes – cw]
  • Collaborating stories of abductees who have never met and are unaware of each other’s experiences, or of any similar accounts in the research data [I’ve had two such incidents – cw]

The evidence for covert-ops involvement:

  • Bruises after experience [Much evidence of “rough handling” – cw]
  • Physical symptoms [Yes, knees and thumb wrenched. I now have to wear braces to bed. – cw]
  • Telephone interruptions
  • Mail tampering
  • Followed in car [Yes – cw]
  • Agents taking photos [Yes – cw]
  • Break-in with photos or documents missing {Break-ins with various items missing – cw]
  • Direct in-person confrontations [Yes – cw]
  • Eyewitnesses to re-abductions and harassment/surveillance [Yes – cw]
  • Photos of helicopter fly-bys [Fly-by, but no photos. Was also followed by a drone helicopter. – cw]
  • Drugged with medical lab tests [Drugged in the middle of the night several times, but no lab tests were conducted. – cw]
  • Being watched and/or followed [Several times – cw]
  • Seeing installation location you were taken to and later verifying its existence
  • Matching story to underground base research as confirmation of where one was taken
  • “Insiders” confirmation

More evidence for covert-ops involvement

  • Being befriended by “insiders” who offer assistance

– From Diary of an Abduction by Angela Thompson Smith, Ph.D.: “The individual is befriended by, socializes with, or is even romantic with a “minder” who has links with the government or military, especially with any of the intelligence agencies, military medical units, or government medical contractors. More often a male befriends a female, although same [sex?] minders have been known. The minder may offer massages, or similar, to the individuals they are minding. If a romantic liaison occurs, the minder enters a sexual relationship with the abductee early in the relationship.”

  • Another abductee was told by their “minder” that they were involved in ufology to “derail the train.” This is very similar to some comments that were made to me by the same type of individuals.
  • Abductees share “attaching” of military or intelligence people who are suddenly involved in the abductee’s everyday life thought seemingly normal situations. The abductees often give these individuals nick-names. Some examples: “X,” “Bulldog,” and “Destiny Man.”
  • These events serve as confirmation of validation for the abductee’s covert-ops experiences. I call these confirmations “milab moments.”
  • Abductees are seeing the same covert people involved repeatedly in their experiences:

– “the red haired captain,” “the red haired doctor,” or “the interrogator with red hair,” and “the older man with the silver hair.”

  • Artifacts are left behind by whoever is performing the abductions:

– Missed security stickers being found on tampered mail, implant devices, medical equipment, containers, medical devices.

– One abductee used the artifacts they found to trace these activities to various government contractors employed in medical research.

– Another Abductee researched and tied various mind-control inventions to some of her abductors and to some intel “minders.”

  • Many abductees seem to fall under some form of financial attack after other methods fail to silence or deter them from the subject.

– These financial difficulties appear to be timed and increase in severity in direct relationship to the degree the abductee’s case is investigated or they attempt to go public. This causes many abductees to pull out and claim, “It’s not worth it.” When the abductee backs off, the problems mysteriously go away, reinforcing a fear of coming forward. I have seen the effectiveness of this in too many cases to be by chance.

What is the Evidence for My Experiences?

[Just want to be clear. This is evidence of Ms. Leslie’s experiences, not mine. – cw]

The evidence for my experiences:

  • Vapor monitor verified as accurate
  • Helicopters with witnesses(Once while online with another abductee)

  • Phone interruptions(Witnessed Licia’s electronic voice responding to us)
  • Red hair interrogator also seen by others
  • Military uniforms seen and later verified as existing
  • Bruises with photos
  • Equipment and technology seen verified as existing
  • Medical surgical procedures performed were verified as known procedures
  • Location of bade and its description verified by four “insiders”
  • Alpha-numeric insignia seen, verified by “insider”
  • Unique gun seen, also verified

Supported by “insiders” who confirmed various parts:

  • Vance Davis – procedures used, location seen, red hair guy and uniform details
  • Bill Uhouse – specific technology seen that matches something he was briefed on that he said there is no way [he] could have known, except unless [he] had experienced it.
  • Bob Dean – certain language used and procedures
  • Bill Holden – specific underground location seen
  • Un-named – procedures, specific location, weapon see, red hair guy and technology items
  • Un-named – via a confrontation and threat he confirmed the experiences of another covert-ops abductee as well as myself
  • Un-named – technology and procedures, all standard
  • Un-named – Specific location and procedures

(To be continued)

178: The Research of Melinda Leslie: Part 6

In this series of posts, I present the ground-breaking research of Melinda Leslie, a brave woman who investigates what she calls the re-abductions of ET abductees by a secret arm of our intelligence community. She’s written a comprehensive presentation of her work that she gives at UFO conventions around the country, and she has given me permission to republish it here in its entirety. (It’s also available at her website for a modest fee.) Because Melinda’s work touches on so much of what I’ve experienced directly, and on what has been communicated to me by Harold’s chorus of Grays, I’ve also added my comments that appear below her text in bold-italic type. Ms. Leslie has not reviewed my comments and they do not necessarily reflect her views.

Reprinted From: “The Covert-Ops’ Reverse-Engineering of Extraterrestrial Abductees” © 2010 Melinda Leslie

What Do Abduction Researchers Say?

JOHN E. MACK, M.D. (1929 – 2004)

Professor of Psychiatry at Harvard Medical School

Abduction Researcher and Director of PEER

The late Dr. John E. Mack from an interview by Melinda Leslie:

“. . . I have cases I’m working with particularly in some depth where military involvement has been very important, disturbing, ongoing, and complicated. I have others that have seen military people, as well . . . The person feels they’re being menaced in day-to-day life by black helicopters, MIBs, men in uniform, and people in dark cars . . . this is not like a regular abduction . . . It does not have the same Interdimensional feel . . . abductees are transported to some underground place . . . There is some relationship, some kind of communication and collaboration between certain extraterrestrial beings in this underground place and the military people. The abductees are in some kind of intermediary role between these (covert-ops) types and the beings . . .”


Psychologist since 1961 and hypnotherapist since 1967.

Has worked with over 600 cases of alien abduction.

Told me he had “half-dozen-cases of military re-abduction” and “half-dozen-cases where aliens and military were seen together.”

[Again, I was told that any ETs seen working with the military are Majestic’s clones, created using DNA recovered from downed ET craft. – cw]

His cases with harassment number in the 200s. These include phone interruptions, black helicopters, being followed, and face-to-face confrontations.

His cases feel unanimously that the reason why they were taken or selected by the military was for their paranormal abilities.

One of his cases was told during an interrogation, “You won’t remember this or you’ll hurt yourself.” (More comments matching this to come.)

He referred cases to me, which I have interviewed.

He told me that he feels I “need to be in the open” for my protection.

[In a conversation I had with Melinda when I first met her, she confided that two of her close friends were “frightened out of the business (of re-abduction research)” by Majestic’s threats and harassment. – cw]

He said the way to end all this is “to allow the cover-up to be uncovered.”

[I’ve written in my book and on this blog (Post #119), that I’m against disclosure. I do NOT want an end to the UFO cover-up. I fear that when it ends the ETs will be portrayed as Space Invaders by the government, with Abductee/Experiencers unfortunate victims of alien mind control, who are to be put into detention camps “for their own protection.” Can you hear me, Dr. Greer? – cw]


I support much of his core “Threat” theory. I’ve spoken to him regarding this subject and we agree to disagree. What he generally believes:

From his book, The Threat:

“Abductees mistake human-like alien hybrids dressed in military uniforms for US military personnel and that these aliens bring abductees to examine and interrogate them.” Therefore, according to him, there is no evidence that the military is involved in abductions. (So this also explains all the harassment evidence as well?)

From the 1998 MUFON Symposium:

“Only abductees which are not well known claim they have military experiences.” (Never mind that it was the best known abductees like Debby Jordan, Leah Haley, Kay Wilson, Anna Jamerson, Beth Collings and Karla Turner who were the very first to bring this subject to the public’s attention and NOT the researchers!)

I feel David Jacobs is misinterpreting some of the strongest evidence in support of his own theory. If his theory regarding aliens as a possible “threat” is correct, and if the number of abductees are anywhere near what the researchers claim them to be . . .

Wouldn’t those who run the intelligence apparatus have figured this out, just as he has? If abduction are a threat to the degree that he claims, then abductions would be a matter of National Security.

Wouldn’t the intelligence apparatus, using one of its working arms such as the military, have an interest in studying that threat?

If abductions, are a question of National Security, wouldn’t abductees be a part of that same question? How better to study this matter than to monitor, surveillance, and interrogate those involved? While it may be very difficult to monitor, surveillance and interrogate any aliens, it’s not difficult to do so with abductees! Also taking into consideration that plausible deniability is already in place and nobody would believe them.

The evidence for military involvement validates his theory!


Has worked with over 70 abduction cases.

Says he has only one military re-abduction case, that of Debbie Jordan. (Melinda is aware he has a few more he’s not counting)

He says he has about 200 accounts of MIBs in his cases! And many cases with various forms of harassment and surveillance.

Melinda has worked with cases that were clients of Budd’s and that never mention their covert-ops experiences to him, therefore he has more cases that he’s unaware of   (How often do abductees fail to mention their experiences? How many more cases would the researchers have if they did? This may be due in part because these experiences are often remembered consciously and a regression isn’t needed, and also because the abductees often say that when it comes to the researchers “oh, they wouldn’t understand” and thus remain reluctant to share with them.

Budd’s warning on the subject, “Still a small percentage of the cases.” Therefore he remains cautious to get into the covert-ops involvement subject, even though some of his star cases are people who have been very public about their military experiences. He does not wish to confused or further complicate the subject and feels that it is a small enough percentage of the total cases to not have to address it.

He once said, “Abductions lay at the heart of the whole UFO scenario.” He also agrees there is a massive government cover-up of the UFO subject and was once a supporter of the Coalition for Honesty in Government (Bob Dean’s organization) as well as the disclosure efforts of famous UFO documentary Producer James Fox.

If abductions lay at the heart of the UFO subject, and the UFO subject is being covered up, then wouldn’t abductions lay at the heart of the cover-up?

Budd now says regarding a covert-ops involvement: “They’d have to be interested!

From Diary of an Abduction by Angela Thompson Smith, Ph.D.

Angela’s story of what happened to her while staying with Budd in his home in Manhattan:

“During the night I dreamt that someone was doing something with my left foot. I was thinking, “I’m glad I washed my feet.” The next afternoon, I noticed that I had a small lump on my left shin surrounded by a small, reddish, circular area. The hard lump is still there today, although the redness has disappeared. Budd regressed me to the “dream” surrounding the lump. In the regression, I remembered waking up in the night to find someone sitting at the end of my bed; my left foot was being manipulated and then lowered onto . . . a human thigh. A piece of curved metal was placed over my left shin and the area felf numb “as if part of it wasn’t there.” Then I felt, rather than heard, a “pop,” and a little thing was implanted into the front of my leg.

Budd told me that I am the seventeenth person to have something like this happen while staying at his home. One man felt his leg drop from being held and the drop woke him up. Others have seen guys in Budd’s studio. Budd thinks these events are staged by the grays to let him know that they are aware of his activities and to keep track of his visitors. However, in my regression, the person who implanted the device was not a gray, but a human person!

Who Else is Doing This Research?


Authors of the breakout book on this subject titled MILABS: Military Mind Control & Alien Abduction.

[Here’s a link to some comments about the book. – cw]

From an article Helmut wrote for the MUFON Journal:

Helmut believes that cases in which an abductee reports that he/she was also abducted by the military are very important for two reasons:

“If the UFO community has evidence that a covert military/intelligence task force is involved in the UFO abduction phenomenon, we would then know that this phenomenon represents a matter of National Security.

“Military involvement could be evidence that they use abductees for mind control experiments, or that they monitor and kidnap abductees for information-gathering purposes during or after an abduction.”

From a MUFON Journal Article on MILABs by Hermut Lammer

“Recently, some UFO abductees have alleged that they were also being kidnapped by military/intelligence personnel and taken to hospitals and/or underground military facilities. Few of the popular books on the subject of UFO abductions mention these experiences. Especially disconcerting is the fact that abductees recall seeing military/intelligence personnel working side by side with alien beings in these secret facilities. The presence of human military and/or civilian personnel inhabiting the same physical reality as the alien beings exceeds both the mind sets of the skeptic and the open-minded researcher alike by several orders of magnitude. The skeptics would rather believe that stories of aliens and military personnel in underground facilities are a fabrication, designed to elicit attention from conspiracy believers or hallucinations in general. Researchers in the field of mind control suggest that these cases are evidence that the whole UFO abduction phenomenon is staged by the intelligence community as a cover for their illegal experiments. The open-minded researchers who fight for a reputation in abduction research ignore these stories, since they represent only a minor fraction in their files.

[As I said earlier, I was told by Harold’s Grays that any aliens seen working with the military are Majestic’s clones, created from bodies recovered from downed UFOs. They are under the complete control of their human handlers and should not be confused with real ETs. Read the story of Dr. Carol Rusin. She was a protégé of the late Dr. Wernher von Braun and charged by him with working to prevent the militarization of Space. Von Braun was the man who led our space program from it’s creation after WWII to our landing on the Moon. She says he told her several times that there would be a time in the future when the military-industrial complex would fake an invasion from space to further their agenda. He emphasized to her that although there are many different aliens currently visiting earth, “none of them are hostile.” – cw]

 KARLA TURNER (1947 – 1996)

Alien Abduction Researcher

Author and MILAB Research Pioneer

The late Dr. Turner from an interview by Melinda Leslie & Randy Koppang:

“. . . It wasn’t until November 1988, when Casey (husband) was taken by the military that we knew for sure how far military personnel would go. The minute he began to realize what was happening, and we (communicated with) someone in the UFO community by phone, we began having phone interference, mail tampering. The first times we met with Ufologists, we were followed by the same car, two different times, two months apart. We began to have helicopter overflights, all times of the day and night, different types (of them). We lived in our house for five years and never had helicopters before then. It became the standard. I mean, I’d have nine a day! So we knew there was a human element involved. First, we thought they were monitoring. But once we made phone connections, we began having all this human-type activity; surveillance and a number of other things that are in the book . . .”


