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179: The Research of Melinda Leslie: Part 7

In this series of posts, I present the ground-breaking research of Melinda Leslie, a brave woman who investigates what she calls the re-abductions of ET abductees by a secret arm of our intelligence community. She’s written a comprehensive presentation of her work that she gives at UFO conventions around the country, and she has given me permission to republish it here in its entirety. (It’s also available at her website for a modest fee.) Because Melinda’s work touches on so much of what I’ve experienced directly, and on what has been communicated to me by Harold’s chorus of Grays, I’ve also added my comments that appear below her text in bold-italic type. Ms. Leslie has not reviewed my comments and they do not necessarily reflect her views.

Reprinted From: “The Covert-Ops’ Reverse-Engineering of Extraterrestrial Abductees” © 2010 Melinda Leslie

Which Abductees Came Forward First?

[For Abductee/Experiencers who think that the military might be involved in their lives, I recommend reading what others like us have written about their encounters with Majestic. Search the internet for the names below to find what they’ve published. Leah Haley’s book, Lost Was the Key, was the first book I read on the subject back in the mid 1990s, and it helped me greatly just to know that I wasn’t the only UFO contactee under surveillance by my government. – cw]

Known Military involvement cases and examples:

Christa Tilton: Taken to an underground base

Leah Haley: Direct confrontation in airport, Home under surveillance, Interrogation after drop off by aliens

Betty Andreason Luca: Helicopter and phone harassment

Whitley Strieber: Break-ins to his home, Threats and warning

Pam Hamilton: Daytime break-in and taken to underground base

Licia Davidson: Extensive helicopter harassment & surveillance,           Medical report of being drugged, Direct face-to-face confrontations, Electronic phone voice

Karla Turner: Phone voice breaking in and commenting on her & client’s conversation

Cassie Turner: Interrogations

Debbie Jordan Kauble: Alien implant removed

Diane Johnson: Driven in a van and saw installation she was being taken to

Kay Wilson

Angela Thompson Smith

Michael Bershad

Kim Carlsberg

Steve Neil

Beth Collings

Anna Jamerson

M. Johnson

Larry Warren

Shelly Thompson

What Are Their Experiences?

Leah Haley remembered being taken by a helicopter to a military base where she was interrogated concerning her alleged alien abduction experiences:

“. . . I was struggling with them as I was coming off the helicopter. I don’t understand why they’re taking me in there. I felt a sudden chill. It’s cold. There’s a man on each side of me holding my arms tightly. They’re taking me into a building . . . I see men seated along the left side of a conference room table. The man in the blue uniform is standing to my right. A man decorated with military pins is standing at the opposite end of the table and somebody is giving me a shot in the right arm. It feels like a tetanus shot. The guys in uniform are still holding me tightly . . . They force me into a chair . . . I am just feeling dizzy . . . the man from the helicopter says; “here she is. She’s a cocky little bitch.” Then somebody on the other side of the room said; ‘Well, we’ll just take care of that! . . . Somebody from behind me put a jacket around my shoulders . . . “

Interestingly, Leah Haley recalled a similar brainwashing scenario as myself. She also has no memory of what they asked her before. Leah goes on to say; “. . . there’s a man talking to me. He is telling me I haven’t seen anything. He is not very nice. I don’t see him because I’m so dizzy. I’m leaning my head over. First he was on the other side of the room, but now he comes close to me and sort of props himself up against the table. He said, ‘You didn’t see a spaceship’ . . . They are angry . . . ‘It’s none of your damn business . . . You hadn’t seen anything . . . You don’t know anything.’ There is a lady with a blue uniform in the room. She brought in a tape recorder. She laid it on the end of the table at the other end of the room . . .”

The husband of the late Dr. Karla Turner, Casey Turner, also recalled an abduction where he was drugged, taken to a military underground facility and interrogated by a military officer. Inside the underground area he saw large man-made storage tanks, with a building constructed into the side of the tunnel or a big cavern. Casey was escorted by men through doors into a waiting area, where he saw lots of people.

Casey believes that they interrogated and drugged these people too. He remembered the following: “. . . They are all sitting there, sort of in a daze, like they’ve been drugged. Just waiting for somebody to come and take them away . . . I keep getting the feeling that there’s a military officer who’s real angry . . . Real impatient . . . I don’t have a face to connect with it, but there’s a military officer that I’m not cooperating with . . . yeah, I am not cooperating and they’re real perplexed . . . I’m not cooperating with them . . . I’m not in the state of mind they want me to be in . . . I get the feeling they want to know, maybe they’re trying to find out what it is we know . . . I see a military dress uniform . . . Green military dress uniform . . . I can tell gray hair, clean-shaven . . . I’m escorted by the guard out of the room. We turn left, we turn right and go for some distance.”

“. . . There are doors, they aren’t paneled, just steel doors . . . Now I’m in a small room where I see only three pieces of furniture, just a metal chair, straight-backed, and I’m sitting in the chair. And a desk, plain military-type with nothing on top. With an officer standing behind it. He’s got a chair, but he’s not sitting in it. The guard stands outside and shuts the door. It’s just me and this officer guy. Like he’s in charge. And I don’t like him, so I won’t answer his questions . . . I’m fighting, I’m rebelling . . . I can hear him yelling . . . ‘Tell me, Tell me . . .’ That’s all I can remember . . . “

What is the Evidence

The evidence for ET abductions in general:

  • Punctures to the skin [Yes – cw]
  • Bruises [Ditto – cw]
  • Cuts [Yes – cw]
  • Hair Loss [ Just what comes with old age – cw]
  • X-rays
  • Needle Marks [Several times – cw]
  • Scars that appear overnight
  • Scoop marks & others [Yes – cw]
  • Rashes in strange patterns [Yes – cw]
  • Burn marks on body [Yes, “nighttime sunburns” (radiation burns) – cw]
  • Implants removed [Yes – cw]
  • Gynecological problems [Not my kind of problem – cw]
  • Urological problems [Yes – cw]
  • Landing traces with soil samples or burn marks on the ground [I live in an apartment – cw]
  • Lie detector tests [No, but I’d be willing to take one – cw]
  • Documented missing time [Yes – cw]
  • Witnesses to the experience [Yes – cw]
  • Mass group abduction of more than one abductee at a time [Yes – cw]
  • Collaborating stories of abductees who have never met and are unaware of each other’s experiences, or of any similar accounts in the research data [I’ve had two such incidents – cw]

The evidence for covert-ops involvement:

  • Bruises after experience [Much evidence of “rough handling” – cw]
  • Physical symptoms [Yes, knees and thumb wrenched. I now have to wear braces to bed. – cw]
  • Telephone interruptions
  • Mail tampering
  • Followed in car [Yes – cw]
  • Agents taking photos [Yes – cw]
  • Break-in with photos or documents missing {Break-ins with various items missing – cw]
  • Direct in-person confrontations [Yes – cw]
  • Eyewitnesses to re-abductions and harassment/surveillance [Yes – cw]
  • Photos of helicopter fly-bys [Fly-by, but no photos. Was also followed by a drone helicopter. – cw]
  • Drugged with medical lab tests [Drugged in the middle of the night several times, but no lab tests were conducted. – cw]
  • Being watched and/or followed [Several times – cw]
  • Seeing installation location you were taken to and later verifying its existence
  • Matching story to underground base research as confirmation of where one was taken
  • “Insiders” confirmation

More evidence for covert-ops involvement

  • Being befriended by “insiders” who offer assistance

– From Diary of an Abduction by Angela Thompson Smith, Ph.D.: “The individual is befriended by, socializes with, or is even romantic with a “minder” who has links with the government or military, especially with any of the intelligence agencies, military medical units, or government medical contractors. More often a male befriends a female, although same [sex?] minders have been known. The minder may offer massages, or similar, to the individuals they are minding. If a romantic liaison occurs, the minder enters a sexual relationship with the abductee early in the relationship.”

  • Another abductee was told by their “minder” that they were involved in ufology to “derail the train.” This is very similar to some comments that were made to me by the same type of individuals.
  • Abductees share “attaching” of military or intelligence people who are suddenly involved in the abductee’s everyday life thought seemingly normal situations. The abductees often give these individuals nick-names. Some examples: “X,” “Bulldog,” and “Destiny Man.”
  • These events serve as confirmation of validation for the abductee’s covert-ops experiences. I call these confirmations “milab moments.”
  • Abductees are seeing the same covert people involved repeatedly in their experiences:

– “the red haired captain,” “the red haired doctor,” or “the interrogator with red hair,” and “the older man with the silver hair.”

  • Artifacts are left behind by whoever is performing the abductions:

– Missed security stickers being found on tampered mail, implant devices, medical equipment, containers, medical devices.

– One abductee used the artifacts they found to trace these activities to various government contractors employed in medical research.

– Another Abductee researched and tied various mind-control inventions to some of her abductors and to some intel “minders.”

  • Many abductees seem to fall under some form of financial attack after other methods fail to silence or deter them from the subject.

– These financial difficulties appear to be timed and increase in severity in direct relationship to the degree the abductee’s case is investigated or they attempt to go public. This causes many abductees to pull out and claim, “It’s not worth it.” When the abductee backs off, the problems mysteriously go away, reinforcing a fear of coming forward. I have seen the effectiveness of this in too many cases to be by chance.

What is the Evidence for My Experiences?

[Just want to be clear. This is evidence of Ms. Leslie’s experiences, not mine. – cw]

The evidence for my experiences:

  • Vapor monitor verified as accurate
  • Helicopters with witnesses(Once while online with another abductee)

  • Phone interruptions(Witnessed Licia’s electronic voice responding to us)
  • Red hair interrogator also seen by others
  • Military uniforms seen and later verified as existing
  • Bruises with photos
  • Equipment and technology seen verified as existing
  • Medical surgical procedures performed were verified as known procedures
  • Location of bade and its description verified by four “insiders”
  • Alpha-numeric insignia seen, verified by “insider”
  • Unique gun seen, also verified

Supported by “insiders” who confirmed various parts:

  • Vance Davis – procedures used, location seen, red hair guy and uniform details
  • Bill Uhouse – specific technology seen that matches something he was briefed on that he said there is no way [he] could have known, except unless [he] had experienced it.
  • Bob Dean – certain language used and procedures
  • Bill Holden – specific underground location seen
  • Un-named – procedures, specific location, weapon see, red hair guy and technology items
  • Un-named – via a confrontation and threat he confirmed the experiences of another covert-ops abductee as well as myself
  • Un-named – technology and procedures, all standard
  • Un-named – Specific location and procedures

(To be continued)

178: The Research of Melinda Leslie: Part 6

In this series of posts, I present the ground-breaking research of Melinda Leslie, a brave woman who investigates what she calls the re-abductions of ET abductees by a secret arm of our intelligence community. She’s written a comprehensive presentation of her work that she gives at UFO conventions around the country, and she has given me permission to republish it here in its entirety. (It’s also available at her website for a modest fee.) Because Melinda’s work touches on so much of what I’ve experienced directly, and on what has been communicated to me by Harold’s chorus of Grays, I’ve also added my comments that appear below her text in bold-italic type. Ms. Leslie has not reviewed my comments and they do not necessarily reflect her views.