Worked with 30 ET abductees and half his cases have harassment of some form.

He had 6 cases of military re-abduction.

Had his own harassment: His and another researcher’s voices were played back on both their own answering machines from a conversation they had regarding covert-ops involvement, which took place while they were standing out in the open in a parking lot. Somebody wanted them both to know their conversation had been recorded.

In cases with interrogation abductees were questioned about the following:

– What knowledge was obtained and was it technical or paranormal?

– What groups of ETs are the abductee involved with?

– Does the abductee know any classified information?

– What are the ET’s motives?

The military seem to perceive people who’ve had contact as a threat or risk and therefore need to evaluate and/or maintain control over them.


Abduction researcher for 26 years

Director of ICAR (International Community for Alien Research)

ICAR has over 8,800 ET abduction cases in its files

Joe and his wife Linda are both covert-ops abductees with multiple experiences and one involving a “mass abduction” with military

Has over 800 cases with harassment & surveillance (10% of cases)

Has over 450 cases of re-abduction (with a military presence)

Half of those cases involve being “handed-off” by ETs to human military

[These are cases where Majestic’s cloned ETs are used to confuse the issue. – cw]

Has 7 cases of mass military abduction of 100s of abductees.

Cases claim they are taken equally for genetics, tech, medical, & psi

Has 50-75 internatioal covert-ops cases (in allied nations mostly)

Most alarming finding was covert-ops interest in a “future pandemic”

[I was distressed to read this because of something I haven’t as yet reported to my readers. My psychic friend Harold, who channels a “chorus” of ETs, has over a number of years been repeatedly shown several possible futures for Earth and mankind. Although not as frequent a vision as before, it is still occasionally presented to him. Here is a synopsis. Bear in mind that according to the Grays this is only one of several possible future scenarios.

A lethal, man made pathogen is released to greatly depopulate the planet. It’s genetically engineered to target adults. (The medical definition of an adult is when a person’s hormones stabilize after the “teenage years,” when he or she comes out of puberty.) Those adults who survive the plague have a “genetic marker” (their words) that distinguishes them. – cw]

High number of cases being taken to: Eglin AF Base in FL., Fort Louis in WA, and Norfolk Naval Base in VA.


Covert-ops abductee with breakout website with MILAB info:

AlienJigsaw.com and author of multiple books that include convert-ops involvement experiences and evidence.

MUFON’s Abduction Transcription Project, 1995:

Dan Wright found that experiences, strikingly similar to those recalled by MILABs, were also in the Project, for example:

A hanger with UFO-like craft(s)

One of more cubicle-like rooms within a large underground facility

Military officers with name tags and identifiers removed from uniforms

The use of drugs to elicit responses from subjects

Berating subject to relate what he/she was told/shown by the aliens

Brainwashing the subject to believe the interrogation did not happen

As of Feb. 2010, MUFON is involved in a new abduction study which will include abductees’ accounts of covert-ops involvement

Many abduction researchers have RE-AB cases, but fail to acknowledge them in their writings or presentations.   This reluctance is greatly influenced by their misperception of the subject. My though tis that many abduction researchers have become so careful to not undermine any credibility they’ve sweat blood to achieve, that it becomes easier for them to ignore or downplay the controversial subject of covert-ops involvement.

Instead of seeing these experiences and the evidence for them as evidence in support of all their research efforts, instead of seeing it as the evidence that they are right, that abductions are absolutely real, ETs are here, and technology is used, they see it as something that complicates and possibly undermines their main thesis; that abductees have experiences with ETs. But, in so doing, they forfeit a major piece of evidence in favor of their thesis being correct, rather than risk leading people to consider that a human involvement might somehow diminish an ET one. I can’t help but wonder if this is due in great paret to their misperception having led to a military in-lieu-of ETs concept instead of what the experiences show; that it’s a military because of ETs concept.

(To be continued)

177: The Research of Melinda Leslie: Part 5

In this series of posts, I present the ground-breaking research of Melinda Leslie, a brave woman who investigates what she calls the re-abductions of ET abductees by a secret arm of our intelligence community. She’s written a comprehensive presentation of her work that she gives at UFO conventions around the country, and she has given me permission to republish it here in its entirety. (It’s also available at her website for a modest fee.) Because Melinda’s work touches on so much of what I’ve experienced directly, and on what has been communicated to me by Harold’s chorus of Grays, I’ve also added my comments that appear below her text in bold-italic type. Ms. Leslie has not reviewed my comments and they do not necessarily reflect her views.

Reprinted From: “The Covert-Ops’ Reverse-Engineering of Extraterrestrial Abductees” © 2010 Melinda Leslie

Why is This Happening?

  • Why spend so much time and money on the involvement with the abductees? The Technology again!
  • From all the crash retrievals alone (over 75 documented cases) we know that they are pursing the technology (let alone what so many “insiders” have shared about technology programs).

[Those documented cases are itemized in Ryan Wood’s book, “MAJIC Eyes Only.” – cw]

  • Wouldn’t they be asking, “How does this technology work?
  • And, put that together with what I’ve explained regarding the sheer number of abductees and wouldn’t they also be asking, “Could some of these abductees know something?
  • They also would have figured out long ago that it takes psi abilities to operate the alien technology. That there is a direct “mental interface” with the technology and that it reads your thoughts. (More on this later.)
  • Wouldn’t they be trying to get the upper hand on the technology in an attempt to interact with or meet the aliens on some level, to understand them. Or, might they be attempting to just hold their own, to somewhat “level the playing field” as much as possible.

There are 4 categories of information the covert-ops ET information management people are looking for as reported from the RE-AB experience:

  • ET Motives and Agenda
  • ET and Abductee Genetics
  • ET and Abductee Psi Abilities
  • ET technology and its Operation

What is the Reverse-Engineering Program?

Acclaimed researcher Richard Dolan explained it best in the following lecture description titled After the Retrievals: The covert Program to Replicate Alien Technology:

“Obtaining a UFO is one thing, but what next? Clearly, such exotic technology has to have [a] home within deeply secret places where scientists can study it. Such a program would be nearly as old as UFO secrecy itself, although most researchers overlook this crucial piece of the puzzle. Today, there is enough information to construct an outline of the program to replicate alien technology over the last 50 years. This program involves intense secrecy, privatization, gravity research, and more. The evidence is strong that real breakthroughs have been made and that applications are being used covertly, such as within a secret space program. Secrecy about these programs and technological breakthroughs must be maintained because revelations could unravel the entire structure of secrecy. This includes not only the truth about extraterrestrials, but of the labyrinth of illegal black infrastructure that has become entrenched as a true state within a state.”

What does the covert-ops ET information management people want to reverse-engineer from abductees?

  1. What makes us an abductee, and why are the ETs interested in us?
  2. What is it about our genetics that interests the ETs? Have any genetic enhancements been made to us?
  3. What do we know about ET motives, or about an ET agenda?
  4. What mind control procedures can they learn, develop or practice from us or on us?
  5. What are our psi (paranormal) abilities? Have they been enhanced?
  6. How do we do ET psi like telepathy and psychokenesis?
  7. What are our mental abilities? Have they been enhanced?
  8. What have the ETs told, shown, or taught us?
  9. What do we know about ET technology like propulsion systems, navigation, or weapons?
  10. How do we operate ET technology, and can we operate a piece handed to us?
  11. What types of training procedures can the humans develop from what we know?
  12. What medical info can they develop from what we know or from our physical bodies, or what can they practice on us?
  13. How do we proceed and/or retain ET information? How do we adapt to ETs?
  14. How do we adapt to living with our experiences?
  15. What can they duplicate and apply to our human technology or to our personnel?

What Are They Reverse-Engineering?

The previous questions come directly from the abductees’ accounts of what the interrogators asked during the re-abduction scenarios. They make logical sense when you follow a crash-retrieval and reverse engineering developmental curve. First, there were the retrieved ET craft, then there were the retrieved components (technology) from those craft, and then there were the pilots and operators (technicians). These individuals would otherwise be known as the personnel. It is logical when you develop the hardware, you’re left with asking who’s going to operate it and how are they going to do it? Logical, right?

Certainly those involved with the management [of] covert-ops thought to consider the personal accounts of those with first-hand, hands-on ET tech experience, i.e. those who may have operated it, worked its components, navigated, or flown it. Of course they would have! Let’s suppose that crash retrievals are about having ET technology, and reverse engineering it is about having human technicians that do what ET technicians do, or mimic it. Then reverse-engineering crashed, shot down, or retrieved alien craft is not just about having ET hardware, but about having human techs that do what an ET tech does.

Reverse engineering the abductee is not about learning how to abduct people (oops . . . well okay . . . so maybe it is to some degree . . . hence all the practice and development of mind control procedures, but really that’s secondary, a spin off, a bi-product if you will, albeit a rather convenient one), but reverse engineering the abductee is more about having personnel that are able to do what abductees are able to do.

[I can certainly attest to the fact that mind-control protocols were used on me. Again I refer to Post #150 and Post #151, “An Unsettling Discovery, Parts 1 & 2.” – cw]

No wonder my research has come across the use of abductees in military and covert-ops training procedures. Not because they plan on using the abductees in some future scenario, but to develop training procedures vis-à-vis the abductees. Abductees would be much too big of a risk to be used directly. We are way too unreliable, prone to go public at any minute, too talkative, would insist on that pesky disclosure thing, and (usually) don’t have the military or covert-ops training needed. Face it, we’re just not “yes” men! But, what we do have can possibly be taught to these kinds of individuals. It appears they’re trying regardless.

If reverse engineering the craft is about the technology, then reverse engineering the abductee is about the personnel!

Or, better yet, it’s about the personnel AND the technology. Because when the covert-ops personnel question the abductees, they get both technical information and operational information.

Another way to look at it: You need a hybrid person to operate a hybrid technology. (No wonder there’s also a covert interest in abductees’ genetics!) Or, maybe a little more accurately, you need a hybrid-functioning person to operate a hybrid-functioning technology.

[Abductee/Experiencers are being cloned by Majestic. A good friend of mine has seen a man several times at a coffee bar in my neighborhood who may in fact be my clone. He appears to be a younger version of me and sports a short “military style” haircut. I suspect he’s part of my surveillance team. – cw]

Why Are They Developing the Technology?

In the covert-ops efforts to get their hands on ET technology they gather and reverse-engineer craft, and just like they gather craft they also gather and reverse-engineer abductees. It appears they are doing this for the exact same reasons: the development of advanced technologies, back-engineering of ET craft, information on the ETs themselves, and control over every aspect of these issues/ I have deduced that their push for technology may exist for the following three reasons.

  1. Militarism – The old military mindset may be at work and would certainly apply if the covert-ops community thinks the ETs may be a threat. Whether preparing for a “hot war” or a “cold war” with ETs, it justifies a whole lot of black project spending.   Even if they are only preparing for some possible future scenario that could be seen as justification enough for a military buildup in the form of ET-tech.

[UFO related projects are so secret I doubt that their funding would be included (in any appreciable way) in the regular “Black Budget” that has to be approved by the Senate Committee on Intelligence. They are funded by other means. Back in the 1980s, for example, during the meltdown of the Savings and Loan institutions there was a “one-day” news story (reported on KGO Radio in San Francisco) that a good third of the S&L losses were thought to have been funneled to the CIA. I never heard anything further after that one broadcast. – cw]

  1. Politics – They may be attempting to be level the playing field and hold their own with the ETs, or working towards eventually joining as partners in a “galactic community.”

[We shoot down their flying craft at every opportunity, and then expect to be welcomed as “partners in a galactic community?” Not likely. – cw]

  1. Economy – The bottom line may be the bottom line.       ET technology would be potentially lucrative in preparation for commerce and trade with ETs, as well as in the military –industrial complex’s development and application for more mundane uses, let alone the economic potential for advancement of military technologies and any development of breakthrough ET-related technologies. I heard an insider say that “ET technology is an infinite source of wealth” for those managing the information and their secret programs.

[Again, we are in a shooting war with the ETs and normal relations, including interstellar “commerce and trade,” is not part of Majestic’s current agenda. – cw]

(To be continued)

176: The Research of Melinda Leslie: Part 4

In this series of posts, I present the ground-breaking research of Melinda Leslie, a brave woman who investigates what she calls the re-abductions of ET abductees by a secret arm of our intelligence community. She’s written a comprehensive presentation of her work that she gives at UFO conventions around the country, and she has given me permission to republish it here in its entirety. (It’s also available at her website for a modest fee.) Because Melinda’s work touches on so much of what I’ve experienced directly, and on what has been communicated to me by Harold’s chorus of Grays, I’ve also added my comments that appear below her text in bold-italic type. Ms. Leslie has not reviewed my comments and they do not necessarily reflect her views.

Reprinted From: “The Covert-Ops’ Reverse-Engineering of Extraterrestrial Abductees” © 2010 Melinda Leslie

What Are My Experiences?

[Just want to be clear. These are descriptions of Ms. Leslie’s experiences, not mine. – cw]

I have the basic “standard” and “normal” ET abduction experiences and the following military involvement experiences:

  • Harassment & Surveillance experiences

                  Helicopter incidents, phone incidents, threats, influenced to harm self.

  • Military re-abductions and alien/military combined experiences
    1. Early 1990 – 2 roommates witnessed “military men” shouting orders to me in the middle of the night. I have no memory or this.
    2. July 27, 1990 – Missing time while driving with 2 friends, taken by ETs with a man in naval uniform present monitoring the procedures.
    3. July 21, 1993 – Gynecological medical procedures performed by humans in an underground facility Haz-Mat clean-room environment.
    4. Nov. 23, 1993 – Flown on human built triangular ship, miscommunication screw-up, drugs administered and interrogated about ET technology.
    5. Mid 1990s – Experience with a friend while traveling in Sedona Arizona. Car stopped by military personnel and I was escorted away from my friend.
    6. Late 1990s – Interrogation and threatened with a gun put to my head in military style tent on a military base located in California desert.
    7. Aug. 20 2000 – Abducted with friend out of her apartment and taken to underground base.       Both of us were interrogated, threatened, and saw reptilian with military. Photo evidence of break in to home.

In November of 1993 I was abducted, drugged, and taken by two men in camouflage to an underground facility. In this experience I was also flown on a triangle shaped craft and left standing alone in a large empty hanger.

I have undergone extensive hypnosis regressions concerning this event. When I was discovered being alone in the hanger, by what appeared to be one of the pilots of the triangle craft that flew me, he walked up to me and said, “You’re not supposed to be here.” . . . “What are you still doing here? . . . and then he yelled at me, “Why are you still here?!!!”

This pilot then escorted me out of the hanger, which backed into an underground tunnel, and out into the tunnel, which appeared to be an underground road. The pilot was cussing under his breath the entire time and looking around for someone who could explain why I was left alone. It appears that someone was supposed to have been there waiting for me and was not. In the tunnel, we were met by 3 military guards, 2 guys in lab coats, and an older gentleman in a green full dress military Naval uniform who came walking from way down this road.

According to Helmut Lammer, and I agree with him, this experience shows that not all the military personnel on the base had the “need to know” concerning what was going on. And that there was some sort of communication breakdown that caused the confusion. Or, it may have been made to appear that way.

After the pilot was rebuked and released, I was escorted into a room off the tunnel by the 3 guards, the man in full uniform and the 2 guys in lab coats. Inside there was a conference table and chairs. One of the guards quickly grabbed one of the chairs, sliding it across the linoleum floor, swung it around, and very forcibly pointed for me to sit in it. The man in full uniform said, as if to apologize for the guard’s behavior, “Please won’t you sit down?” Then he said something to the guards and he and the older of the 2 men in lab coats exited the room, turned immediately and entered a door to a room with a two-way mirror window, just adjacent to the room we were in.

As I was sitting there in the chair with the 3 guards stand in “parade rest” around me, a red-haired man in khaki uniform entered the room from the other side. He excused the guards, who were referring to him as Captain, and they then left and only he and the younger man in the lab coat remained. The man in the lab coat gave me a shot in the arm. Also, he later had me drink a very bitter chalky tasting fluid.

I was very frightened as this red-hair Captain started to accuse me of having done something wrong. Like the screw-up I witnessed had somehow been my fault. He pointed his finger at me and spoke very harshly. He kept looking in my eyes like he was expecting to see them change from the drugs taking effect. He turned to the guy in the lab coat who nodded to him. I could soon feel the drugs coming on. When this red-haired Captain spoke, it was like he was speaking in slow motion. When he moved his arms, I could see the movement of his arm. I knew I had just been heavily drugged.

I was having a hard time understanding what he was asking me. I was extremely confused and did not understand what he was accusing me of. I did not know what it was I had done wrong. I told him I didn’t do anything. I kept telling him that I didn’t know what he wanted. He accused me further of being uncooperative and threatened me. I pleaded with him to just ask me again.

At this point he signaled to the guy in the lab coat, who then turned and opened the door to the room. The guards came back in and grabbed me by the arms and escorted me out the door, across the room, and into another door. In a small dark room were standing a bunch of guards, big guys, who then pushed me around in what was a horrifying and frightening experience. They made me think I was going to die. I really thought they were going to kill me. I was knocked back onto the floor and I started to kick and scream and push them away. Eventually they picked me up, the door was opened, and in walked one of the previous guards, who then escorted me back to the interrogation room where the red-haired captain and the guy in the white lab coat were still waiting.

The red-haired man then asked me questions about the alien’s technology. Helmut Lammer said in his book that he does not believe that the alien hybrids in military uniforms described by David Jacobs would be interested in the experiences of humans, which were allegedly done by the creators of the hybrids! This, as Helmut points out, would be very strange, since the alien/hybrids should know more about the motives and technology of the alleged alien abductors than the abductees would.

[That would depend on who made the hybrid, the Grays or Majestic. I was told that any ETs seen working with the military are Majestic’s clones, created using DNA recovered from downed ET craft. Both sides also maintain their own separate hybrid program. Those beings created by Majestic (either as a hybrid or through cloning) are under their control, and are probably kept on a “short leash” and informed on a “need to know” basis only. – cw]

In my interrogation, they were most interested in information about the UFO technology as well as motives of the aliens. I was asked; “What have they asked you? Tell me about their technology. Tell me about the drive system, the drive mechanism. How do you know about it? How are you able to do it? Tell me about what they told you to do! What did they tell you? What did they ask you to do? Tell me, tell me, tell me.” He ended here with saying, “You know, you’re not theirs . . . you are ours! . . .”

This interrogation was very traumatic since I cannot recall that I answered his questions. My hypnotherapist calmed me down as I had begun crying due to that last remark. As Helmut pointed out, after this interrogation I was brainwashed; “You couldn’t tell me now even if you wanted to,” he said, “You can’t talk right now. You couldn’t tell me even if you tried. We fixed that. Don’t try! You won’t remember any of this, we fixed it!”

“You won’t remember this! It’s a bad dream. We are taking care of that! You will not remember! This will all be but a dream to you. You were never here. I don’t exist . . . None of this is happening.” His final words were, “and I will see you again.” As Helmut points out, I tried to resist the brainwashing procedure, although I was drugged. Helmut also says that historic mind-control experiments document procedures similar to my interrogation.

Helmut goes on to say that it is typical in these scenarios that the interrogated abductee can’t remember what he/she replies to the interrogator. Most remember some of the questions, but not the answers. He added that I found this experience very frustrating, and he’s right, I did!

Helmut adds from his extensive research into mind control practices: If MILAB abductees are programmed to spy for the military, the victim may switch between 2 personalities that have been created by the interrogators. And while one may understand some of the questions, it is the other personality that would be giving the answers. Thus, as a consequence, the abductee would have these memory gaps.

Helmut details many cases of this kind of “programmed to spy” information retrieval process with the abductees. As it turns out, to my total amazement, my experience was just an example of what many abductees are experiencing. It would appear that each of us is being used in some way to gather information during our abductions so that our interrogators can retrieve it at a later time. I had no understanding of what had happened to me until reading Helmut’s article, and I had absolutely no idea that this bazaar line of questioning was like anything any other abductee had ever experienced!

[When I read this part, it freaked me out! It certainly explains why I felt such deference for the people I let into my apartment that night in late 2008. (Again I refer to Post 150 and Post 151 “An Unsettling Discovery. Parts I & 2”) The splitting of a captured enemy agent’s personality by our intelligence community (in order to create a “double agent”) has long been suspected by conspiracy researchers. As I understand it, the procedure was developed for use on Soviet spies during the cold war. As frightening a thought as it may be to Abductee/Experiencers, it makes perfect sense that they would do the same thing to us. To purposely split the personality of another person, though, is to mess with the very core of their being. National security concerns be damned. The ends do not justify these means! – cw]

Why “RE-ABS” and not “MILABS”?

A brief history of MILABS

  • Helmut Lammer’s research – an acronym is born.

[MILAB stands for “Military Abduction.” – cw]

Why the name change?

  • Tim Binnall’s quote inspired me.

[Unfortunately Ms. Leslie didn’t include the quote in the written notes of her presentation. – cw]

  • Misidentification problems and incorrect assumptions.
  1. “All Abductions are military only, there are no aliens.”
  2. “It’s all mind control.”
  3. “All MILABs are false abductions.”

[There is a faction within the conspiracy community that contends that ALL reports of Alien Abduction are covers for CIA/military mind control projects. – cw]

  • The term MILAB fall short of including what is going on with the covert intelligence involvement & fails to address WHY it is!.

While RE-Abs does mean “re-abduction,” it also means R.E. – Abs

  • The reverse-engineering from abductees and/or reverse engineered abductees.

The new formula for a correct perception: Crash Retrievals + Reverse Engineering + Abductions = RE-ABS

  • There is a relationship between these separate areas of research.

No “Dereliction of Duty”

  • Globally, these guys are just doing their jobs!
  • It would be a complete “dereliction of duty” if they were not involved! That is, if their job is to protect and defend a nation.

– I’m not defending what they are doing, but why they might be doing it. What they are doing is absolutely criminal!

[I call what they’re doing absolutely evil! The root of all evil is the convection that “the end justifies the means.” That’s just an excuse, however, to pull out all the stops, to ignore all ethical/moral concerns. Evil can only exist when there are no self-imposed restraints. – cw]

  • Even if abductions are thought to only be something psychological, something happening psychologically to that many people (millions world wide) would still warrant intel agency attention!
  • It is the sheer numbers alone that would make this subject a matter of National Security!

Not to mention, which part of abductions they would be the most interesting in (willing to spend money on)? The Technology!

(To be continued)

175: The Research of Melinda Leslie: Part 3

In this series of posts, I present the ground-breaking research of Melinda Leslie, a brave woman who investigates what she calls the re-abductions of ET abductees by a secret arm of our intelligence community. She’s written a comprehensive presentation of her work that she gives at UFO conventions around the country, and she has given me permission to republish it here in its entirety. (It’s also available at her website for a modest fee.) Because Melinda’s work touches on so much of what I’ve experienced directly, and on what has been communicated to me by Harold’s chorus of Grays, I’ve also added my comments that appear below her text in bold-italic type. Ms. Leslie has not reviewed my comments and they do not necessarily reflect her views.

Reprinted From: “The Covert-Ops’ Reverse-Engineering of Extraterrestrial Abductees” © 2010 Melinda Leslie

It’s Not the Military!

For starters, this isn’t your usual “military” that’s doing this!

  • If abductions are real and happening anywhere near the scale suggested by the abduction researchers, and therefore more than likely a matter of National Security (or because of perceptions similar to that of Dave Jacob’s “threat” theory), then of course the intelligence community would be interested in the abductees.

[The intelligence community became officially “interested” in anything UFO related, including abductions, when the CIA took control of the gathering all UFO related information in the mid 1950s. Up until then the Air Force had that responsibility. – cw]

  • These may be covert intelligence agencies and not the military, or at least a very covert “black world” aspect of the military.

[Majestic resides at the very center of the CIA, which is the Mother of all intelligence agencies, worldwide. The U.S. intelligence agencies created afterwards, including the NSA and Home Land Security, serve to insulate the CIA (especially the inner core) and its black ops projects from any real scrutiny. It also allows the CIA to use outside resources, including other intelligence agencies and special units in the military, to carry out their grunt work. I also know from personal experience that much of the surveillance of Abductee/Experiencers is farmed out to “subcontractors” such as the Mafia, with which they have a longstanding relationship. – cw]

  • I am not slamming the military! Or, in the words of fellow researcher Helmut Lammer; “I do not mean the whole US military community, I mean only a small covert task force which is in the ‘need to know’ and operates in an Unacknowledged Special Access Program (USAP), financed by a black budget.       Therefore, I am not against the whole military and related agencies, but I think that the public has the right to know what is going on in USAPs.”
  • Before I move forward, I want to be very clear that my research data does not in any way point to a military in-lieu-of ET abduction thesis, but quite the contrary there is a military and/or intelligence community involvement because of ET experiences! Covert-ops involvement because of ET experiences! Covert-ops involvement exists because ET abductions are absolutely real and that is the only reason these agencies have any interest whatsoever in abductees!

[Melinda is referring to a faction of the conspiracy community that regards all ET abductions as being screen memories created by the CIA to hide their own mind control experiments. Screen memories undoubtedly are created by Majestic in some cases, probably to confuse the target as to who is doing what to whom. Respected conspiracy researcher Jim Keith discovered evidence that, at least in one case, children in rubber Gray costumes were used by black ops agents to create a false ET abduction memory. – cw]

  • And, their interest in abductees is predominately in what they may know regarding the ETs’ motives and what they know about ET technology.

[Even if the Abductee/Experiencer turns out to know nothing of such things, Majestic would still feel the need to control anyone in contact with ETs. – cw]

It’s Not the Military! (except for when it is . . .)

“Military on Military” cases involve ET abductees who’ve joined the military and then have military reabductions while they are serving:

  • Niara Isley – 3 months missing time and used in ET communication
  • Bruce Coe – 3 weeks missing time and used in ET communication
  • Ray Muntz – 2 years missing time and used in ET communication
  • Dan Sherman – used consciously in ET communication role
  • Larry Warren – missing time experience as part of his involvement in the Brentwaters story and subsequent covert-ops involvement as well
  • John Vasquez – abduction during ET related event and subsequently
  • Vance Davis – missing time and used for ET information
  • Andrew – abduction during ET related operation
  • James Bartley – abduction during ET related operation
  • Female (unnamed) – abduction during ET related operation
  • Alison N. & Military family member – abducted from multiple bases

 Who All are Doing This?

Covert-ops experiences happen internationally

International cases often involve military and intelligence personnel from the country where the experience occurred, US military & US agents. Often US personnel are seen in conjunction with foreign personel. The international cases I am currently aware of:

  • UK (England & Scotland) – 19
  • France – 4
  • Germany – 3
  • Italy – 4 also with French military
  • Saudi Arabia – 1
  • Iran – 3 – US military with subcontractors in all 3 cases
  • Marshal Islands, Micronesia – 1
  • Indonesia – 2
  • Australia – 16
  • Peru – 2
  • Puerto Rico – 2
  • China – 2
  • Russia – 3
  • Munich, West Germany 1
  • India – 6
  • Canada 9
  • Mexico – 9

 What Happens to the Abductees?