Reprinted From: “The Covert-Ops’ Reverse-Engineering of Extraterrestrial Abductees” © 2010 Melinda Leslie

What Do Abduction Researchers Say?

JOHN E. MACK, M.D. (1929 – 2004)

Professor of Psychiatry at Harvard Medical School

Abduction Researcher and Director of PEER

The late Dr. John E. Mack from an interview by Melinda Leslie:

“. . . I have cases I’m working with particularly in some depth where military involvement has been very important, disturbing, ongoing, and complicated. I have others that have seen military people, as well . . . The person feels they’re being menaced in day-to-day life by black helicopters, MIBs, men in uniform, and people in dark cars . . . this is not like a regular abduction . . . It does not have the same Interdimensional feel . . . abductees are transported to some underground place . . . There is some relationship, some kind of communication and collaboration between certain extraterrestrial beings in this underground place and the military people. The abductees are in some kind of intermediary role between these (covert-ops) types and the beings . . .”


Psychologist since 1961 and hypnotherapist since 1967.

Has worked with over 600 cases of alien abduction.

Told me he had “half-dozen-cases of military re-abduction” and “half-dozen-cases where aliens and military were seen together.”

[Again, I was told that any ETs seen working with the military are Majestic’s clones, created using DNA recovered from downed ET craft. – cw]

His cases with harassment number in the 200s. These include phone interruptions, black helicopters, being followed, and face-to-face confrontations.

His cases feel unanimously that the reason why they were taken or selected by the military was for their paranormal abilities.

One of his cases was told during an interrogation, “You won’t remember this or you’ll hurt yourself.” (More comments matching this to come.)

He referred cases to me, which I have interviewed.

He told me that he feels I “need to be in the open” for my protection.

[In a conversation I had with Melinda when I first met her, she confided that two of her close friends were “frightened out of the business (of re-abduction research)” by Majestic’s threats and harassment. – cw]

He said the way to end all this is “to allow the cover-up to be uncovered.”

[I’ve written in my book and on this blog (Post #119), that I’m against disclosure. I do NOT want an end to the UFO cover-up. I fear that when it ends the ETs will be portrayed as Space Invaders by the government, with Abductee/Experiencers unfortunate victims of alien mind control, who are to be put into detention camps “for their own protection.” Can you hear me, Dr. Greer? – cw]


I support much of his core “Threat” theory. I’ve spoken to him regarding this subject and we agree to disagree. What he generally believes:

From his book, The Threat:

“Abductees mistake human-like alien hybrids dressed in military uniforms for US military personnel and that these aliens bring abductees to examine and interrogate them.” Therefore, according to him, there is no evidence that the military is involved in abductions. (So this also explains all the harassment evidence as well?)

From the 1998 MUFON Symposium:

“Only abductees which are not well known claim they have military experiences.” (Never mind that it was the best known abductees like Debby Jordan, Leah Haley, Kay Wilson, Anna Jamerson, Beth Collings and Karla Turner who were the very first to bring this subject to the public’s attention and NOT the researchers!)

I feel David Jacobs is misinterpreting some of the strongest evidence in support of his own theory. If his theory regarding aliens as a possible “threat” is correct, and if the number of abductees are anywhere near what the researchers claim them to be . . .

Wouldn’t those who run the intelligence apparatus have figured this out, just as he has? If abduction are a threat to the degree that he claims, then abductions would be a matter of National Security.

Wouldn’t the intelligence apparatus, using one of its working arms such as the military, have an interest in studying that threat?

If abductions, are a question of National Security, wouldn’t abductees be a part of that same question? How better to study this matter than to monitor, surveillance, and interrogate those involved? While it may be very difficult to monitor, surveillance and interrogate any aliens, it’s not difficult to do so with abductees! Also taking into consideration that plausible deniability is already in place and nobody would believe them.

The evidence for military involvement validates his theory!


Has worked with over 70 abduction cases.

Says he has only one military re-abduction case, that of Debbie Jordan. (Melinda is aware he has a few more he’s not counting)

He says he has about 200 accounts of MIBs in his cases! And many cases with various forms of harassment and surveillance.

Melinda has worked with cases that were clients of Budd’s and that never mention their covert-ops experiences to him, therefore he has more cases that he’s unaware of   (How often do abductees fail to mention their experiences? How many more cases would the researchers have if they did? This may be due in part because these experiences are often remembered consciously and a regression isn’t needed, and also because the abductees often say that when it comes to the researchers “oh, they wouldn’t understand” and thus remain reluctant to share with them.

Budd’s warning on the subject, “Still a small percentage of the cases.” Therefore he remains cautious to get into the covert-ops involvement subject, even though some of his star cases are people who have been very public about their military experiences. He does not wish to confused or further complicate the subject and feels that it is a small enough percentage of the total cases to not have to address it.

He once said, “Abductions lay at the heart of the whole UFO scenario.” He also agrees there is a massive government cover-up of the UFO subject and was once a supporter of the Coalition for Honesty in Government (Bob Dean’s organization) as well as the disclosure efforts of famous UFO documentary Producer James Fox.

If abductions lay at the heart of the UFO subject, and the UFO subject is being covered up, then wouldn’t abductions lay at the heart of the cover-up?

Budd now says regarding a covert-ops involvement: “They’d have to be interested!

From Diary of an Abduction by Angela Thompson Smith, Ph.D.

Angela’s story of what happened to her while staying with Budd in his home in Manhattan:

“During the night I dreamt that someone was doing something with my left foot. I was thinking, “I’m glad I washed my feet.” The next afternoon, I noticed that I had a small lump on my left shin surrounded by a small, reddish, circular area. The hard lump is still there today, although the redness has disappeared. Budd regressed me to the “dream” surrounding the lump. In the regression, I remembered waking up in the night to find someone sitting at the end of my bed; my left foot was being manipulated and then lowered onto . . . a human thigh. A piece of curved metal was placed over my left shin and the area felf numb “as if part of it wasn’t there.” Then I felt, rather than heard, a “pop,” and a little thing was implanted into the front of my leg.

Budd told me that I am the seventeenth person to have something like this happen while staying at his home. One man felt his leg drop from being held and the drop woke him up. Others have seen guys in Budd’s studio. Budd thinks these events are staged by the grays to let him know that they are aware of his activities and to keep track of his visitors. However, in my regression, the person who implanted the device was not a gray, but a human person!

Who Else is Doing This Research?


Authors of the breakout book on this subject titled MILABS: Military Mind Control & Alien Abduction.

[Here’s a link to some comments about the book. – cw]

From an article Helmut wrote for the MUFON Journal:

Helmut believes that cases in which an abductee reports that he/she was also abducted by the military are very important for two reasons:

“If the UFO community has evidence that a covert military/intelligence task force is involved in the UFO abduction phenomenon, we would then know that this phenomenon represents a matter of National Security.

“Military involvement could be evidence that they use abductees for mind control experiments, or that they monitor and kidnap abductees for information-gathering purposes during or after an abduction.”

From a MUFON Journal Article on MILABs by Hermut Lammer

“Recently, some UFO abductees have alleged that they were also being kidnapped by military/intelligence personnel and taken to hospitals and/or underground military facilities. Few of the popular books on the subject of UFO abductions mention these experiences. Especially disconcerting is the fact that abductees recall seeing military/intelligence personnel working side by side with alien beings in these secret facilities. The presence of human military and/or civilian personnel inhabiting the same physical reality as the alien beings exceeds both the mind sets of the skeptic and the open-minded researcher alike by several orders of magnitude. The skeptics would rather believe that stories of aliens and military personnel in underground facilities are a fabrication, designed to elicit attention from conspiracy believers or hallucinations in general. Researchers in the field of mind control suggest that these cases are evidence that the whole UFO abduction phenomenon is staged by the intelligence community as a cover for their illegal experiments. The open-minded researchers who fight for a reputation in abduction research ignore these stories, since they represent only a minor fraction in their files.

[As I said earlier, I was told by Harold’s Grays that any aliens seen working with the military are Majestic’s clones, created from bodies recovered from downed UFOs. They are under the complete control of their human handlers and should not be confused with real ETs. Read the story of Dr. Carol Rusin. She was a protégé of the late Dr. Wernher von Braun and charged by him with working to prevent the militarization of Space. Von Braun was the man who led our space program from it’s creation after WWII to our landing on the Moon. She says he told her several times that there would be a time in the future when the military-industrial complex would fake an invasion from space to further their agenda. He emphasized to her that although there are many different aliens currently visiting earth, “none of them are hostile.” – cw]

 KARLA TURNER (1947 – 1996)

Alien Abduction Researcher

Author and MILAB Research Pioneer

The late Dr. Turner from an interview by Melinda Leslie & Randy Koppang:

“. . . It wasn’t until November 1988, when Casey (husband) was taken by the military that we knew for sure how far military personnel would go. The minute he began to realize what was happening, and we (communicated with) someone in the UFO community by phone, we began having phone interference, mail tampering. The first times we met with Ufologists, we were followed by the same car, two different times, two months apart. We began to have helicopter overflights, all times of the day and night, different types (of them). We lived in our house for five years and never had helicopters before then. It became the standard. I mean, I’d have nine a day! So we knew there was a human element involved. First, we thought they were monitoring. But once we made phone connections, we began having all this human-type activity; surveillance and a number of other things that are in the book . . .”


Worked with 30 ET abductees and half his cases have harassment of some form.

He had 6 cases of military re-abduction.

Had his own harassment: His and another researcher’s voices were played back on both their own answering machines from a conversation they had regarding covert-ops involvement, which took place while they were standing out in the open in a parking lot. Somebody wanted them both to know their conversation had been recorded.

In cases with interrogation abductees were questioned about the following:

– What knowledge was obtained and was it technical or paranormal?

– What groups of ETs are the abductee involved with?

– Does the abductee know any classified information?

– What are the ET’s motives?

The military seem to perceive people who’ve had contact as a threat or risk and therefore need to evaluate and/or maintain control over them.


Abduction researcher for 26 years

Director of ICAR (International Community for Alien Research)

ICAR has over 8,800 ET abduction cases in its files

Joe and his wife Linda are both covert-ops abductees with multiple experiences and one involving a “mass abduction” with military

Has over 800 cases with harassment & surveillance (10% of cases)

Has over 450 cases of re-abduction (with a military presence)

Half of those cases involve being “handed-off” by ETs to human military

[These are cases where Majestic’s cloned ETs are used to confuse the issue. – cw]

Has 7 cases of mass military abduction of 100s of abductees.

Cases claim they are taken equally for genetics, tech, medical, & psi

Has 50-75 internatioal covert-ops cases (in allied nations mostly)

Most alarming finding was covert-ops interest in a “future pandemic”

[I was distressed to read this because of something I haven’t as yet reported to my readers. My psychic friend Harold, who channels a “chorus” of ETs, has over a number of years been repeatedly shown several possible futures for Earth and mankind. Although not as frequent a vision as before, it is still occasionally presented to him. Here is a synopsis. Bear in mind that according to the Grays this is only one of several possible future scenarios.

A lethal, man made pathogen is released to greatly depopulate the planet. It’s genetically engineered to target adults. (The medical definition of an adult is when a person’s hormones stabilize after the “teenage years,” when he or she comes out of puberty.) Those adults who survive the plague have a “genetic marker” (their words) that distinguishes them. – cw]

High number of cases being taken to: Eglin AF Base in FL., Fort Louis in WA, and Norfolk Naval Base in VA.


Covert-ops abductee with breakout website with MILAB info: and author of multiple books that include convert-ops involvement experiences and evidence.

MUFON’s Abduction Transcription Project, 1995:

Dan Wright found that experiences, strikingly similar to those recalled by MILABs, were also in the Project, for example:

A hanger with UFO-like craft(s)

One of more cubicle-like rooms within a large underground facility

Military officers with name tags and identifiers removed from uniforms

The use of drugs to elicit responses from subjects

Berating subject to relate what he/she was told/shown by the aliens

Brainwashing the subject to believe the interrogation did not happen

As of Feb. 2010, MUFON is involved in a new abduction study which will include abductees’ accounts of covert-ops involvement

Many abduction researchers have RE-AB cases, but fail to acknowledge them in their writings or presentations.   This reluctance is greatly influenced by their misperception of the subject. My though tis that many abduction researchers have become so careful to not undermine any credibility they’ve sweat blood to achieve, that it becomes easier for them to ignore or downplay the controversial subject of covert-ops involvement.

Instead of seeing these experiences and the evidence for them as evidence in support of all their research efforts, instead of seeing it as the evidence that they are right, that abductions are absolutely real, ETs are here, and technology is used, they see it as something that complicates and possibly undermines their main thesis; that abductees have experiences with ETs. But, in so doing, they forfeit a major piece of evidence in favor of their thesis being correct, rather than risk leading people to consider that a human involvement might somehow diminish an ET one. I can’t help but wonder if this is due in great paret to their misperception having led to a military in-lieu-of ETs concept instead of what the experiences show; that it’s a military because of ETs concept.

(To be continued)

176: The Research of Melinda Leslie: Part 4

In this series of posts, I present the ground-breaking research of Melinda Leslie, a brave woman who investigates what she calls the re-abductions of ET abductees by a secret arm of our intelligence community. She’s written a comprehensive presentation of her work that she gives at UFO conventions around the country, and she has given me permission to republish it here in its entirety. (It’s also available at her website for a modest fee.) Because Melinda’s work touches on so much of what I’ve experienced directly, and on what has been communicated to me by Harold’s chorus of Grays, I’ve also added my comments that appear below her text in bold-italic type. Ms. Leslie has not reviewed my comments and they do not necessarily reflect her views.

Reprinted From: “The Covert-Ops’ Reverse-Engineering of Extraterrestrial Abductees” © 2010 Melinda Leslie

What Are My Experiences?

[Just want to be clear. These are descriptions of Ms. Leslie’s experiences, not mine. – cw]

I have the basic “standard” and “normal” ET abduction experiences and the following military involvement experiences:

  • Harassment & Surveillance experiences

                  Helicopter incidents, phone incidents, threats, influenced to harm self.

  • Military re-abductions and alien/military combined experiences
    1. Early 1990 – 2 roommates witnessed “military men” shouting orders to me in the middle of the night. I have no memory or this.
    2. July 27, 1990 – Missing time while driving with 2 friends, taken by ETs with a man in naval uniform present monitoring the procedures.
    3. July 21, 1993 – Gynecological medical procedures performed by humans in an underground facility Haz-Mat clean-room environment.
    4. Nov. 23, 1993 – Flown on human built triangular ship, miscommunication screw-up, drugs administered and interrogated about ET technology.
    5. Mid 1990s – Experience with a friend while traveling in Sedona Arizona. Car stopped by military personnel and I was escorted away from my friend.
    6. Late 1990s – Interrogation and threatened with a gun put to my head in military style tent on a military base located in California desert.
    7. Aug. 20 2000 – Abducted with friend out of her apartment and taken to underground base.       Both of us were interrogated, threatened, and saw reptilian with military. Photo evidence of break in to home.

In November of 1993 I was abducted, drugged, and taken by two men in camouflage to an underground facility. In this experience I was also flown on a triangle shaped craft and left standing alone in a large empty hanger.

I have undergone extensive hypnosis regressions concerning this event. When I was discovered being alone in the hanger, by what appeared to be one of the pilots of the triangle craft that flew me, he walked up to me and said, “You’re not supposed to be here.” . . . “What are you still doing here? . . . and then he yelled at me, “Why are you still here?!!!”

This pilot then escorted me out of the hanger, which backed into an underground tunnel, and out into the tunnel, which appeared to be an underground road. The pilot was cussing under his breath the entire time and looking around for someone who could explain why I was left alone. It appears that someone was supposed to have been there waiting for me and was not. In the tunnel, we were met by 3 military guards, 2 guys in lab coats, and an older gentleman in a green full dress military Naval uniform who came walking from way down this road.

According to Helmut Lammer, and I agree with him, this experience shows that not all the military personnel on the base had the “need to know” concerning what was going on. And that there was some sort of communication breakdown that caused the confusion. Or, it may have been made to appear that way.

After the pilot was rebuked and released, I was escorted into a room off the tunnel by the 3 guards, the man in full uniform and the 2 guys in lab coats. Inside there was a conference table and chairs. One of the guards quickly grabbed one of the chairs, sliding it across the linoleum floor, swung it around, and very forcibly pointed for me to sit in it. The man in full uniform said, as if to apologize for the guard’s behavior, “Please won’t you sit down?” Then he said something to the guards and he and the older of the 2 men in lab coats exited the room, turned immediately and entered a door to a room with a two-way mirror window, just adjacent to the room we were in.

As I was sitting there in the chair with the 3 guards stand in “parade rest” around me, a red-haired man in khaki uniform entered the room from the other side. He excused the guards, who were referring to him as Captain, and they then left and only he and the younger man in the lab coat remained. The man in the lab coat gave me a shot in the arm. Also, he later had me drink a very bitter chalky tasting fluid.

I was very frightened as this red-hair Captain started to accuse me of having done something wrong. Like the screw-up I witnessed had somehow been my fault. He pointed his finger at me and spoke very harshly. He kept looking in my eyes like he was expecting to see them change from the drugs taking effect. He turned to the guy in the lab coat who nodded to him. I could soon feel the drugs coming on. When this red-haired Captain spoke, it was like he was speaking in slow motion. When he moved his arms, I could see the movement of his arm. I knew I had just been heavily drugged.

I was having a hard time understanding what he was asking me. I was extremely confused and did not understand what he was accusing me of. I did not know what it was I had done wrong. I told him I didn’t do anything. I kept telling him that I didn’t know what he wanted. He accused me further of being uncooperative and threatened me. I pleaded with him to just ask me again.

At this point he signaled to the guy in the lab coat, who then turned and opened the door to the room. The guards came back in and grabbed me by the arms and escorted me out the door, across the room, and into another door. In a small dark room were standing a bunch of guards, big guys, who then pushed me around in what was a horrifying and frightening experience. They made me think I was going to die. I really thought they were going to kill me. I was knocked back onto the floor and I started to kick and scream and push them away. Eventually they picked me up, the door was opened, and in walked one of the previous guards, who then escorted me back to the interrogation room where the red-haired captain and the guy in the white lab coat were still waiting.

The red-haired man then asked me questions about the alien’s technology. Helmut Lammer said in his book that he does not believe that the alien hybrids in military uniforms described by David Jacobs would be interested in the experiences of humans, which were allegedly done by the creators of the hybrids! This, as Helmut points out, would be very strange, since the alien/hybrids should know more about the motives and technology of the alleged alien abductors than the abductees would.

[That would depend on who made the hybrid, the Grays or Majestic. I was told that any ETs seen working with the military are Majestic’s clones, created using DNA recovered from downed ET craft. Both sides also maintain their own separate hybrid program. Those beings created by Majestic (either as a hybrid or through cloning) are under their control, and are probably kept on a “short leash” and informed on a “need to know” basis only. – cw]

In my interrogation, they were most interested in information about the UFO technology as well as motives of the aliens. I was asked; “What have they asked you? Tell me about their technology. Tell me about the drive system, the drive mechanism. How do you know about it? How are you able to do it? Tell me about what they told you to do! What did they tell you? What did they ask you to do? Tell me, tell me, tell me.” He ended here with saying, “You know, you’re not theirs . . . you are ours! . . .”

This interrogation was very traumatic since I cannot recall that I answered his questions. My hypnotherapist calmed me down as I had begun crying due to that last remark. As Helmut pointed out, after this interrogation I was brainwashed; “You couldn’t tell me now even if you wanted to,” he said, “You can’t talk right now. You couldn’t tell me even if you tried. We fixed that. Don’t try! You won’t remember any of this, we fixed it!”

“You won’t remember this! It’s a bad dream. We are taking care of that! You will not remember! This will all be but a dream to you. You were never here. I don’t exist . . . None of this is happening.” His final words were, “and I will see you again.” As Helmut points out, I tried to resist the brainwashing procedure, although I was drugged. Helmut also says that historic mind-control experiments document procedures similar to my interrogation.

Helmut goes on to say that it is typical in these scenarios that the interrogated abductee can’t remember what he/she replies to the interrogator. Most remember some of the questions, but not the answers. He added that I found this experience very frustrating, and he’s right, I did!

Helmut adds from his extensive research into mind control practices: If MILAB abductees are programmed to spy for the military, the victim may switch between 2 personalities that have been created by the interrogators. And while one may understand some of the questions, it is the other personality that would be giving the answers. Thus, as a consequence, the abductee would have these memory gaps.

Helmut details many cases of this kind of “programmed to spy” information retrieval process with the abductees. As it turns out, to my total amazement, my experience was just an example of what many abductees are experiencing. It would appear that each of us is being used in some way to gather information during our abductions so that our interrogators can retrieve it at a later time. I had no understanding of what had happened to me until reading Helmut’s article, and I had absolutely no idea that this bazaar line of questioning was like anything any other abductee had ever experienced!

[When I read this part, it freaked me out! It certainly explains why I felt such deference for the people I let into my apartment that night in late 2008. (Again I refer to Post 150 and Post 151 “An Unsettling Discovery. Parts I & 2”) The splitting of a captured enemy agent’s personality by our intelligence community (in order to create a “double agent”) has long been suspected by conspiracy researchers. As I understand it, the procedure was developed for use on Soviet spies during the cold war. As frightening a thought as it may be to Abductee/Experiencers, it makes perfect sense that they would do the same thing to us. To purposely split the personality of another person, though, is to mess with the very core of their being. National security concerns be damned. The ends do not justify these means! – cw]

Why “RE-ABS” and not “MILABS”?