  • Being watched or being followed and home or work place under surveillance

[Been there, done that. See Post #54 “A Sinister Turn of Events & Eleven Years of Silence,” Post #92 “Surveillance & Monthly Break-Ins,” Post #96 “Discovered My Tail,” Post #97 “Outed the Mole,” Post #98 “My TV is Watching Me!” and Post #99 “The Second Camera.”  – cw]

  • Black helicopter surveillance or harassment

[Ditto, although in my case it was a white drone helicopter. See Post #148 “Followed by a Drone Helicopter.” – cw]

  • Threats made to the abductee, their family or friends

[No, thank God. – cw]

  • Phone interruptions and harassing, intimidating or even threatening phone calls

[Early on there were phone problems. – cw]

  • Email and/or snail mail tampering and computer hacking

[Read from my journal, Post 58 “Itchy Eyes & Computer Tampering,” then read Post #63 “Drugged” – cw]

  • In person direct face-to-face confrontations and warnings, and MIB (“Men in Black”) experiences.

[In my case it was a BIB, a “Blond in Black. See Post #102 “The Missing Pillowcase & the Beautiful Blond.” – cw]

  • Illegal break-ins to property, i.e. homes or vehicles

[Routinely. See Post #92 “Surveillance & Monthly Break-Ins.” – cw]

  • Abductions by ETs with human military personnel present or being “handed over” by ETs to military personnel
  • Abductions by human military with ETs present
  • Abductions by human military only without ETs present
  • Mind control procedures with intimidation, fear inducement, hypnosis, and drugs administered

[Oh yes! See Post #63 “Drugged,” Post #71 “The Physical Evidence – Puncture Marks,” and Post #100 “Blood & Guts in the Shower.” I also discovered that I was subjected to mind control protocols. See Post #150 and Post 151 ” “An Unsettling Discovery, Parts 1 & 2.”– cw]

  • Being “roughed up” or physically abused

[Much of the time. In fact, it’s a way I can tell them apart, visits by my ETs vs. those of Majestic. I have to wear knee braces to bed because they’re “wrenched” in the middle of the night if I don’t. Recently my left thumb was damaged in the same fashion. I have to wear a wrist brace now to immobilize it, until that heals. – cw]

  • Medical and genetic procedures, exploratory surgery, removal of possible alien fetuses, and possible cloning experiments

[Yes, see photos of my second scoop mark. When I received the first one, I was unemployed and didn’t have the money to buy a camera. Then refer to Post #4 “Audio Hallucinations, a Troubling Scar & Crystallized Blood” and Post #78 “I Don’t Remember Having Brain Surgery” for evidence of my unexplained surgeries. – cw]

  • Implants being removed or inserted by humans

[I also described my government implant in Post #78 – cw]

  • Testing and demonstration of psychic or paranormal abilities

[Again, without resorting to hypnosis, I wouldn’t know. – cw]

  • Involvement by intelligence “insiders” in the personal life of the abductee

[I’ve heard of this happening surreptitiously. As a result, I’m always cautious at first whenever someone new comes into my life. Let me take this opportunity to say something about people who confess to having PAST connections with the intelligence community. My step-father served in the Marine Corp. during WW II and whenever someone would refer to him as an “ex-Marine” he would correct them saying, “There is no such thing as an ex-Marine. Once you’ve gone through the training, you’re always a Marine.” I believe the same holds true with the various intelligence services. Once trained as a spook, it becomes a lifetime career. They can retire, but they can’t quit . . . much like the mafia. – cw]

(To be continued)

174: The Research of Melinda Leslie: Part 2

In this series of posts, I present the ground-breaking research of Melinda Leslie, a brave woman who investigates what she calls the re-abductions of ET abductees by a secret arm of our intelligence community. She’s written a comprehensive presentation of her work that she gives at UFO conventions around the country, and she has given me permission to republish it here in its entirety. (It’s also available at her website for a modest fee.) Because Melinda’s work touches on so much of what I’ve experienced directly, and on what has been communicated to me by Harold’s chorus of Grays, I’ve also added my comments that appear below her text in bold-italic type. Ms. Leslie has not reviewed my comments and they do not necessarily reflect her views.

Reprinted From: “The Covert-Ops’ Reverse-Engineering of Extraterrestrial Abductees” © 2010 Melinda Leslie

The Reverse-Engineering of ET Abductees

  • In what may ultimately prove to be some of the greatest evidence for the reality, importance and meaning of the UFO abduction scenario, extraterrestrial (ET) abductees are apparently being targeted by human covert-ops intelligence and/or military agencies.
  • If there is no such thing as ET abduction, then why is this happening to people who have nothing in their lives to warrant this kind of interest by human covert-ops agencies, other than that they claim to have experienced an ET abduction?
  • The experiences of harassment, surveillance and re-abductions suggests that there must be something very important about ET abduction and the abductees, or why all the time, energy, resources, and money being spent?

This research shows that a covert pursuit of developing extraterrestrial technologies, in combination with the military, economic and political gains that would be derived from such a pursuit, has resulted in making ET abductions a matter of National Security. Additionally, it provides immense insight into why an official disclosure of the UFO reality has not been forthcoming.

It would be a complete “dereliction of duty” if the National Security apparatus were not monitoring the abduction phenomenon, given the sheer numbers of people with abduction experiences worldwide, the totality of evidence for ET abductions, the advanced technology to be gained, and the implications of the very covert nature of abduction experiences.

This targeting, monitoring, and re-abduction of abductees by convert ops military and/or intelligence agencies may provide the strongest evidence for the reality of UFO abduction experiences.

[Melinda’s research points a spotlight at the dark underbelly of the UFO phenomenon, the involvement of government covert-ops agents in the re-abductions of ET “initiates.” (ET initiates are those Abductee/Experiencers who have been, or are being, taught the use of ET technology and/or given knowledge of ET plans and agendas. More on that, though, as Melinda’s presentation unfolds.) Her work gives credence to my story and the stories of others like me, who profess to be under the watchful eye of the government (or rather, a secret arm of the government) and harassed, even physically attacked, by its agents. – cw]

How Many ET Abductions are There?

The number of ET Abduction experiences is higher than you think and abductions have been going on longer than you know!

Many of the leading abduction researchers have upwards of 500 to 1,200 cases each, and growing. This includes international research.

  • Some worldwide abduction research and support organizations have cases in their files numbering over 10 thousand and more.
  • The abduction research community generally agrees that abductions may be happening to as much as 15% of the world’s population. The world’s population according to the US Census Bureau website, as of Feb. 2010 is over 6,801,350,000 people.
  • 15% of the world’s population is over 1,020,000,000 That’s one billion, twenty-million possible abductees!

[The logistics involved in monitoring over a billion people would is impossible given the present state of human technology, but for the ETs who can manipulate time (speed it up, slow it down, even stop and reverse it), such numbers wouldn’t present a problem. – cw]

  • Even if you take a more conservative view of 10% of the population you still have well over 680,000,000 people possibly being abducted?
  • Also, abductions go back in the genealogy of many abductee families 3 and 4 generations. I know of a family case going back 5 generations to the 1800’s where a great, grandmother wrote about it.

[My ET contacts (Harold’s chorus of Grays) have told me that they monitor family bloodlines back to their inception, the beginning of the human race. That’s why there are so many people involved in Alien Abduction. The original sampling at the beginning of time was probably small, but has grown to its present size because of the accumulative multiplying effect of the many generations that followed. – cw]

  • The Roper Poll conducted in 1991:
    • Question tacked on by Budd Hopkins, Prof. David Jacobs, and Ron Westrum with input by Dr. John Mack and Dr. John Carpenter.
    • According to the Roper organization the total respondents answering “yes” to the 5 key indicator questions used for determination was 2% of the sample. 2% of the 185,000,000 adult Americans represented in the poll’s sample is 3,700,000

[The poll was conducted in 1991, but published in 1992. If you Google it, be sure to include the year. Roper did another similar, but smaller Internet survey in 1999, but the earlier polling was done in “face to face” interviews in almost 6,000 homes across the country. – cw]

  • Abductions exist around the world! There are cases reported from everywhere; South America, Brazil, Russia, and all over Europe for example.
  • Anything happening to this many people, especially something taking place in such a covert manner as ET abductions, would have to be a matter of National Security!

When Did Covert-Ops Involvement Start?

In the same way that ET abductions are generational (going back in families) so too are covert-ops experiences:

  • I have adult cases that had covert-ops experiences when they were children and were taken by military along with their parents.
  • I have adult cases who discovered their parents had these types of experiences separately from them.
  • I have 4 cases where the abductees’ kids have experienced covert-ops experiences.       Some without their parents present!
  • Many of the cases have intelligence community connections going back on their family.       Many also include family members in aerospace, NASA, and covert or secret technology programs. Is there a connection?

[My father served in the OSS, the wartime intelligence agency of WWII – cw]

  • The experiences show that one of the prime reasons for the covert-ops involvement is for genetic study, so it makes sense to include families.

[That explains those ubiquitous “scoop marks” that many Abductee/Experiences find on various parts of their anatomy. They’re identical to what are called “punch biopsies” in Earthly medicine, which are a common way to collect DNA from a donor. It has long been thought that scoop marks are a sign of ET abduction. More likely that it’s done by Majestic’s doctors. Take a look at this photo of mine. – cw]

  • It has long been understood that genetics is a leading reason for ET abductions (i.e. production of hybrids), hence why a covert-ops interest.

[It’s not only the ETs. Majestic has their own ongoing hybrid program. See blog Post 155, Post 156 and Post 157, titled “The Original Human-Alien Hybrid Program. – cw]

Covert-ops abduction experiences go far back in abduction history and may exist in relatively high numbers:

  • From covert-ops involvement cases I’ve interviewed, and the cases of other researchers, data has emerged clearly showing these experiences going back in time to at least the early 1950’s if not prior.

[My personal “research” would push that back to at least 1946. – cw]

  • In a discussion with Kathieen Marden, co-author with Stanton Friedman of Captured: The Betty and Barney Hill UFO Experience, she explained that this case included the Hills having covert-ops involvement subsequent to their famous original 1961 abduction.       They experienced harassment, surveillance, a re-abduction of Barney, minder scenarios, and other elements typically found in my research. Researcher, Joe Montaldo, after listening to the original regression tapes of the Hills, made a controversial discovery that their initial experience may have happened in 2 parts over 2 day; one day an ET abduction and the other with military personal. Regardless, according to Kathleen, the Hills did have subsequent covert-ops involvement that continued long after the initial event!

[I think much of the history of modern human contact with ETs will have to be reexamined, in the light of Melinda’s research. – cw]

  • While reading Witness to Roswell by Don Schmitt and Tom Cary I noticed many profound similarities between the intimidation experiences described by many Roswell witnesses to abductees experiences. Covert-ops involvement with abductees is a current manifestation and continuation of an ongoing witness harassment and monitoring program that has existed throughout ufology history.       It’s business as usual!

Many abductees have experienced covert-ops involvement even if they don’t report it:

At a support meeting I mentioned my research and had assumed the group did not have many of these experiences or interest, but found out I was wrong. While sharing I noticed more than half of the 20 people present were nodding their heads hard in the affirmative and making facial expressions clearly implying they had experienced events similar to what I was describing. I was surprised by so many reactions. Additionally, the therapist leading this group had been unaware of the possible covert-ops experiences amongst their cases.

While attending a support group at a conference where various attendees share their experience, I noticed that some of these individuals were including covert-ops’ activities in their accounts. Struck by the number of people who were describing such events, I asked the group to raise their hands if they knew they had military involvement and 8 people did so. There were only 30 people present. Once again, I was surprised.

It’s important to note that these groups had a completely random sampling of abductees who had each experienced various forms of ET abduction and who were at different levels of acceptance of their ET experiences.

I can’t help but realize how surprised many abduction researchers, not to mention ufologists, would have been to see the number of responses. These random samplings represent a statistically bigger picture of covert-ops experiences. In the 2nd group, a total of 8 out of 30 abductees may have had involvement! This many cases would have staggering implications.

[The ratio of ET abductees who also have “covert-ops experiences” to the population of abductees at large is probably much higher than 8 to 30. There are undoubtedly those who don’t want to go public about their military harassment, as well as many who just haven’t yet become aware of their human abductors. In my own case, I’ve come to believe that “covert-ops agents” were coming into my bedroom in the middle of the night, even before I became aware of my ET visits in January of 1994. – cw]

Additionally, covert-ops abductees feel that other ET abductees and abduction researchers don’t understand the difficulty of living with these unique experiences. For example, covert-ops cases regularly express that their ET experiences are never as bad as their covert ones.

  • As expressed by one of my cases: “But out of all my experiences with varying alien beings, no experience has made me more angry than those that have involved the military.”
  • And as shared by another: “The aliens are never as bad as the military, the military are always much worse.”
  • Some of my cases have even asked the ETs for help, or feel they’ve received help from the ETs, in stopping their covert experiences.

[I don’t know if I could withstand Majestic’s continuing harassment, if it were not for the help I receive from my ETs. – cw]

(To be continued)

173: The Research of Melinda Leslie: Part 1 – Introduction

Throughout this blog I’ve posted many descriptions of my surveillance and harassment by a secret arm of our government that I call “Majestic.”1 For most people the idea that our government, secret or otherwise, would interfere in the lives of its citizens is so repugnant that they don’t even want to discuss it. Such talk is considered paranoid, unless of course you’re a terrorist, then the surveillance is justified.

Melinda Leslie is one of the few researchers who has focused on this type of government involvement in the lives of Abductee/Experiencers. I met Melinda a few years ago when I was writing my book, Abducted by Aliens. Knowing of the government connection in my case, Les Valez of OPUS introduced me to her. She is an Abductee/Experiencer herself, with stories of her own military involvement that are quite frankly pretty scary, including an incident when a gun was pointed to her head.

Ms. Leslie has a presentation of her research that she gives at various UFO gatherings around the country titled, The Covert-Ops’ Reverse-Engineering of Extraterrestrial Abductees, and offers a printed version of it for sale on her website.2

In this series of posts, I will attempt to summarize her thesis and compare it to my own experiences.

{To be continued}


1 The original blue-ribbon panel charged by President Truman with investigating the Roswell Incident in 1947 was supposedly named the “Majestic-12 Committee.” I surmise that that panel never disbanded, but continued in operation to coordinate the gathering of all information concerning UFOs and their occupants. Over the years it has undoubtedly changed its name, but I still use the word “Majestic” to describe the secret agency in charge of all things concerning UFOs, as well as the surveillance and harassment of Abductee/Experiencers.