A brief history of MILABS

  • Helmut Lammer’s research – an acronym is born.

[MILAB stands for “Military Abduction.” – cw]

Why the name change?

  • Tim Binnall’s quote inspired me.

[Unfortunately Ms. Leslie didn’t include the quote in the written notes of her presentation. – cw]

  • Misidentification problems and incorrect assumptions.
  1. “All Abductions are military only, there are no aliens.”
  2. “It’s all mind control.”
  3. “All MILABs are false abductions.”

[There is a faction within the conspiracy community that contends that ALL reports of Alien Abduction are covers for CIA/military mind control projects. – cw]

  • The term MILAB fall short of including what is going on with the covert intelligence involvement & fails to address WHY it is!.

While RE-Abs does mean “re-abduction,” it also means R.E. – Abs

  • The reverse-engineering from abductees and/or reverse engineered abductees.

The new formula for a correct perception: Crash Retrievals + Reverse Engineering + Abductions = RE-ABS

  • There is a relationship between these separate areas of research.

No “Dereliction of Duty”

  • Globally, these guys are just doing their jobs!
  • It would be a complete “dereliction of duty” if they were not involved! That is, if their job is to protect and defend a nation.

– I’m not defending what they are doing, but why they might be doing it. What they are doing is absolutely criminal!

[I call what they’re doing absolutely evil! The root of all evil is the convection that “the end justifies the means.” That’s just an excuse, however, to pull out all the stops, to ignore all ethical/moral concerns. Evil can only exist when there are no self-imposed restraints. – cw]

  • Even if abductions are thought to only be something psychological, something happening psychologically to that many people (millions world wide) would still warrant intel agency attention!
  • It is the sheer numbers alone that would make this subject a matter of National Security!

Not to mention, which part of abductions they would be the most interesting in (willing to spend money on)? The Technology!

(To be continued)

175: The Research of Melinda Leslie: Part 3

In this series of posts, I present the ground-breaking research of Melinda Leslie, a brave woman who investigates what she calls the re-abductions of ET abductees by a secret arm of our intelligence community. She’s written a comprehensive presentation of her work that she gives at UFO conventions around the country, and she has given me permission to republish it here in its entirety. (It’s also available at her website for a modest fee.) Because Melinda’s work touches on so much of what I’ve experienced directly, and on what has been communicated to me by Harold’s chorus of Grays, I’ve also added my comments that appear below her text in bold-italic type. Ms. Leslie has not reviewed my comments and they do not necessarily reflect her views.

Reprinted From: “The Covert-Ops’ Reverse-Engineering of Extraterrestrial Abductees” © 2010 Melinda Leslie

It’s Not the Military!

For starters, this isn’t your usual “military” that’s doing this!

  • If abductions are real and happening anywhere near the scale suggested by the abduction researchers, and therefore more than likely a matter of National Security (or because of perceptions similar to that of Dave Jacob’s “threat” theory), then of course the intelligence community would be interested in the abductees.

[The intelligence community became officially “interested” in anything UFO related, including abductions, when the CIA took control of the gathering all UFO related information in the mid 1950s. Up until then the Air Force had that responsibility. – cw]

  • These may be covert intelligence agencies and not the military, or at least a very covert “black world” aspect of the military.

[Majestic resides at the very center of the CIA, which is the Mother of all intelligence agencies, worldwide. The U.S. intelligence agencies created afterwards, including the NSA and Home Land Security, serve to insulate the CIA (especially the inner core) and its black ops projects from any real scrutiny. It also allows the CIA to use outside resources, including other intelligence agencies and special units in the military, to carry out their grunt work. I also know from personal experience that much of the surveillance of Abductee/Experiencers is farmed out to “subcontractors” such as the Mafia, with which they have a longstanding relationship. – cw]

  • I am not slamming the military! Or, in the words of fellow researcher Helmut Lammer; “I do not mean the whole US military community, I mean only a small covert task force which is in the ‘need to know’ and operates in an Unacknowledged Special Access Program (USAP), financed by a black budget.       Therefore, I am not against the whole military and related agencies, but I think that the public has the right to know what is going on in USAPs.”
  • Before I move forward, I want to be very clear that my research data does not in any way point to a military in-lieu-of ET abduction thesis, but quite the contrary there is a military and/or intelligence community involvement because of ET experiences! Covert-ops involvement because of ET experiences! Covert-ops involvement exists because ET abductions are absolutely real and that is the only reason these agencies have any interest whatsoever in abductees!

[Melinda is referring to a faction of the conspiracy community that regards all ET abductions as being screen memories created by the CIA to hide their own mind control experiments. Screen memories undoubtedly are created by Majestic in some cases, probably to confuse the target as to who is doing what to whom. Respected conspiracy researcher Jim Keith discovered evidence that, at least in one case, children in rubber Gray costumes were used by black ops agents to create a false ET abduction memory. – cw]

  • And, their interest in abductees is predominately in what they may know regarding the ETs’ motives and what they know about ET technology.

[Even if the Abductee/Experiencer turns out to know nothing of such things, Majestic would still feel the need to control anyone in contact with ETs. – cw]

It’s Not the Military! (except for when it is . . .)

“Military on Military” cases involve ET abductees who’ve joined the military and then have military reabductions while they are serving:

  • Niara Isley – 3 months missing time and used in ET communication
  • Bruce Coe – 3 weeks missing time and used in ET communication
  • Ray Muntz – 2 years missing time and used in ET communication
  • Dan Sherman – used consciously in ET communication role
  • Larry Warren – missing time experience as part of his involvement in the Brentwaters story and subsequent covert-ops involvement as well
  • John Vasquez – abduction during ET related event and subsequently
  • Vance Davis – missing time and used for ET information
  • Andrew – abduction during ET related operation
  • James Bartley – abduction during ET related operation
  • Female (unnamed) – abduction during ET related operation
  • Alison N. & Military family member – abducted from multiple bases

 Who All are Doing This?

Covert-ops experiences happen internationally

International cases often involve military and intelligence personnel from the country where the experience occurred, US military & US agents. Often US personnel are seen in conjunction with foreign personel. The international cases I am currently aware of:

  • UK (England & Scotland) – 19
  • France – 4
  • Germany – 3
  • Italy – 4 also with French military
  • Saudi Arabia – 1
  • Iran – 3 – US military with subcontractors in all 3 cases
  • Marshal Islands, Micronesia – 1
  • Indonesia – 2
  • Australia – 16
  • Peru – 2
  • Puerto Rico – 2
  • China – 2
  • Russia – 3
  • Munich, West Germany 1
  • India – 6
  • Canada 9
  • Mexico – 9

 What Happens to the Abductees?

  • Being watched or being followed and home or work place under surveillance

[Been there, done that. See Post #54 “A Sinister Turn of Events & Eleven Years of Silence,” Post #92 “Surveillance & Monthly Break-Ins,” Post #96 “Discovered My Tail,” Post #97 “Outed the Mole,” Post #98 “My TV is Watching Me!” and Post #99 “The Second Camera.”  – cw]

  • Black helicopter surveillance or harassment

[Ditto, although in my case it was a white drone helicopter. See Post #148 “Followed by a Drone Helicopter.” – cw]

  • Threats made to the abductee, their family or friends

[No, thank God. – cw]

  • Phone interruptions and harassing, intimidating or even threatening phone calls

[Early on there were phone problems. – cw]

  • Email and/or snail mail tampering and computer hacking

[Read from my journal, Post 58 “Itchy Eyes & Computer Tampering,” then read Post #63 “Drugged” – cw]

  • In person direct face-to-face confrontations and warnings, and MIB (“Men in Black”) experiences.

[In my case it was a BIB, a “Blond in Black. See Post #102 “The Missing Pillowcase & the Beautiful Blond.” – cw]

  • Illegal break-ins to property, i.e. homes or vehicles

[Routinely. See Post #92 “Surveillance & Monthly Break-Ins.” – cw]

  • Abductions by ETs with human military personnel present or being “handed over” by ETs to military personnel
  • Abductions by human military with ETs present
  • Abductions by human military only without ETs present
  • Mind control procedures with intimidation, fear inducement, hypnosis, and drugs administered

[Oh yes! See Post #63 “Drugged,” Post #71 “The Physical Evidence – Puncture Marks,” and Post #100 “Blood & Guts in the Shower.” I also discovered that I was subjected to mind control protocols. See Post #150 and Post 151 ” “An Unsettling Discovery, Parts 1 & 2.”– cw]

  • Being “roughed up” or physically abused

[Much of the time. In fact, it’s a way I can tell them apart, visits by my ETs vs. those of Majestic. I have to wear knee braces to bed because they’re “wrenched” in the middle of the night if I don’t. Recently my left thumb was damaged in the same fashion. I have to wear a wrist brace now to immobilize it, until that heals. – cw]

  • Medical and genetic procedures, exploratory surgery, removal of possible alien fetuses, and possible cloning experiments

[Yes, see photos of my second scoop mark. When I received the first one, I was unemployed and didn’t have the money to buy a camera. Then refer to Post #4 “Audio Hallucinations, a Troubling Scar & Crystallized Blood” and Post #78 “I Don’t Remember Having Brain Surgery” for evidence of my unexplained surgeries. – cw]

  • Implants being removed or inserted by humans

[I also described my government implant in Post #78 – cw]

  • Testing and demonstration of psychic or paranormal abilities

[Again, without resorting to hypnosis, I wouldn’t know. – cw]

  • Involvement by intelligence “insiders” in the personal life of the abductee

[I’ve heard of this happening surreptitiously. As a result, I’m always cautious at first whenever someone new comes into my life. Let me take this opportunity to say something about people who confess to having PAST connections with the intelligence community. My step-father served in the Marine Corp. during WW II and whenever someone would refer to him as an “ex-Marine” he would correct them saying, “There is no such thing as an ex-Marine. Once you’ve gone through the training, you’re always a Marine.” I believe the same holds true with the various intelligence services. Once trained as a spook, it becomes a lifetime career. They can retire, but they can’t quit . . . much like the mafia. – cw]

(To be continued)

174: The Research of Melinda Leslie: Part 2

In this series of posts, I present the ground-breaking research of Melinda Leslie, a brave woman who investigates what she calls the re-abductions of ET abductees by a secret arm of our intelligence community. She’s written a comprehensive presentation of her work that she gives at UFO conventions around the country, and she has given me permission to republish it here in its entirety. (It’s also available at her website for a modest fee.) Because Melinda’s work touches on so much of what I’ve experienced directly, and on what has been communicated to me by Harold’s chorus of Grays, I’ve also added my comments that appear below her text in bold-italic type. Ms. Leslie has not reviewed my comments and they do not necessarily reflect her views.

Reprinted From: “The Covert-Ops’ Reverse-Engineering of Extraterrestrial Abductees” © 2010 Melinda Leslie

The Reverse-Engineering of ET Abductees

  • In what may ultimately prove to be some of the greatest evidence for the reality, importance and meaning of the UFO abduction scenario, extraterrestrial (ET) abductees are apparently being targeted by human covert-ops intelligence and/or military agencies.
  • If there is no such thing as ET abduction, then why is this happening to people who have nothing in their lives to warrant this kind of interest by human covert-ops agencies, other than that they claim to have experienced an ET abduction?
  • The experiences of harassment, surveillance and re-abductions suggests that there must be something very important about ET abduction and the abductees, or why all the time, energy, resources, and money being spent?

This research shows that a covert pursuit of developing extraterrestrial technologies, in combination with the military, economic and political gains that would be derived from such a pursuit, has resulted in making ET abductions a matter of National Security. Additionally, it provides immense insight into why an official disclosure of the UFO reality has not been forthcoming.

It would be a complete “dereliction of duty” if the National Security apparatus were not monitoring the abduction phenomenon, given the sheer numbers of people with abduction experiences worldwide, the totality of evidence for ET abductions, the advanced technology to be gained, and the implications of the very covert nature of abduction experiences.

This targeting, monitoring, and re-abduction of abductees by convert ops military and/or intelligence agencies may provide the strongest evidence for the reality of UFO abduction experiences.

[Melinda’s research points a spotlight at the dark underbelly of the UFO phenomenon, the involvement of government covert-ops agents in the re-abductions of ET “initiates.” (ET initiates are those Abductee/Experiencers who have been, or are being, taught the use of ET technology and/or given knowledge of ET plans and agendas. More on that, though, as Melinda’s presentation unfolds.) Her work gives credence to my story and the stories of others like me, who profess to be under the watchful eye of the government (or rather, a secret arm of the government) and harassed, even physically attacked, by its agents. – cw]

How Many ET Abductions are There?

The number of ET Abduction experiences is higher than you think and abductions have been going on longer than you know!

Many of the leading abduction researchers have upwards of 500 to 1,200 cases each, and growing. This includes international research.

  • Some worldwide abduction research and support organizations have cases in their files numbering over 10 thousand and more.
  • The abduction research community generally agrees that abductions may be happening to as much as 15% of the world’s population. The world’s population according to the US Census Bureau website, as of Feb. 2010 is over 6,801,350,000 people.
  • 15% of the world’s population is over 1,020,000,000 That’s one billion, twenty-million possible abductees!

[The logistics involved in monitoring over a billion people would is impossible given the present state of human technology, but for the ETs who can manipulate time (speed it up, slow it down, even stop and reverse it), such numbers wouldn’t present a problem. – cw]

  • Even if you take a more conservative view of 10% of the population you still have well over 680,000,000 people possibly being abducted?
  • Also, abductions go back in the genealogy of many abductee families 3 and 4 generations. I know of a family case going back 5 generations to the 1800’s where a great, grandmother wrote about it.

[My ET contacts (Harold’s chorus of Grays) have told me that they monitor family bloodlines back to their inception, the beginning of the human race. That’s why there are so many people involved in Alien Abduction. The original sampling at the beginning of time was probably small, but has grown to its present size because of the accumulative multiplying effect of the many generations that followed. – cw]

  • The Roper Poll conducted in 1991:
    • Question tacked on by Budd Hopkins, Prof. David Jacobs, and Ron Westrum with input by Dr. John Mack and Dr. John Carpenter.
    • According to the Roper organization the total respondents answering “yes” to the 5 key indicator questions used for determination was 2% of the sample. 2% of the 185,000,000 adult Americans represented in the poll’s sample is 3,700,000

[The poll was conducted in 1991, but published in 1992. If you Google it, be sure to include the year. Roper did another similar, but smaller Internet survey in 1999, but the earlier polling was done in “face to face” interviews in almost 6,000 homes across the country. – cw]

  • Abductions exist around the world! There are cases reported from everywhere; South America, Brazil, Russia, and all over Europe for example.
  • Anything happening to this many people, especially something taking place in such a covert manner as ET abductions, would have to be a matter of National Security!

When Did Covert-Ops Involvement Start?

In the same way that ET abductions are generational (going back in families) so too are covert-ops experiences:

  • I have adult cases that had covert-ops experiences when they were children and were taken by military along with their parents.
  • I have adult cases who discovered their parents had these types of experiences separately from them.
  • I have 4 cases where the abductees’ kids have experienced covert-ops experiences.       Some without their parents present!
  • Many of the cases have intelligence community connections going back on their family.       Many also include family members in aerospace, NASA, and covert or secret technology programs. Is there a connection?

[My father served in the OSS, the wartime intelligence agency of WWII – cw]

  • The experiences show that one of the prime reasons for the covert-ops involvement is for genetic study, so it makes sense to include families.

[That explains those ubiquitous “scoop marks” that many Abductee/Experiences find on various parts of their anatomy. They’re identical to what are called “punch biopsies” in Earthly medicine, which are a common way to collect DNA from a donor. It has long been thought that scoop marks are a sign of ET abduction. More likely that it’s done by Majestic’s doctors. Take a look at this photo of mine. – cw]

  • It has long been understood that genetics is a leading reason for ET abductions (i.e. production of hybrids), hence why a covert-ops interest.

[It’s not only the ETs. Majestic has their own ongoing hybrid program. See blog Post 155, Post 156 and Post 157, titled “The Original Human-Alien Hybrid Program. – cw]

Covert-ops abduction experiences go far back in abduction history and may exist in relatively high numbers:

  • From covert-ops involvement cases I’ve interviewed, and the cases of other researchers, data has emerged clearly showing these experiences going back in time to at least the early 1950’s if not prior.

[My personal “research” would push that back to at least 1946. – cw]

  • In a discussion with Kathieen Marden, co-author with Stanton Friedman of Captured: The Betty and Barney Hill UFO Experience, she explained that this case included the Hills having covert-ops involvement subsequent to their famous original 1961 abduction.       They experienced harassment, surveillance, a re-abduction of Barney, minder scenarios, and other elements typically found in my research. Researcher, Joe Montaldo, after listening to the original regression tapes of the Hills, made a controversial discovery that their initial experience may have happened in 2 parts over 2 day; one day an ET abduction and the other with military personal. Regardless, according to Kathleen, the Hills did have subsequent covert-ops involvement that continued long after the initial event!

[I think much of the history of modern human contact with ETs will have to be reexamined, in the light of Melinda’s research. – cw]

  • While reading Witness to Roswell by Don Schmitt and Tom Cary I noticed many profound similarities between the intimidation experiences described by many Roswell witnesses to abductees experiences. Covert-ops involvement with abductees is a current manifestation and continuation of an ongoing witness harassment and monitoring program that has existed throughout ufology history.       It’s business as usual!

Many abductees have experienced covert-ops involvement even if they don’t report it:

At a support meeting I mentioned my research and had assumed the group did not have many of these experiences or interest, but found out I was wrong. While sharing I noticed more than half of the 20 people present were nodding their heads hard in the affirmative and making facial expressions clearly implying they had experienced events similar to what I was describing. I was surprised by so many reactions. Additionally, the therapist leading this group had been unaware of the possible covert-ops experiences amongst their cases.

While attending a support group at a conference where various attendees share their experience, I noticed that some of these individuals were including covert-ops’ activities in their accounts. Struck by the number of people who were describing such events, I asked the group to raise their hands if they knew they had military involvement and 8 people did so. There were only 30 people present. Once again, I was surprised.

It’s important to note that these groups had a completely random sampling of abductees who had each experienced various forms of ET abduction and who were at different levels of acceptance of their ET experiences.

I can’t help but realize how surprised many abduction researchers, not to mention ufologists, would have been to see the number of responses. These random samplings represent a statistically bigger picture of covert-ops experiences. In the 2nd group, a total of 8 out of 30 abductees may have had involvement! This many cases would have staggering implications.

[The ratio of ET abductees who also have “covert-ops experiences” to the population of abductees at large is probably much higher than 8 to 30. There are undoubtedly those who don’t want to go public about their military harassment, as well as many who just haven’t yet become aware of their human abductors. In my own case, I’ve come to believe that “covert-ops agents” were coming into my bedroom in the middle of the night, even before I became aware of my ET visits in January of 1994. – cw]

Additionally, covert-ops abductees feel that other ET abductees and abduction researchers don’t understand the difficulty of living with these unique experiences. For example, covert-ops cases regularly express that their ET experiences are never as bad as their covert ones.

  • As expressed by one of my cases: “But out of all my experiences with varying alien beings, no experience has made me more angry than those that have involved the military.”
  • And as shared by another: “The aliens are never as bad as the military, the military are always much worse.”
  • Some of my cases have even asked the ETs for help, or feel they’ve received help from the ETs, in stopping their covert experiences.

[I don’t know if I could withstand Majestic’s continuing harassment, if it were not for the help I receive from my ETs. – cw]

(To be continued)

173: The Research of Melinda Leslie: Part 1 – Introduction

Throughout this blog I’ve posted many descriptions of my surveillance and harassment by a secret arm of our government that I call “Majestic.”1 For most people the idea that our government, secret or otherwise, would interfere in the lives of its citizens is so repugnant that they don’t even want to discuss it. Such talk is considered paranoid, unless of course you’re a terrorist, then the surveillance is justified.

Melinda Leslie is one of the few researchers who has focused on this type of government involvement in the lives of Abductee/Experiencers. I met Melinda a few years ago when I was writing my book, Abducted by Aliens. Knowing of the government connection in my case, Les Valez of OPUS introduced me to her. She is an Abductee/Experiencer herself, with stories of her own military involvement that are quite frankly pretty scary, including an incident when a gun was pointed to her head.

Ms. Leslie has a presentation of her research that she gives at various UFO gatherings around the country titled, The Covert-Ops’ Reverse-Engineering of Extraterrestrial Abductees, and offers a printed version of it for sale on her website.2

In this series of posts, I will attempt to summarize her thesis and compare it to my own experiences.

{To be continued}


1 The original blue-ribbon panel charged by President Truman with investigating the Roswell Incident in 1947 was supposedly named the “Majestic-12 Committee.” I surmise that that panel never disbanded, but continued in operation to coordinate the gathering of all information concerning UFOs and their occupants. Over the years it has undoubtedly changed its name, but I still use the word “Majestic” to describe the secret agency in charge of all things concerning UFOs, as well as the surveillance and harassment of Abductee/Experiencers.

 2 While we have all heard stories (from Bob Lazar and others) of the reverse-engineering of ET technology at Area 51, her title referring to the reverse-engineering of Abductees seems a bit confusing at first, until she explains it in the body of her presentation.

147: Selling at the Expo, under Majestic’s Watchful Eye

At last, after two years of consistent effort, I was finally able to hold a finished copy of Abducted by Aliens in my hands. It was one of the most satisfying moments of my life.