 2 While we have all heard stories (from Bob Lazar and others) of the reverse-engineering of ET technology at Area 51, her title referring to the reverse-engineering of Abductees seems a bit confusing at first, until she explains it in the body of her presentation.

172: 24 Hours of Missing Time!

I originally posted this at my old website on May 31, 2011 – Chuck

I went bed at 10:30 in the evening. That was Sunday night. I got out of bed at 8 o’clock this morning, fully expecting to enjoy another day off from work because of the Memorial Day weekend. I was wrong. Wesley called earlier this morning and was surprised to discover that I was home. When he came by a few hours ago, he explained that he had thought I would have been at work because it was Tuesday. “Impossible,” I said, but a quick glance at my Outlook calendar confirmed it. Some time in the last 24 hours . . . I lost 24 hours.

I know that in the day to day routine, a person can loose track of time, sometimes so much so that a day can slip by without notice. In such circumstances, however, one can usually look back and remember the little details that distinguish one day from another and finally reconcile the time that has passed. Not so in this case. I have no memory of anything happening at all. I went to bed one day and woke up 24 hours later!

There is some collaborative evidence, however, to support my claim that this is a case of missing time . . . my cats and house plants.

I’m religious about putting down fresh water for my cats every day. Pywacket suffered from Urinary Track Infection a few years ago, and to prevent another episode he must drink enough water each day to keep the crystals that form in his bladder in solution. If not, they’ll solidify and block his urinary track (a very dangerous and costly condition). This afternoon I went to change their water and saw that it was nearly empty. The litter box hasn’t been cleaned, either. I evidently wasn’t around to do my kitty chores.

The house plants, which sit near the open window, were particularly thirsty this morning. It hasn’t been particularly warm out. Actually it’s been threatening showers, off and on, so the humidity has been high. One of the plants sits in a basin of water, which was also nearly empty. In addition to my cats, I apparently neglected my plants, as well.

I’ve had periods of missing time before (see Posts #10 and Post #86), but nothing for as long as a full day and night. Fortunately I have an understanding boss, so I’ll be able to take the time off as a vacation day, although I doubt he’ll buy my explanation.

171: U.S. Presidents on the Subject of UFOs

 Here are what some U.S. Presidents have had to say on the subject of UFOs and Aliens from space.

Harry S. Truman
“I can assure you the flying saucers, given that they exist, are not constructed by any power on earth.” – White House Press Conference, Washington DC, April 4, 1950.

 Gerald Ford
“No doubt, you have noted the recent flurry of newspaper stories about unidentified flying objects. I have taken special interest in these accounts because many of the latest reported sightings have been in my home state of Michigan… Because I think there may be substance to some of these reports and because I believe the American people are entitled to a more thorough explanation than has been given them by the Air Force to date, I am proposing that either the Science and Astronautics Committee or the Armed Services Committee of the House schedule hearings on the subject of UFOs and invite testimony from both the executive branch of the Government and some of the persons who claim to have seen UFOs… In the firm belief that the American public deserves a better explanation than that thus far given by the Air Force, I strongly recommend that there be a committee investigation of the UFO phenomena. I think we owe it to the people to establish credibility regarding UFOs and to produce the greatest possible enlightenment on this subject. – From a letter he sent as a Congressman to L. Mendel Rivers, Chairman of the Armed Services Committee, on March 28, 1966. 

Jimmy Carter
“I don’t laugh at people any more when they say they’ve seen UFOs.  It was the darndest thing I’ve ever seen. It was big, it was very bright, it changed colors and it was about the size of the moon. We watched it for ten minutes, but none of us could figure out what it was. One thing’s for sure I’ll never make fun of people who say they’ve seen unidentified objects in the sky. If I become President, I’ll make every piece of information this country has about UFO sightings available to the public and the scientists.” – At a Southern Governors Conference describing a UFO sighting he had in October of 1969 to reporters while campaigning in 1976.

 Ronald Reagan
“… when you stop to think that we’re all God’s children, wherever we may live in the world, I couldn’t help but say to him, just think how easy his task and mine might be in these meetings that we held if suddenly there was a threat to this world from some other species from another planet outside in the universe. We’d forget all the little local differences that we have between our countries and we would find out once and for all that we really are all human beings here on this earth together.” – White House transcript of “Remarks of the President to Fallston High School Students and Faculty,” December 4, 1985.

“In our obsession with antagonisms of the moment, we often forget how much unites all the members of humanity. Perhaps we need some outside, universal threat to make us recognize this common bond. I occasionally think how quickly our differences worldwide would vanish if we were facing an alien threat from outside this world.” – Speech to the United Nations General Assembly, Forty-second session, “Provisional Verbatim Record of the Fourth Meeting”, September 21, 1987.)

“I occasionally think how quickly our differences, worldwide, would vanish if we were facing an alien threat from outside this world.” – From a speech with President Mikhail Gorbachev, in 1988. He made almost the same comment on many occasions.

“I was in a plane last week when I looked out the window and saw this white light. It was zigzagging around.  I went up to the pilot and said, “Have you ever seen anything like that?” He was shocked and he said, “Nope.” And I said to him: “Let’s follow it!” We followed it for several minutes. It was a bright white light. We followed it to Bakersfield, and all of a sudden to our utter amazement it went straight up into the heavens.  When I got off the plane I told Nancy all about it. But we didn’t file a report on the object because for a long time they considered you a nut if you saw a UFO…” – 1974, Reagan was often quoted referring to the possibility of an alien threat.

George H. W. Bush
“I know some. I know a fair amount.” – George Bush replying in 1988 to a question about UFOs while campaigning to become President.”

Bill Clinton
“I want you to find the answers to two questions for me. One, who killed JFK. And, Two, are there UFOs? ” – From Friends in High Places, by Webster Hubbell, Clinton’s associate attorney general.

“As far as I know, an alien spacecraft did not crash in Roswell, New Mexico, in 1947. … If the United States Air Force did recover alien bodies, they didn’t tell me about it either, and I want to know.” – In reply to a letter from a child asking about the Roswell Incident.

“If we were being attacked by space aliens we wouldn’t be playing these kinds of games,” – Bill Clinton told educators visiting Washington D.C.

George W. Bush

“Sure I will,” – In a news conference on July 29, 2000, televised on CNN, George W. Bush reply when a citizen asked if he would tell the public “what the hell is going on” with UFOs. Bush indicated that vice-presidential candidate Dick Chaney would use his experience as Secretary of Defense to address the issue.

170: When Different Cultures Meet

It is thought that whenever a lower culture meets a higher culture, the lower culture will begin to disintegrate as it gives up its old values and way of doing things for the values of the higher culture and its new technologies. For many this is a bad thing, especially when it comes to alien contact.

In the early 1950’s, the CIA went to the Brookings Institute and asked them to consider the ramifications if humans were to come in contact with extraterrestrials. A prestigious panel that included famed anthropologist Margret Mead was formed to consider the question. Their final report forecasted cultural disaster following any exchanges with a more advanced civilization, and sited the examples of Montezuma of the Aztecs and the American Indian to prove their point.

It has long been held that when Cortez and his men landed in the new world, Montezuma thought him to be their ancient god, Quetzalcoatl, long prophesized to return and welcomed him with open arms. It was a fatal mistake, which resulted in his murder and the ultimate destruction of the Aztec civilization. And of course we all know how well the natives fared after Columbus “discovered” America.

Should lesser cultures be preserved intact like some museum piece, existing in isolation along side older and more advanced cultures? Or, do cultures naturally evolve by meeting other cultures and exchanging ideas? That appears to have been the way they developed here on Earth. As ancient civilizations expanded their original borders, they would bump into other established civilizations and either go to war, or trade their goods along with their cultural values and ideas.

I videotaped a documentary on TV back in the ‘80s called “First Contact.” It was about three brothers from Australia, who hiked deep into the interior of New Guinea in the early 1930s looking for gold. The documentary used film footage and photographs of the expedition shot by the brothers themselves. They took ninety “civilized” natives with them as carriers, and after they scaled what had thought before to be an impenetrable mountain range, they discovered several valleys nestled in between the mountains. These valleys were home to several million people who had never seen anyone beyond the mountains. The individual tribes they met kept within their boundaries, except when they went to war with a neighbor, and none knew of the world beyond their protected valleys. The brothers weren’t scientists, so they weren’t concerned about cultural contamination. They even took a young boy from one of the tribes on an airplane ride back to a city on the coast and then returned him to his family five days later, after showing him all sorts of modern wonders.

At the end of the documentary, the producers went back to the tribe as it now exists and showed them the completed film.   Many of the elders of the tribe were children when the first white men came to their valley and recognized themselves in the video, including the boy who flew in the airplane. It was an emotional experience for all. Some cried, others laughed in embarrassment to see themselves as they were long ago, naked, unabashed and naive about the modern world that existed around them. On one hand, the tribe had lost its old standards and values, but on the other it had gained knowledge of a larger universe. Isn’t the gaining of new knowledge supposed to be a good thing?

Are we to morn the loss of a culture as we do the loss of a species? I would hope not. A culture serves its people and shouldn’t be confused with the people themselves. It is fitting and proper that it evolves to meet the changing needs of its citizenry. People will readily discard what no longer works to accept new, more productive ways of doing things. It’s ludicrous to find nobility in an era when we beat our clothing on the rocks, when now we clean them in stainless steel washing machines. If you had asked those New Guinea natives if they would like to return to their old ways and leave the modern world behind, I’m sure that they would have responded in the negative. Who wants to go back to “beating their clothes on the rocks?”

NOTE: A prestigious three-day international conference was held in Washington, DC, in May of 1996, on the subject of Earth’s proper response, if and when it’s publicly revealed that we’re being visited by alien cultures. The “When Cosmic Cultures Meet” conference featured presentations by scientists, academics, governmental leaders, research professionals, military officers, journalists and religious spokespersons. Those who attended were in agreement of the need to prepare for extraterrestrial contact.

National security specialist, John L. Petersen of the Arlington Institute, compared the current shift in society and dramatic breakthroughs in energy sources and new technologies to the shift from the Middle Ages to the Enlightenment. Esteemed researcher and journalist, Michael Hesemann, speculated that ET contact could spark a second Copernican Revolution.1


1 Nexus Magazine, Volume 3, #3 (April-May 1996)

169: Depression

I’ve already written about two of the dreaded companions of many Abductee/Experiencers, fear and paranoia. (Post 154 and Post 159, respectively) Now I’m going to talk about the last of the triple threat, depression.

Wikipedia defines depression as “a state of low mood and aversion to activity that can affect a person’s thoughts, behavior, feelings and physical well-being. It may include feelings of sadness, anxiety, emptiness, hopelessness, worthlessness, guilt, irritability, or restlessness.”

The Centers for Disease Control and Prevention (CDC) released a report regarding the prevalence of depression in the United States. The findings showed that on average 9 percent of the US population met the criteria for depression during the study period, between 2006 and 2008.

Although people outside the UFO contact experience have bouts of depression for any number of reasons, the depressive episodes Abductee/Experiencers under go are ultimately about loosing control of one’s personal life and/or the feeling of being violated. For many Abductee/Experiencers ET contact is (at least at first) a shattering experience.   It’s meant to be. Paradigms aren’t shifted easily. A paradigm is supposed to be something that you can rely on, like the ground under your feet. If it shifts unexpectedly, you can lose your balance and fall. This can happen even when a person is unaware of their ET visits, and when it does many react with bouts of depression, sometime clinically severe.

Often these people seek psychiatric help and wind up in their local mental health system, misdiagnosed (usually with Bipolar Disorder1) and taking psychotropic prescription medications. If you suspect that your depression, which might be cyclic in nature, is due to ET contact experiences (especially if you don’t have the corresponding “highs” that characterize true Bipolar Disorder), then I suggest that you don’t go down that road. It’s likely to be a dead end and it won’t be easy to turn around and go back, once you’re in the system. A diagnosis of mental illness can haunt you for a lifetime. Don’t go there if you don’t have to.

That is, of course, unless you’re feeling suicidal. If that’s the case, then by all means seek professional help. Once you’re feeling better you can decide what to do, but such thoughts are hard to shake off. Call 911 right away. Don’t delay!

It may not just be the ETs that have you depressed. In an entry to my UFO journal dated August 5, 1994,  I reported a new round of depression that perplexed me at the time as to the cause.

“The old cycles of anxiety and depression have returned. But why? I had been free of them for several months now. I credited my recovery to a combination of good hypnotherapy and my having accepted the reality of my double life [with ETs]. I have even come to regard the visitors as my friends. So why am I now suddenly back at square one?”

At the time I wasn’t aware that humans were also taking me in the night. It was only three months later that I found that out. Afterwards I put two and two together and came up with . . . Majestic.2

But regardless of the reason, how can one cope with depression if not with pharmaceuticals? I found early on that writing about what was happening to me helped immensely. My UFO journal kept me sane. I strongly recommend that all Abductee/Experiencers keep a diary. Rereading it now and then can keep you grounded, and it helps to be reminded of how you got to where you are.

Support groups are another way to combat depression for the Abductee/Experiencer. Being with those who understand and hearing their similar stories can help pull one from the depths of despair. If a UFO support group is unavailable in your area, OPUS3 facilitates one online, where one email goes to everyone in the group, and you can respond or not depending on how you feel.


 1 In my opinion, one of the overly misdiagnosed conditions is “bipolar disorder,” or what used to be called “manic depressive syndrome. This is a mental imbalance defined by alternating periods of elevated mood and energy levels with periods of depression. Genetic factors are thought to contribute substantially to the likelihood of developing bipolar disorder, and environmental factors are also implicated.

   Unfortunately, at least in the United States, medicine is all about money and that also contributes to misdiagnosis. There’s lots of money to be made with any long tern illness, physical or mental. The doctor has a guaranteed patient, and the pharmaceutical companies make money from every pill prescribed.

2 Majestic is my term for the organization housed deep inside the intelligence community that is in charge of everything related to UFOs, including the surveillance and harassment of Abductee/Experiencers.

3 Organization for Paranormal Understanding and Support

168: Conversations with ETs: Part 3 – Earth is a School

168: Conversations with ETs: Part 3 – Earth is a School

In my last installment in this series, I described how the Grays are higher beings charged with maintaining the mechanism of Reincarnation. They have been with mankind from the beginning of time, having made Homo Sapiens as a species of “shells”1 (their word) to receive the souls that they recycle. That’s why they know us so well. They created us, and the world on which we live.

Earth was seeded with life so that it could be used as a “school” where souls incarnate in order to gain the experience necessary to advance to higher orders of consciousness. There are many other planets that host sentient life, but none evidently with as large an emotional base as the human race. Harold was told that while other life forms may be capable of two or three emotional responses, they have nowhere near the broad range of feelings that we do. It is the wide range of emotions that we can draw on in any situation that allows us to have and exercise “free choice.” We have the ability to choose different ways to react and that creates multiple possibilities. Souls that want to take the “fast track” to consciousness rising elect to incarnate on Earth, but it’s not easy. Earth is a tough school and recognized as such throughout the galaxy. Only the most determined chose to be born here.

Because of the importance that higher beings place on Earth and its inhabitants, no hostile aliens are allowed to interfere in the affairs of men. There is a Star Trek like “Prime Directive” in place and it’s just not permitted. But what then to make of the stories of aliens seen working along side humans in underground bases? Harold and I put that question to his chorus of Grays. Any aliens seen working with humans were cloned, using bodies retrieved from UFO crash sites. They are soulless beings, not having gone through the reincarnation process, and are completely under the control of Majestic.2

Which leads me to restate what I’ve said before, but needs to be as widely understood as possible. There are NO hostile aliens visiting Earth. Any stories to the contrary are either out right pieces of disinformation or hysterical interpretations of the available evidence. No less a personage than Dr. Wernher von Braun, the man in charge of our space program up to and including Armstrong’s historic walk on the moon, said so!

Dr. Carol Rusin was von Braun’s protégé and she has stated in several interviews that he told her numerous times that the Military-Industrial complex has a phony list of four external threats to the United States that would be used to support their funding. The first, the Communist Threat, was already well under way at the time. The second was to be a Terrorist Threat, followed by an Asteroid Threat, and after that would come the threat of an alien invasion. While each of these “threats” was supposed to stimulate military spending, the Alien Threat was meant to also support their control of space. Von Braun had wanted her to work to ban space-based weapons so that international treaties against their use would be in place by the time the Alien Threat was scheduled to be brought into play. According to Dr. Rusin, he told her on several occasions that human contact with many different kinds of Extraterrestrials was already a reality, and that “none of them are hostile.”


1   The Grays have never used the word “container” when referring to the human body. That word was most likely coined by Majestic so that they could determine the source of any report that used it. Those that refer to “shells” are considered genuine, while those that use the word “container” are known to originate from one of their own disinformation sources.

2           Majestic obtained advanced genetic technology from the Grays in the 1940s as part of a cooperative effort to create a Human-Gray hybrid. The two sides had a falling out that resulted in the Roswell Incident and Majestic has been at war with UFOs and their occupants ever since. (See blog Post 155, Post 156 and Post 157, titled “The Original Human-Alien Hybrid Program.”)

167: Conversations with ETs: Part 2 – The Grays

 I was able to find out a little more about the species of ET known as The Grays. When I asked, Harold’s chorus confirmed my suspicion that they work to perpetuate the Mechanism of Reincarnation.   (In my book, Abducted by Aliens, I document how I came to this startling conclusion.) It is the duty of the small gray ETs to genetically create and maintain the “shells,” our individual physical bodies, into which they place the souls about to be reborn.1 They are masters of genetics and have replicated themselves throughout our galaxy in many variations. I asked the chorus directly and they confirmed my suspicions that the Human Race is one of their creations. Actually, the Grays were not the only ETs to have a hand in the making of Humans. The three scientific classifications of man (Occidental, Oriental and Negroid.) are actually mixtures of three different Alien DNA strands with a species of primitive primate. The “missing link,” for which anthropologists have long been looking, is in fact a Gray. Although the Grays admit that they are one of the three Alien races that used their own DNA to create Homo Sapien Sapien (modern man), the other two Alien donor-species have chosen thus far to remain anonymous.

The Grays, the ETs with whom most Abductee/Experiencers come in contact, are cloned to their specific purpose and are awakened with full memory of their previous incarnations. It is how they propagate their species. Whether or not they started out with emotions and later discarded them (much like the Vulcans did in “Star Trek”), or never had them to begin with, the Grays have recently created through their own Human-Gray hybrid program2 a new generation of themselves with the full base of human emotions.

But they ran into problems along the way.

When a Human-Gray hybrid is created, if it turns out looking like a human, the baby is left with human parents on Earth to grow up. (We were told that many wind up in orphanages.) Until recently, if it looked like a Gray it was raised with the Grays. This proved disastrous, however. Not having any direct experience with emotions and only a clinical understanding of the differences between them, the ETs supervising the program didn’t foresee the need for emotional bonding between parent and child. (Like the humans they created, sometimes they don’t consider “unforeseen consequences.”) Bud Hopkins and others have reported descriptions of these children, who moved lethargically and appeared almost emaciated. Some were bald, others had patches of hair. The human mothers were brought together with their hybrid offspring in a last-ditch effort to repair the psychological damage done to them, due to their emotional neglect. Although some reacted favorably and attempted to do what they could to nurture their young, many others recoiled in disgust at the thought of holding their alien looking children.

Now, I was told by Harold’s chorus, things are done differently. The Gray looking hybrid babies are being given to human foster parents, who raise them on other planets. They didn’t elaborate as to whether or not the humans left Earth voluntarily or not. At first, I assumed that they went willingly. To me, it made no sense to take someone against their will and then ask them to raise a child that looked like their abductor. The parent would naturally be resentful. And besides, there’s no limit to the number of human volunteers who would jump at the chance to live off-world for such a “worthy cause.” I decided to ask them directly to confirm my reasoning on the subject.   I was surprised by their answer.

“If the humans see the child as human, and not as a Gray . . . ”They didn’t finish the sentence, but the implication was clear. Regardless of how the humans leave Earth, willingly or not, they’re manipulated into believing that they are raising a human child instead of a Gray.

But again, there were unforeseen consequences when the first generation of Grays with emotions matured and took their place alongside their unemotional cousins. With all the attention they were given, and the importance they saw placed on the hybrid program, of which they were the end result, the new Gray looking hybrids felt themselves superior to the others. (Now that’s all we need, Grays with attitude!)

Harold and I found that his chorus will often evade a question if they don’t want to answer it directly. The ETs didn’t actually answer the question of “how” those Human foster parents left Earth. But, I wouldn’t take their silence on that subject as a confession to anything. While the chorus has been surprisingly forthcoming on several subjects and have answered some specific questions that I’ve asked, Harold and I found that they will remain silent (a) when it’s in their best interests to do so, (b) when Humans “wouldn’t understand the answer” (their words), or (c) when the ETs are told to keep quiet by Beings higher than themselves. (There is a definite hierarchy in the Heavens above us.)

At first the answers we received to our questions often seemed ambiguous or even contradictory. Now whenever Harold submits a question to his chorus he has them “vote,” so that we can have a better feel for the validity of the answer they give. They’ll report back to him on the percentages of “yes,” “no” and “undecided” amongst their ranks on any particular question.

The tall Grays are what have been called throughout the centuries, “Guardian Angels.” They are assigned to a human individual for their lifetime and facilitate all the major life events that have been “programmed” to unfold, beginning (obviously) with the person’s birth. Later on, at the onset of puberty, a follow-up visit is scheduled to monitor the hormonal changes taking place. Another major human life event of concern to the Grays comes when the individual is of an age that they can start a family. For Abductee/Experiencers the selection of a mate is seldom, if ever, left to chance.

Originally the Greek god Cupid shot his arrows, not to create feelings of love between two people, but instead, strong feelings of lust. The ancient pagan festivals that honored that horny little deity always ended in revelry and sex orgies. Cupid was in fact a Gray! Creating feelings of heavy lust between two people whose DNA is considered to be a good match, is their favorite method of bringing people together for procreation. For them, it’s all about getting the next generation born, moving that DNA on down the line.

Some of the family lines that are monitored go back to the creation of civilization itself, to the first cities that man built after trading in his old nomadic existence for the food surpluses that an agricultural life could offer. Abraham, the patriarch of the Hebrews was born in Ur, the first documented city ever built, and Jews as a people have long been of special interest to the ETs. People of Scottish or Celtic ancestry also are tracked because of their ancient lineage. It was recently discovered that the gene for red hair came down to us from Neanderthal Man, who we now know lived along side Modern Man and mated with them, before dying out as a parallel species. Indigenous peoples the world over are also candidates for long-term monitoring by the Grays.

Many people have reported seeing Grays working with humans in underground bases. I’ve never given such stories much credence, thinking they were just retellings of old disinformation pieces. I decided to ask Harold’s chorus, non-the-less, and was surprised by the answer they gave. The Grays that are seen working with the military are from clones created using DNA taken from bodies recovered from downed saucers. They are soulless creatures (not having been infused with one), and are raised by Majestic to further their interests.

I’ll pass on more of what I’ve learned from Harold’s chorus of Grays in future posts, so “stay tuned.”


 1 I was told that a person’s body is crafted to fit the soul that it will host, much like a glove is made to fit a hand.

2 Not to be confused with the ORIGINAL Human-Alien Hybrid program that the Grays helped Majestic to start in the 1940s. For a full description of that project and how I was led to uncover the facts behind this amazing story, read blog Post 155, Post 156, and Post 157.

166: Conversations with ETs: Part 1 – Introduction

This is a new series of posts where I’ll describe what I’ve learned from my weekly visits with a very good friend of mine, who also happens to channel a chorus of ETs. These sessions with unseen entities revealed some surprising new information, which I’ll present here for the first time.

First, let me provide some background.

Harold has been my friend now for 16 years, my having met him in 1994, the same year that I began my Awakening. At that time I led a small circle of magicians called “The Order of the Scarab Beetle,” and taught the art of Ritual Magick1 to anyone who wanted to learn, if they could but pass my initial interview. Although, Harold was eager to learn and willing do anything I might ask of him toward that end, I had to send him away.

During the interview, Harold quite candidly referred to the psychotropic prescription medications he was taking. At that point I had no choice but to end the interview and advise him to have nothing to do with Magick, or any other method of contacting unseen spirits. There would come a time during his studies with me, I told him, when he would begin to come in contact with very real, unseen entities, and that if he was already hearing voices, as he readily admitted, then how would he discern the difference once those real entities began to communicate with him? He was devastated, but I felt that I had no choice in the matter. I had to be true to my ethics as a teacher. Magick is a powerful force and shouldn’t be wielded, but by the most grounded of people.

About a week later, I received a phone call from Harold’s psychiatrist. He explained that Harold had given him permission to call me and advocate on his behalf. I told the doctor what I had told Harold, that I taught Ritual Magick and that my students would be expected to at some point in their training to be able to communicate with very real, but invisible, sentient beings. “How could I in good conscience,” I asked, “teach someone to do this while they’re taking psychotropic medications?”

The doctor responded by saying that, although he didn’t know anything about Ritual Magick per say, he did understand the importance of ritual in a person’s life and asked again if I might reconsider. After I declined a second time, he offered a compromise. “Would I let Harold into my circle, if he would agree beforehand to leave if I later thought it best that he do so?” he asked. Under those conditions, I accepted Harold as a first-degree student in the “Order of the Scarab Beetle.” That was sixteen years ago.

About three and a half years ago Harold and his partner, Phoenix, were living with me and my two cats in my studio apartment. They had decided earlier to move to Tennessee to be near Phoenix’s family, but while in route they were robbed of all their money and possessions. They limped back to San Francisco, but they had given up their apartment and had nowhere to go. Harold and Phoenix were my house guests for three months, until they found another place to live.

(As an aside, let me say that Harold is not his birth name. It is a name that I gave him, because in so many ways he is “The Herald,” that person who runs ahead and announces our coming, and in doing so is the first person to see “the new land.”)

Harold is one of three psychics who I know personally. I describe the other two in my book Abducted by Aliens (available as a FREE download) and Harold in particular in Post 157. Harold has a chorus of voices (real ones) that advise him, and on occasion they’ll also answer questions. During those months when he lived with me, though, Harold opened up tremendously and the voices became very talkative. Every night when I came home and after Phoenix retired to his mattress in the hallway (I live in a studio apartment), Harold and I would sit together and he’d open himself up psychically. Oh, the fantastic things his chorus told us!

Since Harold and Phoenix moved out, Harold continues to visit me at least one evening a week for a couple of hours. Sometimes during his visits, an invisible being will “walk” into Harold and communicate with me directly. They can only stay a few seconds, because it takes a lot out of Harold. He describes it as they’re having giant astral bodies and that they have a hard time fitting inside his smaller frame. When they do leave, it takes a few seconds for Harold to recover.

Who are these beings? Harold saw several different Alien races represented when I asked that question. They’re normally invisible, but not to Harold. He now gets visuals, as well as voices. He looks up and sees them seated around him in a gallery of sorts, like one might find in a teaching hospital’s operation theater. This is a major development and now a permanent part of his enhanced psychic awareness, but more on that later.

Harold’s chorus is now made up entirely of Grays, although he has seen other ETs in attendance. He’s seen a tall Praying Mantis and felt the presence of a being who he calls one of the “Elders,” the few remaining members of the first race of sentient beings in our galaxy.

Harold’s ETs reminds me of the classic “Greek Chorus” of those ancient plays we had to read in college. They were a theatrical device of the time, invented by the Greeks, where a group of players would comment directly to the audience on the scene unfolding before them. Interestingly enough, there is also a tradition in Orthodox Judaism that says that everyone goes throughout life with “an entourage of spirits” following them wherever they go. Harold can see and talk with his.