I had just picked the books up from the printer and was on my way to the UFO Expo, an annual convention held at the Marriott Hotel in Santa Clara, California. My friend Harold, also an Abductee/Experiencer, was with me. I brought him along to help me man the sales table I had rented, and to share in the excitement of debuting my book to the public.

Majestic was there, waiting for us.

The first indication that we were under their watchful eye was when we checked into our room. There on our pillows were chocolate wafers that are sometimes offered as a welcoming gift by the finer hotels. The only thing was, this hotel had never offered any such amenity before, and a quick call to the desk confirmed that they had not changed their policy since the last time I had stayed there. Throughout the time we were there things we knew that we had unpacked showed up missing, but were later discovered to have been put back in their suitcases.

Perhaps the most telling incident was when we ordered extra towels from Housekeeping. When the guy showed up at our door to deliver them, he was shaking like a leaf as he handed them over. He didn’t even stick around for a tip, but instead darted off quickly after shoving the towels into Harold’s hands. He looked to be of Hispanic decent, perhaps undocumented, and we speculated that he might have felt “caught in the middle” while Majestic orchestrated things from down in the bowels of the hotel. It certainly would have been stressful for the hotel employees (documented or not) to have Homeland Security agents* mulling around their work spaces, and our delivery guy was obviously stressed out.

Even though Majestic was very much “in our face” thorough out the convention, as a new author it was a rousing success for me. In my conversations with the other sellers there, my book sold much better than any other title, even though sales were down in general because of the economic recession.


* Majestic (or whatever name it is currently using) is a super secret agency, unregulated by any congressional oversight committee. As such it must stay hidden in the background, so it will use the various intelligence agencies as cover for its operations.

139: APPENDIX – My Letter to the Mole

(From Pages 336 – 137 of Abducted by Aliens, by Chuck Weiss)

May 16, 1997

Dear Xxxxx:

I’m sorry we couldn’t meet face to face. I would have really preferred to say the things I have to say to you, in person. It would have been the honorable thing to do. Well, at least I tried.

Let me first apologize, if I’m wrong in my suspicions. I may very well be, and it can’t be confirmed one way or the other, but I would be remiss in my duties as facilitator of our UFO support group if I didn’t act on these suspicions. At any rate, I’m deeply sorry if I’m wrong. Only you can know for sure if I am. Well, here goes.

For the last several months, I have had the growing, uneasy feeling that you are more than what you present yourself to be. Call me paranoid if you like, but I have come to suspect that you are a government plant in our UFO group.

As interested as the government is in UFOs and UFO Contactees, it is only logical to assume that any UFO group that was advertised publicly would fall under its scrutiny. I knew this was a possibility when I passed out those flyers at the Whole Life Expo. After all, I know that I am personally under surveillance. (I’ve been able to verify that my apartment is routinely entered, usually around the middle of the month. Given that, I must assume that my phone is tapped and my apartment bugged, as well.) So it’s no great leap of faith to believe that our UFO group would also have a government mole. The only question was who.

To tell the truth, I wasn’t looking for a “spy,” when I came to suspect you. In fact, the only way I’ve been able to keep my equilibrium in the face of all this intrusion into my personal life, both alien and government, is to accept the fact that my life is an open book. Anyone with access is going to know everything about me. (I became used to this kind of scrutiny when I worked at the Pentagon with a top-secret clearance during the Vietnam War.) Although I fully expected our UFO group to be “infiltrated,” I didn’t want to dwell on it. I felt that there wasn’t much new that would likely be revealed at our meetings, that the government didn’t already know. My hope was that, by organizing a new support group, I might help others in coming to terms with their ET contact experiences. However, once I came to suspect someone of actually being the mole I thought our group was likely to have, I felt I had to do something. As I said, I think I would be acting irresponsible, as our group’s facilitator, if I didn’t.

Rather than anything you’ve done, it was your “inaction” that aroused my curiosity. You attend every meeting without fail, but you never contribute anything to the discussion. Outside of retelling your original story a couple of times, for those new to our group, you always keep silent. Regardless of the topic, you have never voiced an opinion on anything, even to just nod your head in agreement.

Occasionally, you’re even obvious in your disinterest. (Your attention wanders as you fidget in your seat. It looks, to anyone who is observant, that you often can’t wait for the meeting to end.) One then has to ask, “Why do you come to the meetings at all?” What

do you get out of them? I know that you attend other UFO-related meetings in the area so there are other outlets for you, if your interest in UFOs is genuine. Why do you keep coming to our meetings, if they bore you so much? The only answer, that I can come up with, is that you’re paid to do so. (I might add that I’m not the only one in our group to notice your odd behavior, although no one has told me that they suspect what I do.)

Believing, as I do, that your attendance at our UFO meetings is for reasons less than honorable, I must ask you not attend them. As I said, I sincerely apologize if I’m wrong. I may very well be. However, since there is no way to prove a negative, there is really nothing you can say to convince me that I am. And, since I don’t have any hard evidence to prove the positive, it would be irresponsible of me to voice my suspicions to anyone else. If anyone asks why you no longer come to the meetings, I’ll just answer that I believe your interests lie somewhere else. As far as I’m concerned, this matter can be just between us. That is, of course, if you remain silent as well. If, however, I hear that you’re telling people that I asked you to leave the group, then I will have every right to explain my suspicions to anyone who will listen.

I hope you’ll believe me when I say that I personally wish you well. I don’t harbor any ill feelings toward you. You were just doing your job.


Charles Weiss

118: Advice to the Newly Awakened (Part Two)

(From Pages 254 – 257 of Abducted by Aliens, By Chuck Weiss)

One form of harassment, which at first you probably wouldn’t even recognize as such, appears as just a string of “bad luck.” Misfortune of course happens naturally, but in cases where it’s Majestic manipulating from behind the scenes, your personal crisis is meant to isolate you and keep you occupied with survival issues. That way you won’t have time to devote to things like attending UFO conventions or writing a book about your ET experiences.

Another form of harassment is what I call “Red Herrings.” I described an example of this earlier, when Majestic agents came into my apartment while I slept and disfigured a religious pendant of mine. I would lay it carefully on my night stand before retiring and on two occasions I awoke to find it charred and twisted. (I replaced it after the first time and they did it again.)   I realized later that it was meant to make me believe that the ETs, for whatever reason, were reacting violently to my religion. This kind of stunt can only work if the target isn’t yet aware of Majestic’s presence in their life. Once someone understands that they’re under government surveillance, then tactics like that can’t be made to work any longer and the harassment is bumped up a notch.

It will likely now be of the variety designed to make you act paranoid. If you’re talking about UFOs at all, Majestic will want you talking crazy. If you’re obviously agitated when you tell people the government is spying on you, you might sound crazy enough to attract the attention of the men in white coats and then there goes your credibility.

Examples of a low-level form of this type of harassment are the “clicks” that many people hear on their telephones when they suspect their conversations are being recorded. The truth is that Majestic wants you to hear those clicks and to know that they’re listening so you’ll talk “crazy” to your friends and family. It’s not that they’re working with antiquated mechanical equipment that makes noises. If they didn’t want you to know they’re there, you wouldn’t hear anything.

If for some reason you’re on their “special” list, then watch out. It can get ugly, but try and keep your cool nonetheless. If you find yourself under psychological attack, know that acting freaked-out is exactly what Majestic wants you to do. If instead you can remain calm and rational when you talk about your harassment, you’ll be fighting back in the most effective way possible. Whenever I attend UFO conventions or support groups, or in any way present myself as an UFO Experiencer in public, I dress in business attire. It’s amazing what being well dressed does for one’s credibility.

Many an Experiencer has had an “aha!” moment, when they thought they had put some pieces of the puzzle together, only to find out later that they didn’t really fit. If you think you know the answer, you probably don’t, at least not consciously. In other words, I recommend suspending judgment on most things. Stanton Friedman, noted UFO researcher and author, advises the same. He calls it his “Gray Box.” If he doesn’t know for sure, it goes into the Gray Box to await any further information on the subject.

Be open-minded, but be critical at the same time. There is much disinformation in UFOlogy. I’m inclined to believe Jim Keith when he said, “There are a number of accounts of the military attempting to infiltrate public UFO research organizations, apparently in an attempt to monitor and disinform the field, and to delude the public at large on the subject of UFOs. On a number of occasions the UFO field has been infiltrated by military intelligence personnel, and well-known UFO ‘researchers,’ possibly even the majority of the prominent ones, have loyalties that seem not to reside with the UFO research community or with the truth.” 36

During the late 1960s, there were so many FBI agents who had infiltrated the Black Panther Party that they were literally informing on each other! I’m sure that the UFO community receives the same overkill treatment from Majestic. They have an unlimited Black Budget from which to draw and can afford to fund any scheme their little, reptilian minds can hatch. (I’m sorry. Is my bias showing?)

I’m just saying be skeptical. Believe half of what you see, half again of what you hear; and put the rest in your Gray Box.


 36    Keith, p. 33.

117: Advice to the Newly Awakened (Part One)

(From Pages 250 – 254 of Abducted by Aliens, By Chuck Weiss)

Just like Neo in the movie Matrix, you’ve been “Awakened” from your familiar existence into a world of the fantastic. You can pretend it isn’t happening. Many do. Denial can be a good coping tool. If you feel that you can’t function in the everyday world and deal with a paradigm shift at the same time, then you might want to consider that as a course of action. Just put this craziness out of your mind. Think about something else, preferably work or some other such reality-grounding aspect of your life. Put on the blinders and concentrate on what’s in front of you. It’s okay, really. Take the blue capsule and go back to sleep.

But if you’re like me and cannot ignore something as big as the Alien presence on Earth, especially once you’ve discovered that you’re personally involved, then I truly feel sorry for you because I know what you’re in for. You swallowed the red capsule, and there’s no going back.

For many, their Awakening is a shattering experience.   It’s meant to be. Paradigms aren’t shifted easily. A paradigm is supposed to be something that you can rely on, like the ground under your feet. If it shifts unexpectedly, you can lose your balance and fall. When that happens, many Abductee/Experiencers react with bouts of depression, sometime clinically severe. Often these people seek psychiatric help and wind up in their local mental health system, misdiagnosed (usually with Bipolar Disorder) and taking psychotropic prescription medications. If you suspect that your depression, which might be cyclic in nature, is due to ET contact experiences (especially if you don’t have the corresponding “highs” that characterize true Bipolar Disorder), then I suggest that you don’t go down that road. It’s likely to be a dead end and it won’t be easy to turn around and go back, once you’re in the system. A diagnosis of mental illness can haunt you for a lifetime. Don’t go there if you don’t have to.

That is, of course, unless you’re feeling suicidal. If that’s the case, then by all means seek professional help. Once you’re feeling better you can decide what to do, but such thoughts are hard to shake off. Call 911 right away. Don’t delay!

That being said, how does one function in the everyday world and cope with the stress of ET contact, if not with “medications” of some kind? 35 First, I would suggest keeping a journal of your ET experiences. Putting it down on paper can be very therapeutic.   Writing it down helps to remind you later that it really did happen, that you aren’t crazy, and that it wasn’t a dream or hallucination. It will also protect the details of your experiences from a faulty memory, should you wish later to tell your story either verbally or in print.