I want to say that I fully expect the reader to be skeptical about the information being offered in this series. I, too, am normally very reticent to accept “channeled” information as being genuine. I believe that in the vast majority of cases, channelers are either out-and-out frauds, or at best are deluding themselves. That being said, though, much of what Harold’s chorus of voices has told us was later confirmed (independently, without knowledge of what Harold had said), by one or both of my other psychic friends.

In my next post I’ll describe what Harold and I learned from his chorus about The Grays and their ongoing Human-Alien hybrid program.

(To be continued)


1 For a full explanation of the spiritual path I’ve chosen for myself, please read Post 123, titled, “Test #3 – A Test of Character (Part One).”

165: Abduction 101: The Grays and Their Amazing Abilities

The “Grays” are the ETs with who most Abductee/Experiencers are in contact. They have large heads and generally are depicted as having very large black eyes. There seems to be two main varieties, the small Gray, about 3 to 3 ½ feet tall and the tall Gray, who appear to supervise the smaller ones, and are between 4 and 5 feet in height.

Unlike the other 70 different species of Extraterrestrials said to be visiting Earth, the Grays have abilities that seem like magick to us. Here is a list of some of the incredible things that the Grays are known to be able to do.

 1. They can materialize out of thin air. I know because I actually saw two of them do just that in my bedroom on June 11, 1994. {See Post 39} There have been reports that suggested that they have that ability, such as seeing a chorus line of Grays come out of a closet, as Whitley Strieber reported. (My father also saw Grays walk out of his closet, (Post 105) The point being, how did they get in the closet in the first place, if they didn’t “beam” in there?

I saw them form over a period of about a minute or so. I kept my eye on one the whole time, except for the brief period when I closed them and counted to five before opening them again (in the customary fashion), just to make sure I was seeing something real. The second Gray was just in my peripheral vision. It was the best confirmation I could have hoped for. It proved that my abduction experiences were real, and not just the product of an over excited imagination.

 2. The Grays can paralyze people, freezing them where they stand. This widely reported paralyzing affect can be broken, however, by extreme expressions of emotion. In a book that Budd Hopkins wrote with his wife Carol Rainey, Sight Unseen: Science, UFO Invisibility and Transgenic Beings, he describes an incident where a farmer was trying to protect his wife from some Grays (who were projecting screen images of themselves as being “very short . . . very agile” humans) by swinging a chain at them. As long as his anger was raging, they couldn’t control him. In the incident where I saw two Grays materialize in my bedroom, I was immediately frozen when I tried to leap from my bed. I started to black out, but before I did I screamed in my mind, “No God damn it!” and that broke their hold on me.

 3. The Grays can levitate people. Again pioneering researcher, Budd Hopkins, in his book, Witnessed: the True Story of the Brooklyn Bridge UFO Abductions, wrote about an incident in Manhattan where a woman was levitated out her apartment window and up into a flying saucer, in full view the cars on the Brooklyn Bridge. I’ve also read where Abductee/Experiencers were levitated up out of their beds and through the roof of their homes, which brings me to the next amazing ability that the Grays have.

4. They can walk through solid objects. A number of Abductee/Experiencers reported being able to walk through walls when in the company of their Grays. These were physical abductions and not out-of-body experiences.

5. The Grays can appear to be almost anything, putting up screen images in place of what human eyes really see. Owls and insects are visual illusions that they often used to disguise themselves. (I woke up one time on a table with “insects” buzzing around me. (See Post 87)

 6. They can relieve a person’s physical pain, as well as instill feelings of love and deference with their deep hypnotic stare. Their powers of mind control are considerable.

 7. The Grays will sometimes heal people in extraordinary ways. I’ve described several healings I’ve received from my Grays. (Post 5, Post 36, Post 80 and Post 81)

 8. The Grays can manipulate time and space. I’ve read of several incidents where this appears to have happened. Strieber described taking a freeway off ramp once and winding up driving in a very alien looking neighborhood. Back in the mid 1990’s Budd Hopkins wrote in his newsletter of an abduction at a poolside party, where the Abductee was led past the other partygoers who were frozen in place. They appeared to be “switched off,” like someone had paused a DVD. I described my own incident of missing time in bumper-to-bumper, traffic while going through the longest tunnel in northern California. (See Post 86)

That the Grays can do such fantastic things is not in dispute. What we don’t know for sure is if they’re done using advanced technological devices, or if the Grays can achieve such results using just the power of their mind. Perhaps it’s a little of both.

164: Abduction 101: The Basic Elements of Alien Abduction

Alien Abduction has always been at the outer fringes of the UFO community. In the early years of UFO research, attention was focused on lights in the sky and the occasional physical evidence of a landing, such as a burned circular area at the landing site or damage done to nearby tree tops. Reports of being taken aboard a flying craft were largely dismissed by serious researchers as the fantasies of UFO “enthusiasts.” But the reports of direct contact with ETs from all over the world kept piling up, and they began to sound very similar to each other in many respects.

Most people have seen the movie, Close Encounters of the Third Kind. The movie took its title from the classifications of Close Encounters (CEs), as described by Dr. J. Allen Hynek. Here is his list.

Close Encounters if the First Kind (CE-1): A sighting of a UFO.

Close Encounters if the Second Kind (CE-2): An observation of a UFO with associated physical effects from the UFO, including heat or radiation, damage to terrain, interference with engines or TV or radio reception, frightened animals, etc.

Close Encounters if the Third Kind (CE-3): An observation of UFO occupants. Dr. Hynek was reluctant at first to include this classification, but here were just too many such reports and he felt that he couldn’t ignore them.

Not included in Hynek’s original list of Close Encounters is CE4: Alien Abduction. As with the CE-3 observations, there were just too many reports of actual ET contacts in bedrooms all across America that the fact of Alien Abduction had to be researched.1

CE-4 has, over the years, attracted the keen interest of UFO researchers, for it has the greatest potential to answer the important questions, where do they come from , why are they here, and what do they want from us. Here is some of what we’ve learned about Alien Abduction.

Its generational, meaning if you’re involved in this phenomenon, then it’s quite likely that your parents are too, and that your grandparents were, and your great grandparents, etc, etc, etc. Accidental encounters such as apparently happened to Travis Walton, are extremely rare.

UFOology has generally accepted that there are approximately 70 different species of sentient life visiting Earth, and not all of them apparently are extraterrestrials.2 Some (specifically the Grays) appear to easily pass between the physical world (what we call reality) and the ethereal plane of existence, an invisible dimension that co-exists along side our material plane. It’s perhaps better to call these beings interdimensionals, instead of extraterrestrials. Many night-time abductions (or visits) appear to take place out-of-body, where the spirit of the person is taken while the physical body is left in bed undisturbed. These encounters take place on the ethereal (or astral) plane.

Over the years, UFO research has apparently uncovered two different agendas of the Grays, the species of ET most often reported.3

  1. The monitoring of specific family bloodlines (the generational aspect mentioned earlier): Most Abductee/Experiencers don’t know that they’re in contact with ETs. They live their lives totally unaware of their periodic medical “check-ups” conducted by beings not of this Earth (or dimension). These human subjects are a link in a family chain that reaches back millennia in time, and are being monitored because of their DNA strand. Those ubiquitous scoop marks often reported by Abducted/Experiencers are identical to earthly “punch biopsies” used to take DNA samples.

Specific groups of people are apparently monitored more than others. Native Americans and indigenous people the world over are prime candidates, as are the Celtic and Irish with their direct ties to Neanderthal Man. We recently discovered, for example, that the gene for red hair comes directly from the Neanderthals, who lived along side and mated with Homo Sapiens, before dying out as a parallel species. (For a bloodline, you cant’ get older than that!) The fact that the Grays are keeping track of the overall physical health of these ancient genetic strands, suggests how long they’ve been interacting with humans.

The Human-Alien Hybrid Program: This part of the ET agenda was a long time in being recognized. The pioneering research of Budd Hopkins uncovered a disquieting fact, that many pregnant women were being “robbed” of their fetuses. These pregnancies had been verified through ultrasound imaging, and some fetuses were taken as late as in the seventh month. The poor women were often accused of aborting their children by their obstetricians, even though there was no physical evidence of such a procedure. Some Abductee/Experiencers, such as Betty Andreasson-Luca, described seeing fetuses floating in large clear containers, while aboard a UFO. There were also reports of women being taken aboard a UFO and shown their hybrid children, in an apparent effort to get them to bond with one another. For whatever reason, the Grays are creating a Human hybrid variation of themselves.


  1. Another aspect of this phenomenon that has only recently been acknowledged by UFO researchers is the intensifying of spiritual or religious feelings on the part of Abductee/Experiencers. The late Dr. John Mack, Professor of Psychiatry at Harvard put it this way, “The third dimension of the abduction phenomenon might variously be defined as ‘growth engendering,’ or ‘spiritual.’ One of the most intense debates in this field occurs around the question of whether these changes in the psyche of the experiencers – no researchers seem to deny that such change, even transformation, does in fact occur in some cases – is an intrinsic aspect of the phenomenon, even its ‘purpose’ or ‘intention,’ or is instead a kind of by-product, reflecting human creativity, resilience, and adaptability in the face of the traumatic challenge, or is even the result of alien trickery or deception.”4 Of all the different components of the Abduction phenomenon, the spiritual aspect will probably prove the most troublesome for researchers.

So are you an Abductee/Experiencer? To help you answer that question, here are 13 of the most common indicators of a Close Encounter of the Fourth Kind, a “test” for Alien Abduction.

  1. A “Missing Time” episode, memories of an incident where there was an apparent jump in time.
  2. Night Terrors,” waking up abruptly in the middle of the night with heart racing, or have nightmares about UFOs or Aliens.
  3. Night-Time Sleep disorders, such as chronic insomnia. Might not be able to sleep but a few hours at a time during the night, but can usually sleep more soundly during the day.
  4. A feeling of pressure on the body, or waking up to a “tingling” or “burning” feeling.
  5. Unexplained physical marks, such as bruises, scars, scabs, scrapes, puncture marks or scoop marks. These usually don’t hurt, although they often look as if they should.
  6. Memories of seeing a UFO.
  7. Fear or anxiety of UFOs or Extraterrestrials.
  8. Memories of a close encounter, or communication with something strange or unusual.
  9. Unexplained or “spontaneous” healings.
  10. Feelings of being watched or monitored.
  11. A personal sense of mission, or a change in consciousness or personality.
  12. Heightened feelings of compassion, or spirituality.
  13. Heightened psychic ability.

NOTE: Be aware that some of these signs of Alien Abduction are often interpreted as symptoms of mental illness.


 1   In 1992 Robert Bigelow commissioned a survey by the Roper Organization to determine how many people share the most common indicators of Alien Abduction. The result suggested that 7 million Americans (2% of the population) might be involved in the phenomenon. Note: If you Google it, be sure to include the year. Roper did another smaller Internet survey in 1999, but the 1992 polling was done in “face to face” interviews in almost 6,000 homes across the country.

2   (The number 70 came originally from Betty Andreasson-Luca, probably the most well documented Experiencer to date. Her story was chronicled in a series of books by UFO researcher, Raymond E. Fowler.)

3   In Europe it used to be the Reptilians who were most often reported seen, but that changed in the last couple of decades and it’s now the Grays.

4 John Mack, Passport to the Cosmos: Human Transformation and Alien Encounters, New York, NY: Crown Publishers, 1999

163: Hollywood Prepares the Public for Contact (Part 3)

Hollywood’s optimistic view of ET contact was continued into the 1970s and early ‘80s with Steven Spielberg’s Close Encounters of the Third Kind in 1977, followed by ET, The Extraterrestrial in 1982. As reported by author Bruce Rux, Jenny Randles [a British UFO researcher] was told by a high-ranking individual in the House of Lords that Hollywood films, such as Close Encounters of the Third Kind were part of an educational program, “financed by the right money being placed in the correct hands at the appropriate time.”1

Rux went on to say that “Jimmy Carter, who included a promise of full disclosure of UFO information in his election campaign, spent twenty million dollars on ‘research’ of the topic that almost certainly went into the dissemination program, as is evidenced by the number of excellent movies on the subject that came out during his term as president.”

Was this shift in Hollywood’s attitude toward space aliens, from the rubber-suited space monsters of the 50’s and early 60’s to the more realistic offerings of the late 60’s through the early 80’s, a reflection of a change in thinking among those in charge of the UFO cover-up? It does correspond with the change in administrations, from the Eisenhower/Nixon years to Kennedy/Johnson. (It seems that Nixon, Ford and Carter continued the trend.) Keep in mind that movies take a long time to make. From the first draft of the script to the first pubic viewing of a high budget, full length motion picture can typically take four years or more. (Sequels are often made in two years, but that’s to best take advantage of the public’s memory of the original and they often suffer as a result of the haste in which they’re made.).

During the Clinton administration, however, Hollywood’s opinion of ETs changed again, with the movies Independence Day (1996) and Mars Attacks (also 1996). During the Bush administration, we saw continued negative spin on the subject of Alien contact with the remake of the 1950s sci-fi invasion classic War of the Worlds in 2006. In each of these movies, all that the aliens want to do is to kill us.

The first major media offering about Alien Abduction was not seen in movie theaters, but instead on TV screens in millions of homes across America, with the Sci-Fi Channel’s broadcast in 2002 of Steven Spielberg’s Taken. At a staggering cost of 45 million dollars, the 14 hour long mini-series was gripping television for most Americans who tuned in, but real Abductee/Experiencers didn’t see much that was familiar to them reflected in the script. Almost everything depicted in the series was made up out of whole cloth. (I wrote a review of Taken years ago and might dust it off and post it here sometime soon.)

Interestingly enough, Mr. Spielberg seemed to have had little, if anything to do with the production. Aside from his name on the title, there is hardly anything at all to connect him with the project. He didn’t write it, didn’t direct it and didn’t produce it. It appears that he didn’t even visit the set!2 He certainly didn’t need the money, so why did he allow his name to be associated with a project with which he had no creative connection?