But just keeping a journal isn’t likely to be enough. It’s just too hard to keep something like personal contact with Aliens to yourself. You will want to tell someone. You’ll most likely start with your family and friends, who may or may not be supportive. If they are, you’re very fortunate. Many are not and their rejection can add to the severity of any depressive episodes you might have.

The obvious place for an Abductee/Experiencer to look for a friendly ear to bend, or to hear the stories of others like themselves, is a UFO support group. If you’re lucky enough to live near a large metropolitan area, there might be one nearby that you can attend. If not, the sense of isolation can be hard to bear, especially when friends or family are unresponsive to your emotional need to share this new, fantastic part of your life.

As an aside, let me say that those who don’t have a local support group can now gain access to one on online. OPUS (Organization for Paranormal Understanding and Support) is registered with the IRS as a non-profit organization, formed for the public good. They maintain an email-based UFO support group, where each communication is shared with everyone in the group, and individuals can respond at will (or not). For information visit their website.   Go to the bottom of their home page and click on “Support.”

Before you join any support group, however, there are some things of which you should be aware. Do not assume that the facilitator of any support group will necessarily have your best interests in mind. Some are run by researchers who seem more interested in “picking your brain,” than providing any real emotional support to those who attend their meetings. I’ve met a couple who had reputations for using their influence over Experiencers to foster an almost cult-like following. Unfortunately, in UFOlogy not everyone is who they represent themselves to be.

If you do come out publicly, know that you will eventually come to the attention of Majestic and that a file will be opened with your name on it. How large that file becomes, and even the extent to which you will be harassed by Majestic, will depend largely on how successful you are in convincing others of the reality of the presence of ETs on Earth. If you don’t make waves, you’ll probably be left alone for the most part.

That’s not to say you won’t be monitored. Assume that everything you do or say is noted and recorded electronically, even when visiting the offices of professionals like doctors and dentists. That, unfortunately, is a given. But if you don’t write books or articles and don’t tell strangers of your experiences outside of support group meetings, which are always monitored by Majestic anyway, their agents will most likely stay in the background. Just know, though, that any privacy you think you have is only an illusion.

If, however, you are a credible person and you talk rationally to others about your contact experiences, then our secret government will consider you a threat and you will be targeted. It’s then that you’ll be marked for harassment, and Majestic’s overt intrusions into your life will begin. The nature of that harassment can take many forms. Some will be meant to mislead you, others to frighten you.


 35    I have an old VHS tape of a lecture by Budd Hopkins titled Hidden Memories: Are you a UFO Abductee? where he talked about how a disproportionate number of the members of his support group had addictions, either to cigarettes and/or alcohol, with excess consumption of the latter being an attempt to self-medicate.

99: The Second Camera

(From Pages 191 – 192 of Abducted by Aliens, By Chuck Weiss)

In addition to what might have been a camera in my television, I discovered that I was being watched from outside my apartment as well. Most of my time at home is spent at my computer, which faces two windows to the outside world. One is directly in front of my work area and its shade is never raised, so as to prevent eye strain when I’m looking at my computer screen. The other window shade is left open during daylight hours for the nourishment of the house plants placed there. From my seat, I can see the large whitewashed commercial building next door.

In May of 2008, I looked up from my desk and noticed that one of the windows of that building looked very strange. The window is made up of twelve small textured panes of glass, with the two in the center being adjustable so as to let in air and direct sunlight on nice days. A plywood board that I hadn’t noticed before fully covered the window, but it was still left open, a puzzlement. A small ceramic collar circled an opening at the top of the board, and the upper right corner was home to a newly created and expanding hornet’s nest. Over the next three days, the growing nest threatened to obstruct the hole in the plywood. On the fourth day, when I returned home from work, I saw that it had been “cut back” leaving a clean, straight line where the deed had been done.

I took photographs (see page 351 in the Appendix). When my friend Harold came by a couple of weeks later, I pointed out to him what appeared to be a “duck blind,” meant to hide a camera pointed in my direction. Three days after his visit, the plywood board was gone and soon after that the commercial space was apparently occupied by new tenants.

Why keep the window open when the plywood board obstructed all twelve planes of glass anyway? Because, I assert, with the window closed there could be no “line-of-sight” with my chair. The textured glass wouldn’t have allowed a clear view for the camera. The fact that the nest was cut back when the collared hole was in danger of becoming obstructed by hundreds of swarming hornets is, I think, further proof that a camera was hidden behind that plywood.

I’ve read that in the world of covert intelligence three different types of electronic surveillance equipment are planted. The first is easily discovered if the person is looking. The second is discoverable if the person has some knowledge as to where to look and what to look for, but the third will never be located. Now that I’ve found two of Majestic’s cameras, I wonder where the third could be. Hmm.

98: My TV is Watching Me!

(From Pages 189 – 190 of Abducted by Aliens, By Chuck Weiss)

Like many Experiencers, once I understood that I was under surveillance by the government, I naturally assumed that my phone was tapped. I got conformation of sorts that that was true, when the man who installed my DSL internet connection back in the late 90s was surprised to find that the connections to my apartment had already been made at the control box in the basement. “That’s funny, I remember him saying. “The phone company isn’t usually that helpful. We’re their competition.”

Since then I’ve always assumed that my phone conversations are recorded and that my apartment is “bugged,” but I never stopped to think that I might be under visual surveillance as well. It was my friend Arian who discovered it. She was visiting, and we were sitting on my futon bed/sofa when she said, “Did you see that? There was a light shining in your TV set.” I hadn’t been looking in that direction, so I didn’t see it, but I believed her when she said that she did. The obvious thought was that there might be a camera inside the TV.

I would have taken it to a repair service to have it opened it up to find out for sure, but I was without a job or any extra money at the time. It was hard to make the rent each month, so as much as I wanted to I couldn’t afford the expense. A few days later, though, I was given confirmation that something had been in my TV set, by a totally unexpected source . . . Majestic itself!

You should understand that while I may sweep and vacuum occasionally, I never dust. It’s just not part of my cleaning regimen, so the dust on the back of my old-style “tabletop” television was pretty thick at the time. A week or so after Arian’s visit, I discovered evidence that it had been opened up in my absence. On the back side of the set, which extends out a good foot or so, the dust that had collected for months had been disturbed over the one set screw located there. Now, there was a definite rectangular “clean” spot over the area. Majestic had come and retrieved their camera, thinking that I would eventually take it out if they didn’t.

This was the evidence I needed! I invited my friends over for a party and excitedly pointed to the “oasis of clean” in the middle of the thick layer of dust that covered the back of the TV. This was proof, I told them, that Majestic had been there and opened it up. My friends were duly impressed.

A week later, though, I came home to find that someone had completely dusted my television. It was clean as a whistle. Nothing was left to indicate that the set had ever been tampered with. Now, if they would have only cleaned the rest of my apartment!

97: Outed the Mole

(From Page 187 – 188 of Abducted by Aliens, By Chuck Weiss)

In January of 1995 I started a UFO support group, which at its largest numbered a dozen people or more. One man came to every meeting (the only person who did), but never had anything to contribute beyond his original story of a typical Abduction.

At one meeting, we watched a video of a Budd Hopkins presentation. Everyone in attendance was glued to the screen, except this man, who was looking around the room with an obvious look of boredom on his face. I wrote him a letter telling him that I suspected that he was a government plant, along with my reasons, and asked that he not attend our meetings anymore. If he were innocent I would have expected a reply of some kind, a letter or phone call telling me that I was full of cow manure, but I never heard back from him. 23

I did run into him a few months later, however, at the annual UFO convention that visits the San Francisco Bay Area once a year. I had taken my seat in one of the meeting rooms to wait for a seminar to begin on some UFO-related topic. It was early and the room was empty except for a small group of people discussing something out of earshot. Among them I recognized the mole, whom I had earlier asked to leave my support group. I didn’t pay any further attention to them and got lost in my thoughts after taking a seat.

Suddenly, there he was seated behind me. I turned around and he did essentially what I had done months earlier at that lunch counter. He stuck his head out as far as he could in my direction and grinned from ear to ear in a grotesque tableau for several seconds, before getting up and walking off.

To me that was confirmation that I had been right about him all along.

23 Refer to page 338 in the Appendix for a copy of my letter.

96: Discovered My Tail

(From Page 186 of Abducted by Aliens, By Chuck Weiss)

I was enjoying my lunch one day at the lunch counter of one of the better franchise restaurants, when a man with a short haircut and patent leather shoes sat down on one of the stools near me. I was reading a book about UFOs at the time and noticed that he was trying to unobtrusively glimpse the title on the cover. He seemed to avoid any eye contact with me and I had the distinct feeling that he was a government spook, there to keep tabs on me.

I finished my lunch, but before leaving the counter I decided to do something to test him. I leaned over and put my face as close to his as I could from across the vacant stool between us, and glared at him in an obviously threatening manner. Any normal person would have reacted negatively, probably saying something like, “What the hell’s your problem, buddy!” But instead he ignored me, keeping his eyes straight ahead and a deadpan expression on his face. He took a final bite of his sandwich, chewed it slowly and deliberately before swallowing, and then got up from the counter to pay his check at the cash register. His failure to react in any way to my threatening demeanor validated my suspicions of him.

Further confirmation came months later, when another Majestic agent did essentially the same thing . . . to me.

92: Surveillance & Monthly Break-Ins

(From Pages 178 – 179 of Abducted by Aliens, By Chuck Weiss)

I verified the monthly invasion of my apartment by humans who seemed to always disturb something, alerting me to the fact that someone had been there. At first I thought that they were just sloppy in their work and quipped at a support group meeting that, “You can tell when they’ve been there because, being government workers, they always manage to mess up and disturb something.” 20 A man in attendance who admitted to being an ex-military “spook” (intelligence agent) spoke up and said, “Oh no! They do that on purpose. They want you to know that they’ve been there.” 21

I was able to establish the regular nature of these intrusions by routinely putting tape across the door jamb of my apartment whenever I left. I colored the clear plastic tape with a permanent marker, so as to match the dark hardwood of my front door, and placed it at the bottom where it wouldn’t likely receive but a passing glance from someone focused on a key and a deadbolt lock. Once a month, usually in the middle, I would arrive home to find that the tape had been pulled away from the door, signifying that someone had entered my apartment while I was away.

When I described the government intrusions into my apartment to my hypnotherapist, Mr. Ault, I was aghast when he started to tell me how his brother once suspected his landlord of entering his apartment during his absence and confirmed it by putting a piece of tape across the door jamb. He suggested that I do the same.

I say that I was aghast because I just knew that his office had been bugged by Majestic, probably shortly after I made the first appointment. Sure enough three days after he made that suggestion, I came home and discovered that the tape that I had colored and carefully secured across the door jamb before I had left that morning was gone.