Even the remake of War of the Worlds was a less than stellar offering from the world’s foremost moviemaker. Although he did direct this one, his heart obviously wasn’t in it. The finished product was a polished, technically well made movie but, aside from being a more faithful rendering of the book than the original movie, it was utterly without creative merit, and this from the most creative mind in Hollywood. The motivations of the characters just weren’t believable. When the streets of the city begin erupting giant alien eggs, with concrete flying everywhere, the Tom Cruise character with his little daughter in hand tries to get closer to get a better look, instead of backing off from an obviously dangerous situation. But the worst is the ending. Early on his son is apparently killed when he ventures to close to the Aliens, but at the end of the movie, we’re supposed be overjoyed see that he somehow miraculously survived to make it all the way to grandma’s house. (What a cop out!)

The question has to be why. Why did Spielberg allow his name to be used to promote Taken, when he apparently had nothing to do with the project, and why did he even bother to remake War of the Worlds, a Science Fiction classic, if he didn’t work to make it believable?

I suspect the answer is this. Any up-and-coming movie director is eventually approached by the intelligence community with a Faustian proposal. The rising young star is wined, dined, flattered and given inside information about the “real” Alien presence on Earth. He is then asked to help prepare the public by agreeing to make a movie on the subject. For a young Steven Spielberg flush with the success of Jaws, to be asked to make Close Encounters of the Third Kind by the government as a prelude to official disclosure must have seemed like the opportunity of a lifetime.

His Close Encounters of the Third Kind, and E.T., the Extraterrestrial were enthusiastic offerings. But when the “spin” from Majestic turned, and Hollywood’s job was to make space Aliens objects of fear, Spielberg’s heart wasn’t in it. His pact with the intelligence community was something he couldn’t walk away from, however, so he fought back passively by having nothing personally to do with the production of Taken (other than give up his name), and by doing a lackluster job with War of the Worlds.

I believe that another possible example of this kind of collaboration between Majestic and young filmmakers could be that of M. Night Shyamaian, who made Hollywood sit up and take notice, first with The Sixth Sense and then Unbreakable. Then, for his third major film project, he made Signs, a film starring Mel Gibson about crop circles and (sigh) malevolent invading Space Aliens. A clue as to unseen influences in the making of that movie might be the design of the circle that was depicted. It’s just too simplistic. Real crop circles are very complicated pictographs that can’t be duplicated in the middle of the night by drunken frat boys using wooden planks, which is the explanation being offered in the disinformation media. With the state of Hollywood’s special effects, it would have been easy to show a complex design, but a realistic depiction of crop circles would not have served Majestic’s interests.

So will it be “Space Brothers” or “Space Invaders?” It’s the invasion scenario that seems to be playing out in movie theaters at present. We’ll have to wait and see what the Obama administration will help produce in the way of Science Fiction offerings for TV and the movies. __________________________________________________________________________

1 Hollywood Vs. the Aliens: The Motion Picture Industry’s participation in UFO Disinformation, by Bruce Rux; Frog, Ltd., Berkeley, CA; © 1997 by author; p.168.

2 The disk of bonus features in the DVD collection of Taken offers many behind the scenes video clips, but none showing Spielberg on the set. One would think that if there had been any such footage available to the editor, he would have certainly used it. There is an interview with Spielberg sitting in front of a star field that is included, but he only talks about his views on space travel, aliens and the like, and never even mentions his mini-series, “Taken.”

162: Hollywood Prepares the Public for Contact (Part 2)

While Hollywood’s take on Alien contact in late 50s and early 60s was definitely negative, many of the films of that era foreshadowed elements of the UFO phenomenon years before they surfaced in the public consciousness. Perhaps the best example of this (at least as concerns Alien Abduction) is, Mars Needs Women, a low budget film released in 1961. Presented in a straight forward documentary style, it was surprisingly accrete in its treatment of Alien Abduction, four years before the case of Betty and Barney Hill was made public.

In the movie, the Air Force intercepts a message from the planet Mars and translates it to read, “Mars Needs Women.” At first it’s thought to be a joke, until women actually begin to show up missing. Martians appear at an airbase to tell the military (and the audience) that they need to take human females to help them reproduce, because Mars is a dying planet. The military accuse them of overt actions of abduction and war, for which the aliens apologize, but their need outweighs earthly concerns and they display their superiority, warning the Air Force not to interfere. The generals are left fuming and impotent. The press uncovers the story and the government lets them publish it. It’s interesting to note that in this movie the public reacts with calm and reasoned discussion of the issue, instead of with panic as depicted in other science fiction films of the period. The government uncovers a disturbing fact, though. The Martians are using hypnosis on the people they take to erase any memories of the experience. In the end, the military is able to drive the aliens from our planet and Earth’s women are safe once more.

For even the most casual student of the subject, Mars Needs Women appears to be a “textbook” summary of what we know about Alien Abduction. Mars is thought by many to have supported intelligent life in the past and that alien bases might still exist there. The red planet features prominently in speculations regarding the origins of the ETs. The sexual aspects of the phenomenon are also well known, and some Experiencers have reported being told that the aliens have lost their ability to reproduce and need our help to do so. This is exactly what the Martians told the Air Force in Mars Need Women, when they apologized for what they had to do despite the objections of Earth’s leaders. And, finally, during a time when the public regarded hypnosis only as a parlor game, the movie specifically describes it as the method the aliens use to hide their interactions with humans.

The latter half of the 1960s saw two noteworthy Science Fiction offerings. In 1966, a surprisingly intelligent space opera appeared on television. Star Trek (the original series) was considered something of a disappointment after only three seasons, but with 79 episodes in the can it was at least possible to syndicate the show, earning additional revenue and making a modest profit. In perpetual reruns, however, it became immensely popular and a cash cow was born for Paramount Studios. A decades long TV dynasty was born, with Star Trek the Next Generation, Deep Space Nine, Starship Voyager, and finally, Enterprise.

The most notable feature of Star Trek was its optimism. The original series was begun just three years before Neil Armstrong guided “The Eagle” to a soft landing on the Moon. It presented a future for mankind where we live and work alongside other sentient creatures from “out there.”

In the original pilot episode, first rejected by the studio and then later salvaged as a series of flash-back scenes in a pair of back-to-back episodes collectively called, The Cage, the Captain is “abducted” by short frail beings with large heads, who can make him see anything they so choose. The Grays are, of course, short and frail in comparison to us and they also have large heads. Their ability to alter what we see and hear to create a false memory of what is actually happening is well documented. Yet this pilot episode was filmed a good year before the publication of The Interrupted Journey, which was the first widely publicized abduction case.

 Two years after the premiere of Star Trek, in 1968, Stanley Kubrick’s mind expanding, 2001, A Space Odyssey, was released in theaters. The story of Mankind’s quest to the planet Jupiter, and the transformation and rebirth that awaited there for the sole surviving astronaut was both ground-breaking in its cinematic scope and unsettling to many of its original audience, who just didn’t understand the ending, or what that monolith was all about (my father included). The suggestion of evolutionary manipulation by Higher Beings, (represented by the monolith) of an ape to produce ape-man who evolved into modern man (the astronaut) is probable very close to what really happened.

[To be continued.]

161: Hollywood Prepares the Public for Contact (Part 1)

161: Hollywood Prepares the Public for Contact (Part 1)

The news media of all major countries serve to act as a propaganda tool of their respective governments, especially with issues that are deemed to be important to national security. Going to war, for example, would be impossible for any country without its media beating the drum to insure that their young men flock to the recruiting stations. The same holds true with UFOs. When the subject is to be treated with ridicule and scorn, our news media does a superb job in keeping any reasoned public discussion on the topic to a minimum. But when it comes to preparing the public for the inevitable end of the UFO cover-up, either by the government or the ETs themselves, Majestic uses television and the movies to put its spin on the subject of Alien contact.

Shortly after midnight on July 20, 1952 a fleet of UFOs buzzed Washington DC and the White House and was tracked on several radar screens. They repeated their aerial display over the nation’s capitol six nights later. The hoopla that followed forced the creation of a blue-ribbon committee called, “The Robinson Panel.” Its stated mission was to investigate sightings of UFOs and report its findings to the public.

In January of 1953, The Robinson Panel released its recommendations. After a quick glance at a small number of reported sightings, the panel publicly proclaimed that UFOs were the product of swamp gas, temperature inversions, and the tried and true planet Venus, nothing to be concerned about. Secretly however, they recommended to the CIA, in direct opposition to their public statements, that efforts be made to control both public opinion on the subject, and the field reporting of all UFO sightings. Regulations were written and implemented to insure that sightings were only reported to the agencies with a need to know, while a group named the “Psychological Strategy Board” was charged with developing a working project to educate the public on the subject of UFOs through the “mass media such (as) television, motion pictures and popular articles.”

The CIA, who had been given complete control of the UFO cover-up, had been warned by the Robinson Panel that the public needed to be “educated” about UFOs, while the Brookings Institute thought a cultural disaster was possible following any contact with more advanced civilizations. As a result of these two studies, the official policy that took shape in the mid-1950s was one of complete secrecy about the reality of UFOs and their occupants on one hand, and a molding of public opinion about Alien contact (through the manipulation of media science fiction) on the other           . . . just in case the secrecy was ever ended for some reason. It was all turned on its head. The “truth” about UFOs that was presented to the public was a fiction, while the fiction produced for movies and television about Alien contact often revealed much of the truth, although be it with a “spin.”

In the mid 1950’s it was easy to put a negative spin on the subject of contact with Space Aliens, because the Red Scare was in full swing and the public was already paranoid about a possible Communist invasion. Instead of the specter of wild-eyed Marxists destroying our cities and raping our women, it was bug-eyed space aliens. They were horrible examples of moviemaking and weren’t meant to be realistic, except to the most brain-dead of audiences. In this way, any reasoned discussion on the subject of UFOs was made to look ridiculous. Aliens were just bad special effects in bad science fiction movies, nothing to be concerned about.

[To be continued]

160: Coming out of the Closet

When someone wakes up and finds that their life has turned upside down and inside out, they might understandable feel the urge to tell somebody. If they do, the reaction they receive is often not what they had hoped. To prevent unintended consequences, Abductee/Experiencers shouldn’t decide to “come out of the closet” without first giving it some serious thought and possibly preparation.

The ramifications of talking about your ET experiences will depend on who’s listening. The approach should be tailored to the audience. Your boss at work will most likely respond differently than your spouse or best friend. Even your children might not react as you hope. It’s probably best to first sound them out on the subject of UFOs in general, before opening up to them about your contacts with their occupants.

When you tell someone your fantastic story, they’re suddenly confronted with a difficult choice . . . to believe you or not. If they believe you, they risk falling down the same rabbit hole you did. Many of the people you know may not be ready to discard their view of the world and their place in it, but that’s in essence what you’re asking them to do when you share your stories of alien abduction and seek their support. I’m not saying don’t tell people so as not to disturb them. I’m just saying don’t be surprised if you get a less than positive reaction from the people you look to for support.

If you’re married, you’ll want to tell your spouse. Your spouse is the person most close to you and you’ll naturally turn to your life partner for a friendly ear. If you get the support you need then all is well and good, but many a marriage has collapsed under the strain when one partner couldn’t accept the new pyridine of the other. If the reaction you get from your spouse is not what you had hoped, then it’s probably best to let it lie and not to raise the subject again. In that case, I suggest that you look for the support you need elsewhere and keep your home life separate. (More on that in a minute.)

The same holds true for your children, especially if they’re underage. Children look to their parents for guidance and stability. If one of them seems “upset” and is “talking crazy,” it can create a fearful situation for the child. There is also the “humiliation factor.” Children are always concerned about what their friends think of them. Being the son or daughter of someone claiming to be kidnapped by space aliens can be a hard cross to bear on the playground.

Children aren’t the only ones who might be concerned about the opinion of their peers. My ex-wife, for example, was upset that I was writing a book about my abduction experiences, for fear that her co-workers would find out. (And that’s an EX-wife!)

And then there’s the workplace. Here is where you need to really be cautious. Your very job could be put at risk. Usually, the most you can hope for is to be the “crazy guy” at the office who’s always good for a laugh. Fortunately when I came out at work, my boss reacted well.

I had given my boss a modest book of poems I had written, which he said he enjoyed.1 We had a small office at the time, and my employer liked to cater lunch on Fridays for his staff. We were sitting in our conference room on one such occasion when he turned to me and asked, “So have you written anything new lately?” Here I was, put on the spot with the whole office listening. I had just printed my book and was very pleased with my achievement, so pride overcame caution.

“Yeeeees,” I said slowly. “I wrote a book.”

“What’s it called?”

“Ahhh, (Go ahead, say it!) ABDUCTED BY ALIENS, or How I Learned to Cope with High Strangeness, Government Harassment, and My Mother (a True Story)” The silence that followed was deafening.

At last he said, “Can I read it?” My heart sank. “What have I done?” I thought to myself, but he earnestly seemed interested so I gave him a copy. Afterwards, he said that he enjoyed it and that it was well written, but . . . “It’s really fiction, right?” he asked suspiciously. I assured him every word was true, although I don’t know that he really believed me.

I was lucky in that my boss reacted favorably. Since he was OK with my being known as an alien abductee in the office, my co-workers had no choice but to accept it as well. It also helped that I’ve been there for five years, longer than most everyone else.

An interesting tidbit . . . At one of our communal lunch breaks, I showed the boss my list of “14 Common Indicators of Alien Abduction.” He was surprised that he scored an 11. (I always suspected.) Check it out and take the test yourself.

If you can’t find the support you need from your family or friends you might want to look for a UFO support group. Unless you live in a large metropolitan area, however, your search may prove fruitless. Don’t despair. There’s an online support group where one email is shared with everyone else in the group. It’s a great resource. You can even remain anonymous, if you like. Contact Les Velez at the OPUS website (Organization for Paranormal Understanding and Support) for more information. Tell him I sent you.

 1 Click here to read and/or download Chuck’s Big Book of Poems & Musings.