Not only did that prove my hypnotherapy sessions were being recorded by Majestic, it also showed I wasn’t being paranoid, just realistic. The incident confirmed that I had lost any expectations of privacy I might have thought I had, a fact that was later confirmed by my television set.

20 My apologies to all government employees, everywhere.

21 Let me say something about people who confess to having past connections with the intelligence community. My step-father (my parents divorced and mother remarried) served in the Marine Corp. during WW II and whenever someone would refer to him as an “ex-Marine” he would correct them saying, “There is no such thing as an ex-Marine. Once you’ve gone through the training, you’re always a Marine.” I believe the same holds true with the various intelligence services. Once trained as a spook, it becomes a lifetime career. They can retire, but they can’t quit.

90: My Second Paradigm Shift

(From Pages 174 – 175 of Abducted by Aliens, By Chuck Weiss)

When I woke up to the fact that I was a UFO Experiencer, I entered a world of the fantastic. To find that my life was playing out like some sort of science fiction movie was my first paradigm shift. The second shift came when the plot morphed into a James Bond thriller with me cast in the role of a villain, complete with the latest high-tech equipment (back-engineered, of course) and covert warfare, this time with the government fighting ETs and their fifth column of Experiencers instead of THRUSH. (I’m sorry. I have a degree in cinematography. I know how to make movies, and will often use to them as cultural references to make my point.)

The agents that routinely intimidate Abductee/Experiencers are referred to by many names. Most are unrepeatable in mixed company, but a couple that are in current fashion are “OMAGS” (short for Obnoxious Military and Government Scoundrels), an acronym coined by the very polite Experiencer, Leah Haley, and a traditional favorite, “Men in Black” (regardless of what they’re wearing at the time).

I prefer, however, to use “Majestic,” the name thought to have been given to the Presidential advisory panel that was originally charged with investigating the crash of a saucer on a ranch outside Roswell, New Mexico in 1947. The Majestic-12 Committee 18 has undoubtedly changed its name since its formation decades ago, but certainly not its mission. The following narratives will attest to that.

Majestic is at the top of the Illuminati pyramid. They are the keepers of the biggest “secret” ever and have the highest security clearances in existence. They can draw upon any government resource and many that are held in private hands. Their budget is unlimited and they don’t answer to any branch of the government, government agency, or elected official.

18 In December of 1984, Jaime Shandera received in the mail a roll of black-and-white film, which when developed produced reproductions of duplicate sets of eight pages of documents later named the MJ/12 documents. These documents stated that the “Majestic-12 Committee” was formed in 1947 at the direction of President Truman, after the military recovered the remains of a disk shaped UFO that crashed outside Roswell, New Mexico. The validity of the documents was called into question almost immediately and their authenticity remains in dispute to this day, despite having been declared authentic by noted UFO researcher Stanton Friedman in his book on the subject, Top Secret/MAJIC. One of the recommendations supposedly made to President Truman was that the committee continue to only report to the President, implying that Majestic wanted its assignment extended. Truman most likely adopted the recommendations of his esteemed advisory panel. Later, the monitoring and silencing of Abductee/Experiencers (by persuasion and/or intimidation) would have undoubtedly been added to its mission.

64: Signs of Majestic

(From Pages 126 – 127 of Abducted by Aliens, By Chuck Weiss)

Monday, July 17th

They were in my apartment again today. Whenever I come home, my two cats usually act as if they couldn’t care less. They will normally be lounging in their favorite places and might glance my way (or not) as I enter the room from the hallway. Today when I opened the door, both of them were standing there to greet me. They circled near my feet until I made my way into our living area and sat down, talking to me all the way. They’re going to need more attention than usual tonight.

Oh yes, the door at the end of the hall that leads to the garage stairway was open again when I came home, another sign that Majestic has been here. The door wasn’t wide open, or even just ajar. The door was opened and then brought back to touch the door jamb. This is not a natural position for a door when a person just walks through and doesn’t think to shut it. Even if a person was to swing the door backward as he passed through, it isn’t likely that it would wind up actually touching the door jamb. The door would either miss its mark or close. It might come quite close to touching the door jamb, but it usually
takes a conscious act of placing the door in position to actually touch the jamb. It might happen once in a great while, but as I think this though I remember that the door has been left touching the door jamb almost every time I’ve seen it open. I’m sorry. I’m notoriously slow in getting things. Majestic probably had hoped that I would figure this out long ago.

Majestic wants the Experiencer to know when they’ve visited. All of this “sneak & peek” is meant to generate fear and paranoia. That’s why they leave the hallway door open in that unnatural position. It’s right next to my apartment door and I always glance over to check it when I come home.

61: Tailed by Majestic

(From Pages 122 – 123 of Abducted by Aliens, By Chuck Weiss)

Wednesday, June 14th

As I came home today on the train, I noticed that I was being stared at by a guy wearing sunglasses. He was seated about fifteen feet in front of me. I didn’t notice him as I looked around for a place to sit, so he may have been behind me as I boarded. When I took my seat and the book I’ve been reading from my briefcase, I looked up and saw him. He was dressed in civilian clothes and had a short (military?) haircut. I was sitting alone in the double seat, so it was me he was staring at. When I stared back, he didn’t look away. The book I had with me was one written by another Experiencer, so I held it up high and wide open so the title would be easily visible to him. The slight movement of his head indicated to me that he was trying to read it. I kept staring at him over the top of the book, and all the while he didn’t shift his gaze or change his deadpan expression. I finally gave up and laid the book on my lap and started reading. A little while later I saw him get off at the next station.

54: A Sinister Turn of Events & Eleven Years of Silence

(From Pages 114 – 116 of Abducted by Aliens, By Chuck Weiss)

Tuesday: May 30, 2006

It has been over eleven years now since I’ve added anything to my UFO journal. I obviously didn’t take up residence on another planet. Not that the extraordinary events that had suddenly taken hold of my life has ended. On the contrary, they continue unabated to this day.

November 27, 1994, however, marked a sinister turn in these events, for it was on that day that I came to realize that Aliens were not my only visitors in the night. Here is my last journal entry.

Sunday: November 27, 1994

I went to bed about 12:30 this morning, after working at my computer for a few hours on this journal. I woke up because something very strange happened in my sleep.

I was asleep when, all of a sudden, I couldn’t breathe through my nose. First everything was fine, then Wham! Both nostrils were completely blocked, forcing me to start breathing through my mouth. I tried to wake up, but felt restrained and couldn’t open my eyes. I then slipped into deep unconsciousness. When I did wake up, I felt like I was in some kind of altered state. My perception was distorted and I found it hard to focus my attention. It felt as if I was moving in slow motion, but the feeling dissipated in a minute or two, leaving me feeling “normal.”

I was shaken from the memory of the “attack” on me in my sleep and knew that something highly unusual had happened. The Grays had never had to use physical force on me before, and I had definitely been physically restrained. I walked around my studio apartment and noticed that there were several things that were not as I had left them before I went to bed. I had laid the freshly printed pages of my journal on my computer table last night, in a neat pile. This morning the top page was askew, as if someone had picked it up and laid it back down. On the kitchen counter is a postcard from the National Geographic Magazine announcing that my father has given me a subscription as a holiday gift. It has lain there, face down, for the last couple of weeks, but this morning it was face up. Now, the big one . . .

I know that people can forget that they handled certain papers or postcards and didn’t leave them as they remembered, but this last disturbance is a real puzzler. When I walked into the bathroom, I was immediately struck by what I saw in the sink. The sink had obviously just been used. There were beads of water all over, up the sides and right to the brim. They were so fresh that the ones high up were still running down, colliding with the other beads of water and forming small streams that ran down into the drain.

I decided to do an experiment. First I used a stopper and filled the sink with water. When I let the water drain, it did not form any beads at all. Beads of water did form, however, when I splashed the sides of the sink with water from the tap. The beads of water formed in this fashion completely evaporated within an hour, although they stopped running down the sides of the basin after just a few minutes. I hadn’t been in the bathroom, much less used the sink, in over five hours.

I have a bad feeling about this. Something is very wrong. I doubt that the Grays wash their hands after they put me back in bed.

Something was very wrong indeed! Two days later I received a phone call from Katherine’s mother. The night before there had been an attempted break-in at their home. Everyone was asleep except for Oscar, who heard voices at the back door that leads into the garage near where he slept. When he went to investigate, they ran back to the front of the house and Oscar heard a car speeding off. Oscar later described the men as “white,” not because he saw them, but because they spoke English to each other without any discernable accent. We never did find out who those men were, but I’m sure that they were also the ones who broke into my apartment the night before as I slept.

25: Reflections after the Whole Life Expo

(From Pages 58 – 61 of Abducted by Aliens, By Chuck Weiss)

Sunday: April 24, 1994

Reflecting upon my experiences of yesterday at the Whole Life Expo, I was struck by the types of people I saw attending the events related to Alien Abduction. Most of the crowd looked like your average convention-going public, mainly concerned with finding the right meeting room, getting good seats, looking around for friends, generally enjoying the experience.

Then there were the ones who looked very serious, even worried. They would walk into the room, totally absorbed in their thoughts, usually led by a friend or companion. They took notes, hanging on every word, but they definitely were not having a good time. These people were obviously personally involved in the CE-4 experience.

There were also the “wannabes,” people who enjoy the idea of being among the abducted. There are so many people who want to escape their “lives of quiet desperation,” as Thoreau described it, that they easily enter into fantasy worlds. If they can as easily exit from those worlds, then their fantasies can be beneficial. Even if they become obsessive about it, if their fantasies revolve around something obviously fictitious, like science fiction or mystery novels, then there is no harm done. (Hey, I’m a Star Trek fan myself.)

However when the situation is a real mystery, like the UFO phenomenon, then the line between reality and fantasy becomes too thin for many people to distinguish. While they can’t be a Luke Skywalker or Captain Kirk, they can fantasize about being one of the “in crowd” of people who have actually experienced a close encounter with a UFO or an Extraterrestrial. These people don’t know when they’re well off, and should be careful of what they wish for.

To the delight of the intelligence community, which has worked long and hard to cover up anything having to do with UFOs, they only serve to muddy the waters. I’m sure that there were many silent cameras clicking away yesterday during the two CE-4 related events. It goes with out saying that if the government is interested in real UFO activity, then they are also interested in those people who have real contact with their occupants.

Since the Roswell Incident in 1947, our government has been willing to ruin the reputation of many professional observers such as airline pilots, police officers, etc., by circulating false reports of their drunkenness or mental instability. It’s only prudent to assume that it’s ready to use such tactics to discredit abductees, as well.

The stakes are even higher today, as more and more people are beginning to talk about their contact experiences. Governments around the world are doing everything possible to prevent human contact with Extraterrestrials. Such contact only serves to undermine the Military-Industrial complex, which really runs this planet. Who will be willing to die for God and country anymore when it becomes obvious that, not only are we not alone in the universe, but that the neighbors are here, knocking at our door?